Writings
of H P Blavatsky
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Helena Petrovna Blavatsky (1831 – 1891)
The Founder of Modern Theosophy
Nightmare Tales
By
H
P Blavatsky
Stories
CAN THE DOUBLE
MURDER?
AN UNSOLVED
MYSTERY
KARMIC VISIONS
THE LEGEND OF
THE BLUE LOTUS
A BEWITCHED
LIFE
THE LUMINOUS
SHIELD
THE CAVE OF THE
ECHOES
FROM THE POLAR
LANDS
THE ENSOULED
VIOLIN
CAN THE DOUBLE
MURDER?
To the Editor
of The Sun.
Sir,--One
morning in 1867 Eastern Europe was startled by news of the
most horrifying
description. Michael Obrenovitch, reigning Prince of
Serbia, his
aunt, the Princess Catherine or Katinka, and her daughter
had been murdered
in broad daylight, near Belgrade, in their own
garden,
assassin or assassins remaining unknown. The Prince had
received
several bullet-shots, and stabs, and his body was actually
butchered; the
Princess was killed on the spot, her head smashed, and
her young
daughter, though still alive, was not expected to survive.
The
circumstances are too recent to have been forgotten, but in that
part of the
world, at the time, the case created a delirium of
excitement.
In the Austrian
dominions and in those under the doubtful protectorate
of Turkey, from
Bucharest down to Trieste, no high family felt secure.
In those half
Oriental countries every Montecchi has its Capuletti,
and it was
rumoured that the bloody deed was perpetrated by the Prince
Kara-Gueorguevitch,
or "Tzerno-Gueorgey," as he is usually called in
those parts.
Several persons innocent of the act were, as is usual in
such cases
imprisoned, and the real murderers escaped justice. A young
relative of the
victim, greatly beloved by his people, a mere child,
taken for the
purpose from a school in Paris, was brought over in
ceremony to
Belgrade and proclaimed Hospodar of Serbia. In the turmoil
of political
excitement the tragedy of Belgrade was forgotten by all
but an old
Serbian matron who had been attached to the Obrenovitch
family, and
who, like Rachel, would not be comforted for the death of
her children.
After the proclamation of the young Obrenovitch, nephew
of the murdered
man, she had sold out her property and disappeared;
but not before
taking a solemn vow on the tombs of the victims to
avenge their
deaths.
The writer of
this truthful narrative had passed a few days at
Belgrade, about
three months before the horrid deed was perpetrated,
and knew the Princess
Katinka. She was a kind, gentle, and lazy
creature at
home; abroad she seemed a Parisienne in manners and
education. As
nearly all the personages who will figure in this true
story are still
living, it is but decent that I should withhold their
names, and give
only initials.
The old Serbian
lady seldom left her house, going but to see the
Princess
occasionally. Crouched on a pile of pillows and carpeting,
clad in the
picturesque national dress, she looked like the Cumaean
sibyl in her
days of calm repose. Strange stories were whispered about
her Occult
knowledge, and thrilling accounts circulated sometimes
among the
guests assembled round the fireside of the modest inn. Our
fat landlord's
maiden aunt's cousin had been troubled for some time
past by a
wandering vampire, and had been bled nearly to death by the
nocturnal
visitor, and while the efforts and exorcisms of the parish
pope had been
of no avail, the victim was luckily delivered by Gospoja
P---, who had
put to flight the disturbing ghost by merely shaking her
fist at him,
and shaming him in his own language. It was in
that I learned
for the first time this highly interesting fact in
philology,
namely, that spooks have a language of their own. The old
lady, whom I
will call Gospoja P--, was generally attended by another
personage
destined to be the principal actress in our tale of horror.
It was a young
gipsy girl from some part of Roumania, about fourteen
years of age.
Where she was born, and who she was, she seemed to know
as little as
anyone else. I was told she had been brought one day by a
party of
strolling gipsies, and left in the yard of the old lady, from
which moment
she became an inmate of the house. She was nicknamed "the
sleeping
girl," as she was said to be gifted with the faculty of
apparently
dropping asleep wherever she stood, and speaking her dreams
aloud. The
girl's heathen name was Frosya.
About eighteen
months after the news of the murder had reached Italy,
where I was at the
time, I travelled over the Banat in a small waggon
of my own,
hiring a horse whenever I needed one. I met on my way an
old Frenchman,
a scientist, travelling alone after my own fashion, but
with the
difference that while he was a pedestrian, I dominated the
road from the
eminence of a throne of dry hay in a jolting waggon. I
discovered him
one fine morning slumbering in a wilderness of shrubs
and flowers,
and had nearly passed over him, absorbed as I was in the
contemplation
of the surrounding glorious scenery. The acquaintance
was soon made,
no great ceremony of mutual introduction being needed.
I had heard his
name mentioned in circles interested in mesmerism, and
knew him to be
a powerful adept of the school of Dupotet.
"I have
found," he remarked, in the course of the conversation after I
had made him
share my seat of hay, "one of the most wonderful subjects
in this lovely
Thebaide. I have an appointment to-night with the
family. They
are seeking to unravel the mystery of a murder by means
of the clairvoyance
of the girl...she is wonderful!"
"Who is
she?" I asked.
"A
Roumanian gipsy. She was brought up, it appears, in the family of
the Serbian
reigning Prince, who reigns no more, for he was very
mysteriously
mur--Halloo, take care! Diable, you will upset us over
the
precipice!" he hurriedly exclaimed, unceremoniously snatching from
me the reins,
and giving the horse a violent pull.
"You do
not mean Prince Obrenovitch?" I asked aghast.
"Yes, I do;
and him precisely. To-night I have to be there, hoping to
close a series
of seances by finally developing a most marvellous
manifestation
of the hidden power of the human spirit; and you may
come with me. I
will introduce you; and besides, you can help me as an
interpreter,
for they do not speak French."
As I was pretty
sure that if the somnambule was Frosya, the rest of
the family must
be Gospoja P---, I readily accepted. At sunset we were
at the foot of
the mountain, leading to the old castle, as the
Frenchman
called the place. It fully deserved the poetical name given
it. There was a
rought bench in the depths of one of the shadowy
retreats, and
as we stopped at the entrance of this poetical place,
and the
Frenchman was gallantly busying himself with my horse on the
suspicious-looking
bridge which led across the water to the entrance
gate, I saw a
tall figure slowly rise from the bench and come towards
us.
It was my old
friend Gospoja P---, looking more pale and more
mysterious than
ever. She exhibited no surprise at seeing me, but
simply greeting
me after the Serbian fashion, with a triple kiss on
both cheeks,
she took hold of my hand and led me straight to the nest
of ivy. Half
reclining on a small carpet spread on the tall grass,
with her back
leaning against the wall, I recognized our Frosya.
She was dressed
in the national costume of the Wallachian women, a
sort of gauze
turban intermingled with various gilt medals and bands
on her head,
white shirt with opened sleeves, and petticoats of
variegated
colours. Her face looked deadly pale, her eyes were closed,
and her
countenance presented that stony, sphinx-like look which
characterizes
in such a peculiar way the entranced clairvoyant
somnambule. If
it were not for the heaving motion of her chest and
bosom,
ornamented by rows of medals and bead necklaces which feebly
tinkled at
every breath, one might have thought her dead, so, lifeless
and corpse-like
was her face. The Frenchman informed me that he had
sent her to
sleep just as we were approaching the house, and that she
now was as he
had left her the previous night; he then began busying
himself with
the sujet, as he called Frosya. Paying no further
attention to
us, he shook her by the hand, and then making a few rapid
passes
stretched out her arm and stiffened it. The arm as rigid as
iron, remained
in that position. He then closed all her fingers but
one--the middle
finger--which he caused to point at the evening star,
which twinkled
in the deep blue sky. Then he turned round and went
over from right
to left, throwing on some of his fluids here, again
discharging
them at another place; busying himself with his invisible
but potent
fluids, like a painter with his brush when giving the last
touches to a
picture.
The old lady,
who had silently watched him, with her chin in her hand
the while, put
her thin, skeleton-looking hands on his arm and
arrested it, as
he was preparing himself to begin the regular mesmeric
passes.
"Wait,"
she whispered, "till the star is set and the ninth hour
completed. The
Vourdalaki are hovering round; they may spoil the
influence."
"What does
she say?" enquired the mesmerizer, annoyed at her
interference.
I explained to
him that the old lady feared the pernicious influences
of the
Vourdalaki.
"Vourdalaki!
What's that--the Vourdalaki?" exclaimed the Frenchman.
"Let us be
satisfied with Christian spirits, if they honour us to-
night with a
visit, and lose no time for the Vourdalaki!"
I glanced at
the Gospoja. She had become deathly pale and her brow was
sternly knitted
over her flashing black eyes.
"Tell him
not to jest at this hour of the night!" she cried. "He does
not know the
country. Even this holy church may fail to protect us
once the
Vourdalaki are roused. What's this?" pushing with her foot a
bundle of herbs
the botanizing mesmerizer had laid near on the grass.
She bent over
the collection and anxiously examined the contents of
the bundle,
after which she flung the whole into the water.
"It must
not be left here," she firmly added; "these are the St.
John's plants,
and they might attract the wandering ones."
Meanwhile the
night had come, and the moon illuminated the landscape
with a pale,
ghostly light. The nights in the Banat are nearly as
beautiful as in
the East, and the Frenchman had to go on with his
experiments in
the open air, as the priest of the church had
prohibited such
in the tower, which was used as the parsonage, for
fear of filling
the holy precincts with the heretical devils of the
mesmerizer, which,
the priest remarked, he would be unable to exorcise
on account of
their being foreigners.
The old
gentleman had thrown off his travelling blouse, rolled up his
shirt sleeves,
and now, striking a theatrical attitude, began a
regular process
of mesmerization.
Under his
quivering fingers the odile fluid actually seemed to flash
in the
twilight. Frosya was placed with her figure facing the moon,
and every
motion of the entranced girl was discernible as in daylight.
In a few
minutes large drops of perspiration appeared on her brow, and
slowly rolled
down her pale face, glittering in the moonbeams. Then
she moved
uneasily about and began chanting a low melody, to the words
of which the
Gospoja, anxiously bent over the unconscious girl, was
listening with avidity
and trying to catch every syllable. With her
thin finger on
her lips, her eyes nearly starting from their sockets,
her frame
motionless, the old lady seemed herself transfixed into a
statue of
attention. The group was a remarkable one, and I regretted
that I was not
a painter. What followed was a scene worthy to figure
in Macbeth. At
one side she, the slender girl, pale and corpse-like,
writhing under
the invisible fluid of him who for the hour was her
omnipotent
master; at the other the old matron, who, burning with her
unquenched fire
of revenge, stood waiting for the long-expected name
of the Prince's
murderer to be at last pronounced. The Frenchman
himself seemed
transfigured, his grey hair standing on end; his bulky
clumsy form
seemed to have grown in a few minutes. All theatrical
pretence was
now gone; there remained but the mesmerizer, aware of his
responsibility,
unconscious himself of the possible results, studying
and anxiously
expecting. Suddenly Frosya, as if lifted by some
supernatural force,
rose from her reclining posture and stood erect
before us,
again motionless and still, waiting for the magnetic fluid
to direct her.
The Frenchman, silently taking the old lady's hand,
placed it in
that of the somnambulist, and ordered her to put herself
en rapport with
the Gospoja.
"What
seest thou, my daughter?" softly murmured the Serbian Lady. "Can
your spirit
seek out the murderers?"
"Search
and behold!" sternly commanded the mesmerizer, fixing his gaze
upon the face
of the subject.
"I am on my
way--I go," faintly whispered Frosya, her voice seeming
not to come
from herself, but from the surrounding atmosphere.
At this moment
something so strange took place that I doubt my ability
to describe it.
A luminous vapour appeared, closely surrounding the
girl's body. At
first about an inch in thickness, it gradually
expanded, and,
gathering itself, suddenly seemed to break off from the
body altogether
and condense itself into a kind of semisolid vapour,
which very soon
assumed the likeness of the somnambule herself.
Flickering
about the surface of the earth the form vacillated for two
or three
seconds, then glided noiselessly toward the river. It
disappeared
like a mist, dissolved in the moonbeams, which seemed to
absorb it
altogether.
I had followed
the scene with an intense attention. The mysterious
operation, know
in the East as the evocation of the scin-lecca, was
taking place
before my own eyes. To doubt was impossible, and Dupotet
was right in
saying that mesmerism is the conscious Magic of the
ancients, and
Spiritualism the unconscious effect of the same Magic
upon certain
organisms.
As soon as the
vaporous double had smoked itself through the pores of
the girl,
Gospoja had, by a rapid motion of the hand which was left
free, drawn
from under her pelisse something which looked to us
suspiciously
like a small stiletto, and placed it as rapidly in the
girl's bosom.
The action was so quick that the mesmerizer, absorbed in
his work, had
not remarked it, as he afterwards told me. A few minutes
elapsed in a
dead silence. We seemed a group of petrified persons.
Suddenly a
thrilling and transpiercing cry burst from the entranced
girl's lips,
she bent forward, and snatching the stiletto from her
bosom, plunged
it furiously round her, in the air, as if pursuing
imaginary foes.
Her mouth foamed, and incoherent, wild exclamations
broke from her
lips, among which discordant sounds I discerned,
several times
two familiar Christian names of men. The mesmerizer was
so terrified
that he lost all control over himself, and instead of
withdrawing the
fluid he loaded the girl with it still more.
"Take
care," exclaimed I. "Stop! You will kill her, or she will kill
you!"
But the
Frenchman had unwittingly raised subtle potencies of Nature
over which he
had no control. Furiously turning round, the girl struck
at him a blow
which would have killed him had he not avoided it by
jumping aside,
receiving but a severe scratch on the right arm. The
poor man was
panic-stricken; climbing with an extraordinary agility,
for a man of his
bulky form, on the wall over her, he fixed himself on
it astride, and
gathering the remnants of his will power, sent in her
direction a
series of passes. At the second, the girl dropped the
weapon and
remained motionless.
"What are
you about?" hoarsely shouted the mesmerizer in French,
seated like
some monstrous night-globin on the wall. "Answer me, I
command
you!"
"I
did...but what she...whom you ordered me to obey...commanded me to
do,"
answered the girl in French, to my amazement.
"What did
the old witch command you?" irreverently asked he.
"To find
them...who murdered...kill them...I did so...and they are no
more...Avenged!...Avenged!
They are..."
An exclamation
of triumph, a loud shout of infernal joy, rang loud in
the air, and
awakening the dogs of the neighbouring villages a
responsive howl
of barking began from that moment, like a ceaseless
echo of the
Gospoja's cry:
"I am
avenged! I feel it; I know it. My warning heart tells me that
the fiends are
no more." She fell panting on the ground, dragging
down, in her
fall, the girl, who allowed herself to be pulled down as
if she were a
bag of wool.
"I hope my
subject did no further mischief to-night. She is a
dangerous as
well as a very wonderful subject," said the Frenchman.
We parted. Three
days after that I was at T---, and as I was sitting
in the
dining-room of a restaurant, waiting for my lunch, I happened
to pick up a
newspaper, and the first lines I read ran thus:
VIENNA, 186--. Two Mysterious Deaths.
Last evening, at 9:45, as P--was about to
retire, two of the
gentlemen-in-waiting
suddenly exhibited great terror, as though they
had seen a
dreadful apparition. They screamed, staggered, and ran
about the room,
holding up their hands as if to ward off the blows of
an unseen weapon.
They paid no attention to the eager questions of the
prince and
suite, but presently fell writhing upon the floor, and
expired in
great agony. Their bodies exhibited no appearance of
apoplexy, nor
any external marks of wounds, but, wonderful to relate,
there were
numerous dark spots and long marks upon the skin, as though
they were stabs
and slashes made without puncturing the cuticle. The
autopsy
revealed the fact that beneath each of these mysterious
discolourations
there was a deposit of coagulated blood. The greatest
excitement
prevails, and the faculty are unable to solve the mystery.
AN UNSOLVED
MYSTERY
The
circumstances attending the sudden death of M. Delessert,
inspector of
the Police de Surete, seem to have made such an
impression upon
the Parisian authorities that they were recorded in
unusual detail.
Omitting all particulars except what are necessary to
explain
matters, we produce here the undoubtedly strange history.
In the fall of
1861 there came to Paris a man who called himself Vic
de Lassa, and
was so inscribed upon his passports. He came from
Vienna, and
said he was a Hungarian, who owned estates on the borders
of the Banat,
not far from Zenta. He was a small man, aged thirty-
five, with pale
and mysterious face, long blonde hair, a vague,
wandering blue
eye, and a mouth of singular firmness. He dressed
carelessly and
unaffectedly, and spoke and talked without much
empressement.
His companion, presumably his wife, on the other hand,
ten years
younger than himself, was a strikingly beautiful woman, of
that dark,
rich, velvety, luscious, pure Hungarian type which is so
nigh akin to
the gipsy blood. At the theatres, on the Bois, at the
cafes, on the
boulevards, and everywhere that idle Paris disports
itself, Madame
Aimee de Lassa attracted great attention and made a
sensation.
They lodged in
luxurious apartments on the Rue Richelieu, frequented
the best
places, received good company, entertained handsomely, and
acted in every
way as if possessed of considerable wealth. Lassa had
always a good
balance chez Schneider, Ruter et Cie, the Austrian
bankers in Rue
Rivoli, and wore diamonds of conspicuous lustre.
How did it
happen then, that the Prefect of Police saw fit to suspect
Monsieur and
Madame de Lassa, and detailed Paul Delessert, one of the
most ruse
inspectors of the force, to "pipe" him? The fact is, the
insignificant
man with the splendid wife was a very mysterious
personage, and
it is the habit of the police to imagine that mystery
always hides
either the conspirator, the adventurer, or the charlatan.
The conclusion
to which the Prefect had come in regard to M. de Lassa
was that he was
an adventurer and charlatan too. Certainly a
successful one,
then, for he was singularly unobtrusive and had in no
way trumpeted the
wonders which it was his mission to perform, yet in
a few weeks
after he had established himself in Paris the salon of M.
de Lassa was
the rage, and the number of persons who paid the fee of
100 francs for
a single peep into his magic crystal, and a single
message by his
spiritual telegraph, was really astonishing. The secret
of this was
that M. de Lassa was a conjurer and deceiver, whose
pretensions
were omniscient and whose predictions always came true.
Delessert did
not find it very difficult to get an introduction and
admission to De
Lassa's salon. The receptions occurred every other
day--two hours
in the forenoon, three hours in the evening. It was
evening when
Inspector Delessert called in his assumed character of M.
Flabry,
virtuoso in jewels and a convert to Spiritualism. He found the
handsome
parlours brilliantly lighted, and a charming assemblage
gathered of
well-pleased guests, who did not at all seem to have come
to learn their
fortunes or fates, while contributing to the income of
their host, but
rather to be there out of complaisance to his virtues
and gifts.
Mme. de Lassa
performed upon the piano or conversed from group to
group in a way
that seemed to be delightful, while M. de Lassa walked
about or sat in
his insignificant, unconcerned way, saying a word now
and then, but
seeming to shun everything that was conspicuous.
Servants handed
about refreshments, ices, cordials, wines, etc., and
Delessert could
have fancied himself to have dropped in upon a quite
modest evening
entertainment, altogether en regle, but for one or two
noticeable
circumstances which his observant eyes quickly took in.
Except when
their host or hostess was within hearing the guests
conversed
together in low tones, rather mysteriously, and with not
quite so much laughter
as is usual on such occasions. At intervals a
very tall and
dignified footman would come to a guest, and, with a
profound bow,
present him a card on a silver salver. The guest would
then go out,
preceded by the solemn servant, but when he or she
returned to the
salon--some did not return at all--they invariably
wore a dazed or
puzzled look, were confused, astonished, frightened,
or amused. All
this was so unmistakably genuine, and De Lassa and his
wife seemed so
unconcerned amidst it all, not to say distinct from it
all, that
Delessert could not avoid being forcibly struck and
considerably
puzzled.
Two or three
little incidents, which came under Delessert's own
immediate
observation, will suffice to make plain the character of the
impressions
made upon those present. A couple of gentlemen, both
young, both of
good social condition, and evidently very intimate
friends, were
conversing together and tutoying one another at a great
rate, when the
dignified footman summoned Alphonse. He laughed gaily,
"Tarry a
moment, cher Auguste," said he, "and thou shalt know all the
particulars of
this wonderful fortune!" "Eh bien!" A minute had
scarcely
elapsed when Alphonse returned to the salon. His face was
white and bore
an appearance of concentrated rage that was frightful
to witness. He
came straight to Auguste, his eyes flashing, and
bending his
face toward his friend, who changed colour and recoiled,
he hissed out
"Monsieur Lefebure, vous etes un lache!" "Very well,
Monsieur
Meunier," responded Auguste, in the same low tone, "tomorrow
morning at six
o'clock!" "It is settled, false friend, execrable
traitor!"
"A la mort!" rejoined Alphonse, walking off. "Cela va sans
dire!"
muttered Auguste, going towards the hat-room.
A diplomatist of
distinction, representative at Paris of a
neighbouring
state, an elderly gentleman of superb aplomb and most
commanding
appearance, was summoned to the oracle by the bowing
footman. After
being absent about five minutes he returned, and
immediately
made his way through the press to M. de Lassa, who was
standing not
far from the fireplace, with his hands in his pockets and
a look of
utmost indifference upon his face.
Delessert
standing near, watched the interview with eager interest.
"I am
exceedingly sorry," said General Von---, "to have to absent
myself so soon
from your interesting salon, M. de Lassa, but the
result of my
seance convinces me that my dispatches have been tampered
with."
"I am sorry," responded M. de Lassa, with an air of languid but
courteous
interest; "I hope you may be able to discover which of your
servants has
been unfaithful." "I am going to do that now," said the
General,
adding, in significant tones, "I shall see that both he and
his accomplices
do not escape severe punishment." "That is the only
course to
pursue, Monsieur le Comte." The ambassador stared, bowed,
and took his
leave with a bewilderment in his face that was beyond the
power of his
tact to control.
In the course
of the evening M. de Lassa went carelessly to the piano,
and, after some
indifferent vague preluding, played a remarkably
effective piece
of music, in which the turbulent life and buoyancy of
bacchanalian
strains melted gently, almost imperceptibly away, into a
sobbing wail of
regret, and languor, and weariness, and despair. It
was beautifully
rendered, and made a great impression upon the guests,
one of whom, a
lady, cried, "How lovely, how sad! Did you compose that
yourself, M. de
Lassa?" He looked towards her absently for an instant,
then replied:
"I? Oh, no! That is merely a reminiscence, madame." "Do
you know who
did compose it, M. de Lassa?" enquired a virtuoso
present.
"I believe it was originally written by Ptolemy Auletes, the
father of
Cleopatra," said M. de Lassa, in his indifferent musing way;
"but not
in its present form. It has been twice re-written to my
knowledge;
still, the air is substantially the same." "From whom did
you get it, M.
de Lassa, if I may ask?" persisted the gentleman.
"Certainly,
certainly! The last time I heard it played was by
Sebastian Bach;
but that was Palestrina's--the present--version. I
think I prefer
that of Guido of Arezzo--it is ruder, but has more
force. I got
the air from Guido himself." "You--from--Guido!" cried
the astonished
gentleman. "Yes, monsieur," answered De Lassa, rising
from the piano
with his usual indifferent air. "Mon Dieu!" cried the
virtuoso,
putting his hand to his head after the manner of Mr.
Twemlow,
"Mon Dieu! that was in Anno Domini 1022." "A little later
than that--July,
1031, if I remember rightly," courteously corrected
M. de Lassa.
At this moment
the tall footman bowed before M. Delessert, and
presented the
salver containing the card. Delessert took it and read:
"On vous
accorde trente-cing secondes, M. Flabry, tout au plus!"
Delessert
followed; the footman opened the door of another room and
bowed again,
signifying that Delessert was to enter. "Ask no
questions,"
he said briefly; "Sidi is mute." Delessert entered the
room and the door
closed behind him. It was a small room, with a
strong smell of
frankincense pervading it; the walls were covered
completely with
red hangings that concealed the windows, and the floor
was felted with
a thick carpet. Opposite the door, at the upper end of
the room near
the ceiling was the face of a large clock, under it,
each lighted by
tall wax candles, were two small tables, containing,
the one an
apparatus very like the common registering telegraph
instrument, the
other a crystal globe about twenty inches in diameter,
set upon an
exquisitely wrought tripod of gold and bronze
intermingled.
By the side of the door stood a man jet black in colour,
wearing a white
turban and burnous, and having a sort of wand of
silver in one
hand. With the other he took Delessert by the right arm
above the
elbow, and led him quickly up the room. He pointed to the
clock, and it
struck an alarum; he pointed to the crystal. Delessert
bent over,
looked into it, and saw--a facsimile of his own sleeping-
room,
everything photographed exactly. Sidi did not give him time to
exclaim, but
still holding him by the arm, took him to the other
table. The
telegraph-like instrument began to click-click. Sidi opened
the drawer,
drew out a slip of paper, crammed it into Delessert's
hand, and
pointed to the clock, which struck again, The thirty-five
seconds were
expired. Sidi, still retaining hold of Delessert's arm,
pointed to the
door and led him towards it. The door opened, Sidi
pushed him out,
the door closed, the tall footman stood there bowing--
the interview
with the oracle is over. Delessert glanced at the piece
of paper in his
hand. It was a printed scrap, capital letters, and
read simply:
"To M. Paul Delessert: The policeman is always welcome,
the spy is
always in danger!"
Delessert was
dumbfounded a moment to find his disguise detected, but
the words of
the tall footman, "This way if you please, M. Flabry,"
brought him to
his senses. Setting his lips, he returned to the salon,
and without
delay sought M. de Lassa. "Do you know the contents of
this?"
asked he, showing the message. "I know everything, M.
Delessert,"
answered De Lassa, in his careless way. "Then perhaps you
are aware that
I mean to expose a charlatan, and unmask a hypocrite,
or perish in
the attempt?" said Delessert. "Cela m'est egal,
monsieur,"
replied De Lassa. "You accept my challenge then?" "Oh! it
is a defiance,
then?" replied De Lassa, letting his eye rest a moment
upon Delessert,
"mais oui, je l'accepte!" And thereupon Delessert
departed.
Delessert now
set to work aided by all the forces the Prefect of
Police could
bring to bear, to detect and expose this consummate
sorcerer, who
the ruder processes of our ancestors would easily have
disposed of--by
combustion. Persistent enquiry satisfied Delessert
that the man
was neither a Hungarian nor was named De Lassa; that no
matter how far
back his power of "reminiscence" might extend, in his
present and
immediate form he had been born in this unregenerate world
in the
toy-making city of Nuremburg; that he was noted in boyhood for
his great turn
for ingenious manufactures, but was very wild, and a
mauvais sujet.
In his sixteenth year he escaped to Geneva and
apprenticed
himself to a maker of watches and instruments. Here he had
been seen by
the celebrated Robert Houdin, the prestidigitateur.
Houdin
recognizing the lad's talents, and being himself a maker of
ingenious
automata, had taken him off to Paris and employed him in his
own workshops,
as well as for an assistant in the public performances
of his amusing
and curious diablerie. After staying with Houdin some
years, Pflock
Haslich (which was De Lassa's right name) had gone East
in the suite of
a Turkish Pasha, and after many years' roving, in
lands where he could
not be traced under a cloud of pseudonyms, had
finally turned
up in Venice, and come thence to Paris.
Delessert next
turned his attention to Mme. de Lassa. It was more
difficult to
get a clue by means of which to know her past life; but
it was necessary
in order to understand enough about Haslich. At last,
through an
accident, it became probable that Mme. Aimee was identical
with a certain
Mme. Schlaff, who had been rather conspicuous among the
demi-monde of
Buda. Delessert posted off to that ancient city, and
thence went
into the wilds of Transylvania to Mengyco. On his return,
as soon as he
reached the telegraph and civilization, he telegraphed
the Prefect
from Kardszag: "Don't lose sight of my man, nor let him
leave Paris. I
will run him in for you two days after I get back."
It happened
that on the day of Delessert's return to Paris the Prefect
was absent,
being with the Emperor at Cherbourg. He came back on the
fourth day,
just twenty-four hours after the announcement of
Delessert's
death. That happened, as near as could be gathered, in
this wise: The
night after Delessert's return he was present at De
Lassa's salon
with a ticket of admittance to a seance. He was very
completely
disguised as a decrepit old man, and fancied that it was
impossible for
any one to detect him. Nevertheless, when he was taken
into the room,
and looked into the crystal, he was utterly horror-
stricken to see
there a picture of himself, lying face down and
senseless upon
the side-walk of a street; and the message he received
read thus:
"What you have seen will be, Delessert, in three days.
Prepare!"
The detective, unspeakably shocked, retired from the house
at once and
sought his own lodgings.
In the morning
he came to the office in a state of extreme dejection.
He was
completely unnerved. In relating to a brother inspector what
had occurred,
he said "That man can do what he promises, I am doomed!"
He said that he
thought he could make a complete case out against
Haslich alias
De Lassa, but could not do so without seeing the Prefect
and getting
instructions. He would tell nothing in regard to his
discoveries in
Buda and in Transylvania--said he was not at liberty to
do so--and
repeatedly exclaimed: "Oh! if M. le Prefect were only
here!" He
was told to go to the Prefect at Cherbourg, but refused upon
the ground that
his presence was needed in Paris. He time and again
averred his
conviction that he was a doomed man, and showed himself
both
vacillating and irresolute in his conduct, and extremely nervous.
He was told that
he was perfectly safe, since De Lassa and all his
household were
under constant surveillance; to which he replied, "You
do not know the
man." An inspector was detailed to accompany
Delessert,
never to lose sight of him night and day, and guard him
carefully; and
proper precautions were taken in regard to his food and
drink, while
the guards watching De Lassa were doubled.
On the morning
of the third day, Delessert, who had been staying
chiefly
indoors, avowed his determination to go at once and telegraph
to M. le
Prefect to return immediately. With this intention he and his
brother officer
started out. Just as they got to the corner of the Rue
de Lanery and
the Boulevard, Delessert stopped suddenly and put his
hand to his
forehead.
"My
God!" he cried, "the crystal! the picture!" and fell prone upon
his face,
insensible. He was taken at once to a hospital, but only
lingered a few
hours, never regaining his consciousness. Under express
instruction from
the authorities, a most careful, minute, and thorough
autopsy was
made of Delessert's body by several distinguished
surgeons, whose
unanimous opinion was, that the cause of his death was
apoplexy, due
to fatigue and nervous excitement.
As soon as Delessert
was sent to the hospital, his brother inspector
hurried to the
Central Office, and De Lassa, together with his wife
and everyone
connected with the establishment, were at once arrested.
De Lassa smiled
contemptuously as they took him away. "I knew you were
coming; I
prepared for it; you will be glad to release me again."
It was quite
true that De Lassa had prepared for them. When the house
was searched it
was found that every paper had been burned, the
crystal globe
was destroyed, and in the room of the seances was a
great heap of
delicate machinery broken into indistinguishable bits.
"That cost
me 200,000 francs," said De Lassa, pointing to the pile,
"but it
has been a good investment." The walls and floors were ripped
out in several
places, and the damage to the property was
considerable.
In prison neither De Lassa nor his associates made any
revelations.
The notion that they had something to do with Delessert's
death was
quickly dispelled, in a legal point of view, and all the
party but De
Lassa were released. He was still detained in prison,
upon one
pretext, or another, when one morning he was found hanging by
a silk sash to
the cornice of the room where he was confined--dead.
The night
before, it was afterwards discovered, Madame de Lassa had
eloped with a
tall footman, taking the Nubian Sidi with them. De
Lassa's secrets
died with him.
----
"It is an
interesting story, that article of yours in to-day's
Scientist. But
is it a record of facts, or a tissue of the
imagination? If
true, why not state the source of it, in other words,
specify your
authority for it."
The above is
not signed, but we would take the opportunity to say that
the story,
"An Unsolved Mystery," was published because we considered
the main points
of the narrative--the prophecies, and the singular
death of the
officer--to be psychic phenomena, that have been, and can
be, again
produced. Why quote "authorities"? The Scriptures tell us of
the death of
Ananias, under the stern rebuke from Peter; here we have
a phenomenon of
a similar nature. Ananias is supposed to have suffered
instant death
from fear. Few can realize this power governed by
spiritual laws,
but those who have trod the boundary line and know
some few of the
things that can be done, will see no great mystery in
this, nor in
the story published last week. We are not speaking in
mystical tones.
Ask the powerful mesmerist if there is danger that the
subject may
pass out of his control?--if he could will the spirit out,
never to
return? It is capable of demonstration that the mesmerist can
act on a
subject at a distance of many miles; and it is no less
certain that,
the majority of mesmerists know little or nothing of the
laws that
govern their powers.
It may be a
pleasant dream to attempt to conceive of the beauties of
the
spirit-world; but the time can be spent more profitably in a study
of the spirit
itself, and it is not necessary that the subject for
study should be
in the spirit-world.
KARMIC VISIONS
Oh, sad no more! Oh, sweet No more!
Oh, strange No more!
By a mossed brook bank on a stone
I smelt a wild weed-flower alone;
There was a ringing in my ears.
And both my eyes gushed out with tears.
Surely all pleasant things had gone before.
Low buried fathom deep beneath with three, NO
MORE.
--Tennyson "The Gem" 1831.
I
A camp filled
with war-chariots, neighing horses and legions of long-
haired
soldiers...
A regal tent,
gaudy in its barbaric splendour. Its linen walls are
weighed down
under the burden of arms. In its centre a raised seat
covered with
skins, and on it a stalwart, savage-looking warrior. He
passes in
review prisoners of war brought in turn before him, who are
disposed of
according to the whim of the heartless despot.
A new captive is
now before him, and is addressing him with passionate
earnestness...As
he listens to her with suppressed passion in his
manly, but
fierce, cruel face, the balls of his eyes become bloodshot
and roll with
fury. And as he bends forward with fierce stare, his
whole
appearance--his matted locks hanging over the frowning brow, his
big-boned body
with strong sinews, and the two large hands resting on
the shield
placed upon the right knee--justifies the remark made in
hardly audible
whisper by a grey-headed soldier to his neighbour:
"Little
mercy shall the holy prophetess receive at the hands of
Clovis!"
The captive,
who stands between two Burgundian warriors, facing the
ex-prince of
the Salians, now king of all the Franks, is an old woman
with
silver-white dishevelled hair, hanging over her skeleton-like
shoulders. In
spite of her great age, her tall figure is erect; and
the inspired
black eyes look proudly and fearlessly into the cruel
face of the
treacherous son of Gilderich.
"Aye,
King," she says, in a loud, ringing voice. "Aye, thou art great
and mighty now,
but thy days are numbered, and thou shalt reign but
three summers
longer. Wicked thou wert born...perfidious thou art to
thy friends and
allies, robbing more than one of his lawful crown.
Murderer of thy
next-of-kin, thou who addest to the knife and spear in
open warfare,
dagger, poison and treason, beware how thou dearest with
the servant of
Nerthus!"*
* " The
Nourishing " (Tacit. Germ. XI)--the Earth, a Mother-Goddess,
the most
beneficent deity of the ancient Germans.
"Ha, ha,
ha!...old hag of Hell!" chuckles the King, with an evil,
ominous sneer.
"Thou hast crawled out of the entrails of thy mother-
goddess truly.
Thou fearest not my wrath? It is well. But little need
I fear thine empty
imprecations...I, a baptized Christian!"
"So,
so," replies the Sybil. "All know that Clovis has abandoned the
gods of his
fathers; that he has lost all faith in the warning voice
of the white
horse of the Sun, and that out of fear of the Allimani he
went serving on
his knees Remigius, the servant of the Nazarene, at
Rheims. But
hast thou become any truer in thy new faith? Hast thou not
murdered in
cold blood all thy brethren who trusted in thee, after, as
well as before,
thy apostasy? Hast not thou plighted troth to Alaric,
the King of the
West Goths, and hast thou not killed him by stealth,
running thy
spear into his back while he was bravely fighting an
enemy? And is
it thy new faith and thy new gods that teach thee to be
devising in thy
black soul even now foul means against Theodoric, who
put thee
down?...Beware, Clovis, beware! For now the gods of thy
fathers have
risen against thee! Beware, I say, for..."
"Woman!"
fiercely cries the King--"Woman, cease thy insane talk and
answer my
question. Where is the treasure of the grove amassed by thy
priests of
Satan, and hidden after they had been driven away by the
Holy
Cross?...Thou alone knowest. Answer, or by Heaven and Hell I
shall thrust
thy evil tongue down thy throat for ever!"...
She heeds not the
threat, but goes on calmly and fearlessly as before,
as if she had
not heard.
The gods say,
Clovis, thou art accursed Clovis, thou shalt be reborn
among thy
present enemies, and suffer the tortures thou hast inflicted
upon thy victims.
All the combined power and glory thou hast deprived
them of shall
be thine in prospect, yet thou shalt never reach
it!...Thou
shalt..."
The prophetess
never finishes her sentence.
With a terrible
oath the King, crouching like a wild beast on his
skin-covered
seat, pounces upon her with the leap of a jaguar, and
with one blow
fells her to the ground. And as he lifts his sharp
murderous spear
the "Holy One" of the Sun-worshipping tribe makes the
air ring with a
last imprecation.
"I curse
thee, enemy of Nerthus! May my agony be tenfold thine!...May
the Great Law
avenge..."
The heavy spear
falls, and, running through the victim's throat, nails
the head to the
ground. A stream of hot crimson blood gushes from the
gaping wound
and covers king and soldiers with indelible gore...
II
Time--the
landmark of gods and men in the boundless field of Eternity,
the murderer of
its offspring and of memory in mankind--time moves on
with noiseless,
incessant step through aeons and ages...Among millions
of other Souls,
a Soul-Ego is reborn: for weal or for woe, who
knoweth!
Captive in its new human Form, it grows with it, and together
they become, at
last, conscious of their existence.
Happy are the
years of their blooming youth, unclouded with want or
sorrow. Neither
knows aught of the Past nor of the Future. For them
all is the
joyful Present: for the Soul-Ego is unaware that it had
ever lived in
other human tabernacles, it knows not that it shall be
again reborn,
and it takes no thought of the morrow.
Its Form is
calm and content. It has hitherto given its Soul-Ego no
heavy troubles.
Its happiness is due to the continuous mild serenity
of its temper,
to the affection it spreads wherever it goes. For it is
a noble Form,
and its heart is full of benevolence. Never has the Form
startled its
Soul-Ego with a too-violent shock, or otherwise disturbed
the calm
placidity of its tenant.
Two score of
years glide by like one short pilgrimage; a long walk
through the
sun-lit paths of life, hedged by ever-blooming roses with
no thorns. The
rare sorrows that befall the twin pair, Form and Soul,
appear to them
rather like the pale light of the cold northern moon,
whose beams
throw into a deeper shadow all around the moon-lit
objects, than
as the blackness of the night, the night of hopeless
sorrow and
despair.
Son of a
Prince, born to rule himself one day his father's kingdom;
surrounded from
his cradle by reverence and honours; deserving of the
universal
respect and sure of the love of all--what could the Soul-Ego
desire more for
the Form it dwelt in.
And so the
Soul-Ego goes on enjoying existence in its tower of
strength,
gazing quietly at the panorama of life ever changing before
its two
windows--the two kind blue eyes of a loving and good man.
III
One day an arrogant
and boisterous enemy threatens the father's
kingdom, and
the savage instincts of the warrior of old awaken in the
Soul-Ego. It
leaves its dreamland amid the blossoms of life and causes
its Ego of clay
to draw the soldier's blade, assuring him it is in
defence of his
country.
Prompting each
other to action, they defeat the enemy and cover
themselves with
glory and pride. They make the haughty foe bite the
dust at their
feet in supreme humiliation. For this they are crowned
by history with
the unfading laurels of valour, which are those of
success. They
make a footstool of the fallen enemy and transform their
sire's little
kingdom into a great empire. Satisfied they could
achieve no more
for the present, they return to seclusion and to the
dreamland of
their sweet home.
For three
lustra more the Soul-Ego sits at its usual post, beaming out
of its windows
on the world around. Over its head the sky is blue and
the vast
horizons are covered with those seemingly unfading flowers
that grow in
the sunlight of health and strength. All looks fair as a
verdant mead in
spring...
IV
But an evil day
comes to all in the drama of being. It waits through
the life of
king and of beggar. It leaves traces on the history of
every mortal born
from woman, and it can neither be seared away,
entreated, nor
propitiated. Health is a dewdrop that falls from the
heavens to
vivify the blossoms on earth, only during the morn'. of
life, its
spring and summer...It has but a short duration and returns
from whence it
came--the invisible realms.
How oft'neath the bud that is brightest and
fairest.
The seeds of the canker in embryo lurk!
How oft at the root of the flower that is
rarest---
Secure in its ambush the worm is at work... .
."
The running
sand which moves downward in the glass, wherein the hours
of human life
are numbered, runs swifter. The worm has gnawed the
blossom of
health through its heart. The strong body is found
stretched one
day on the thorny bed of pain.
The Soul-Ego
beams no longer. It sits still and looks sadly out of
what has become
its dungeon windows, on the world which is now rapidly
being shrouded
for it in the funeral palls of suffering. Is it the eve
of night
eternal which is nearing?
V
Beautiful are
the resorts on the midland sea. An endless line of surf-
beaten, black,
rugged rocks stretches, hemmed in between the golden
sands of the
coast and the deep blue waters of the gulf. They offer
their granite
breast to the fierce blows of the north-west wind and
thus protect
the dwellings of the rich that nestle at their foot on
the inland
side. The half-ruined cottages on the open shore are the
insufficient
shelter of the poor. Their squalid bodies are often
crushed under
the walls torn and washed down by wind and angry wave.
But they only
follow the great law of the survival of the fittest. Why
should they be
protected?
Lovely is the
morning when the sun dawns with golden amber tints and
its first rays
kiss the cliffs of the beautiful shore. Glad is the
song of the
lark, as, emerging from its warm nest of herbs, it drinks
the morning dew
from the deep flower-cups; when the tip of the rosebud
thrills under
the caress of the first sunbeam, and earth and heaven
smile in mutual
greeting. Sad is the Soul-Ego alone as it gazes on
awakening
nature from the high couch opposite the large bay-window.
How calm is the
approaching noon as the shadow creeps steadily on the
sundial towards
the hour of rest! Now the hot sun begins to melt the
clouds in the
limpid air and the last shreds of the morning mist that
lingers on the
tops of the distant hills vanish in it. All nature is
prepared to
rest at the hot and lazy hour of midday. The feathered
tribes cease
their song; their soft, gaudy wings droop and they hang
their drowsy
heads, seeking refuge from the burning heat. A morning
lark is busy
nestling in the bordering bushes under the clustering
flowers of the
pomegranate and the sweet bay of the Mediterranean. The
active songster
has become voiceless.
"Its voice
will resound as joyfully again tomorrow!" sighs the Soul-
Ego, as it
listens to the dying buzzing of the insects on the verdant
turf.
"Shall ever mine?"
And now the
flower-scented breeze hardly stirs the languid heads of
the luxuriant plants.
A solitary palm-tree, growing out of the cleft
of a
moss-covered rock, next catches the eye of the Soul-Ego. Its once
upright,
cylindrical trunk has been twisted out of shape and half-
broken by the
nightly blasts of the north-west winds. And as it
stretches
wearily its drooping feathery arms, swayed to and fro in the
blue pellucid
air, its body trembles and threatens to break in two at
the first new
gust that may arise.
"And then,
the severed part will fall into the sea, and the once
stately palm will
be no more," soliloquizes the Soul-Ego as it gazes
sadly out of
its windows.
Everything
returns to life, in the cool, old bower at the hour of
sunset. The
shadows on the sun-dial become with every moment thicker,
and animate
nature awakens busier than ever in the cooler hours of
approaching
night. Birds and insects chirrup and buzz their last
evening hymns
around the tall and still powerful Form, as it paces
slowly and
wearily along the gravel walk. And now its heavy gaze falls
wistfully on
the azure bosom of the tranquil sea. The gulf sparkles
like a
gem-studded carpet of blue-velvet in the farewell dancing
sunbeams, and
smiles like a thoughtless, drowsy child, weary of
tossing about.
Further on, calm and serene in its perfidious beauty,
the open sea stretches
far and wide the smooth mirror of its cool
waters--salt
and bitter as human tears. It lies in its treacherous
repose like a
gorgeous, sleeping monster, watching over the unfathomed
mystery of its
dark abysses. Truly the monumentless cemetry of the
millions sunk
in its depths...
"Without a grave.
Unknell'd, uncoffined and unknown ..."
while the sorry
relic of the once noble Form pacing yonder, once that
its hour
strikes and the deep-voiced bells toll the knell for the
departed soul, shall
be laid out in state and pomp. Its dissolution
will be
announced by millions of trumpet voices. Kings, princes and
the mighty ones
of the earth will be present at its obsequies, or will
send their
representatives with sorrowful faces and condoling messages
to those left
behind...
"One point
gained, over those 'uncoffined and unknown'," is the bitter
reflection of
the Soul-Ego.
Thus glides
past one day after the other; and as swift-winged Time
urges his
flight, every vanishing hour destroying some thread in the
tissue of life,
the Soul-Ego is gradually transformed in its views of
things and men.
Flitting between two eternities, far away from its
birthplace,
solitary among its crowd of physicians, and attendants,
the Form is
drawn with every day nearer to its Spirit-Soul. Another
light
unapproached and unapproachable in days of joy, softly descends
upon the weary
prisoner. It sees now that which it had never perceived
before...
VI
How grand, how
mysterious are the spring nights on the seashore when
the winds are
chained and the elements lulled! A solemn silence reigns
in nature.
Alone the silvery, scarcely audible ripple of the wave, as
it runs
caressingly over the moist sand, kissing shells and pebbles on
its up and down
journey, reaches the ear like the regular soft
breathing of a
sleeping bosom. How small, how insignificant and
helpless feels
man, during these quiet hours, as he stands between the
two gigantic
magnitudes, the star-hung dome above, and the slumbering
earth below.
Heaven and earth are plunged in sleep, but their souls
are awake, and
they confabulate, whispering one to the other mysteries
unspeakable. It
is then that the occult side of Nature lifts her dark
veils for us,
and reveals secrets we would vainly seek to extort from
her during the
day. The firmament, so distant, so far away from earth,
now seems to
approach and bend over her. The sidereal meadows exchange
embraces with
their more humble sisters of the earth--the daisy-decked
valleys and the
green slumbering fields. The heavenly dome falls
prostrate into
the arms of the great quiet sea; and the millions of
stars that stud
the former peep into and bathe in every lakelet and
pool. To the
grief-furrowed soul those twinkling orbs are the eyes of
angels. They
look down with ineffable pity on the suffering of
mankind. It is
not the night dew that falls on the sleeping flowers,
but sympathetic
tears that drop from those orbs, at the sight of the
GREAT HUMAN
SORROW...
Yes; sweet and
beautiful is a southern night. But---
"When silently we watch the bed, by the
taper is flickering light.
When all we love is fading fast--how terrible
is night..."
VII
Another day is
added to the series of buried days. The far green
hills, and the
fragrant boughs of the pomegranate blossom have melted
in the mellow
shadows of the night, and both sorrow and joy are
plunged in the
lethargy of soul-resting sleep. Every noise has died
out in the
royal gardens, and no voice or sound is heard in that
overpowering
stillness.
Swift-winged
dreams descend from the laughing stars in motley crowds,
and landing
upon the earth disperse among mortals and immortals, amid
animals and
men. They hover over the sleepers, each attracted by its
affinity and
kind; dreams of joy and hope, balmy and innocent visions,
terrible and
awesome sights seen with sealed eyes, sensed by the soul;
some instilling
happiness and consolation, others causing sobs to
heave the
sleeping bosoms, tears and mental torture, all and one
preparing
unconsciously to the sleepers their waking thoughts of the
morrow.
Even in sleep
the Soul-Ego finds no rest.
Hot and
feverish its body tosses about in restless agony. For it, the
time of happy
dreams is now a vanished shadow, a long bygone
recollection.
Through the mental agony of the soul, there lies a
transformed
man. Through the physical agony of the frame, there
flutters in it
a fully awakened Soul. The veil of illusion has fallen
off from the
cold idols of the world, and the vanities and emptiness
of fame and
wealth stand bare, often hideous, before its eyes. The
thoughts of the
Soul fall like dark shadows on the cogitative
faculties of
the fast disorganizing body, haunting the thinker daily,
nightly,
hourly...
The sight of
his snorting steed pleases him no longer. The
recollections of
guns and banners wrested from the enemy; of cities
razed, of
trenches, cannons and tents, of an array of conquered spoils
now stirs but
little his national pride. Such thoughts move him no
more, and
ambition has become powerless to awaken in his aching heart
the haughty
recognition of any valorous deed of chivalry. Visions of
another kind
now haunt his weary days and long sleepless nights...
What he now
sees is a throng of bayonets clashing against each other
in a mist of
smoke and blood; thousands of mangled corpses covering
the ground,
torn and cut to shreds by the murderous weapons devised by
science and
civilization, blessed to success by the servants of his
God. What he
now dreams of are bleeding, wounded and dying men, with
missing limbs
and matted locks, wet and soaked through with gore...
VIII
A hideous dream
detaches itself from a group of passing visions, and
alights heavily
on his aching chest. The nightmare shows him men
expiring on the
battlefield with a curse on those who led them to
their
destruction. Every pang in his own wasting body brings to him in
dream the
recollection of pangs still worse, of pangs suffered through
and for him. He
sees and feels the torture of the fallen millions, who
die after long
hours of terrible mental and physical agony; who expire
in forest and
plain, in stagnant ditches by the road-side, in pools of
blood under a
sky made black with smoke. His eyes are once more
rivetted to the
torrents of blood, every drop of which represents a
tear of despair,
a heart-rent cry, a lifelong sorrow. He hears again
the thrilling
sighs of desolation, and the shrill cries ringing
through mount,
forest and valley. He sees the old mothers who have
lost the light
of their souls; families, the hand that fed them. He
beholds widowed
young wives thrown on the wide, cold world, and
beggared
orphans wailing in the streets by the thousands. He finds the
young daughters
of his bravest old soldiers exchanging their mourning
garments for
the gaudy frippery of prostitution, and the Soul-Ego
shudders in the
sleeping Form...His heart is rent by the groans of the
famished; his
eyes blinded by the smoke of burning hamlets, of homes
destroyed, of
towns and cities in smouldering ruins...
And in his
terrible dream, he remembers that moment of insanity in his
soldier's life,
when standing over a heap of the dead and the dying,
waving in his
right hand a naked sword red to its hilt with smoking
blood, and in
his left, the colours rent from the hand of the warrior
expiring at his
feet, he had sent in a stentorian voice praises to the
throne of the
Almighty, thanksgiving for the victory just obtained!...
He starts in
his sleep and awakes in horror. A great shudder shakes
his frame like
an aspen leaf, and sinking back on his pillows, sick at
the
recollection, he hears a voice--the voice of the Soul-Ego--saying
in him:
"Fame and
victory are vainglorious words...Thanksgiving and prayers
for lives
destroyed--wicked lies and blasphemy!"...
"What have
they brought thee or to thy fatherland, those bloody
victories!"...whispers
the Soul in him. "A population clad in iron
armour,"
it replies. "Two score millions of men dead now to all
spiritual
aspiration and Soul-life. A people, henceforth deaf to the
peaceful voice
of the honest citizen's duty, averse to a life of
peace, blind to
the arts and literature, indifferent to all but lucre
and ambition.
What is thy future Kingdom, now? A legion of war-puppets
as units, a
great wild beast in their collectivity. A beast that, like
the sea yonder,
slumbers gloomily now, but to fall with the more fury
on the first
enemy that is indicated to it. Indicated, by whom? It is
as though a
heartless, proud Fiend, assuming sudden authority,
incarnate
Ambition and Power, had clutched with iron hand the minds of
a whole
country. By what wicked enchantment has he brought the people
back to those
primeval days of the nation when their ancestors, the
yellow-haired
Suevi, and the treacherous Franks roamed about in their
warlike spirit,
thirsting to kill, to decimate and subject each other.
By what
infernal powers has this been accomplished? Yet the
transformation
has been produced and it is as undeniable as the fact
that alone the
Fiend rejoices and boasts of the transformation
effected. The
whole world is hushed in breathless expectation. Not a
wife or mother,
but is haunted in her dreams by the black and ominous
storm-cloud
that overhangs the whole of Europe. The cloud is
approaching It
comes nearer and nearer... Oh woe and horror! ... I
foresee once
more for earth the suffering I have already witnessed. I
read the fatal
destiny upon the brow of the flower of Europe's youth!
But if I live
and have the power, never, oh never shall my country
take part in it
again! No, no, I will not see---
'The glutton death gorged with devouring
lives...'
"I will
not hear---
'robb'd mother's shrieks
While from men's piteous wounds and horrid
gashes
The lab'ring life flows faster than the
blood!' ..."
IX
Firmer and firmer
grows in the Soul-Ego the feeling of intense hatred
for the
terrible butchery called war; deeper and deeper does it
impress its
thoughts upon the Form that holds it captive. Hope awakens
at times in the
aching breast and colours the long hours of solitude
and meditation;
like the morning ray that dispels the dusky shades of
shadowy
despondency, it lightens the long hours of lonely thought. But
as the rainbow
is not always the dispeller of the storm-clouds but
often only a
refraction of the setting sun on a passing cloud, so the
moments of
dreamy hope are generally followed by hours of still
blacker
despair. Why, oh why, thou mocking Nemesis, hast thou thus
purified and
enlightened, among all the sovereigns on this earth, him,
whom thou hast
made helpless, speechless and powerless? Why hast thou
kindled the
flame of holy brotherly love for man in the breast of one
whose heart
already feels the approach of the icy hand of death and
decay, whose
strength is steadily deserting him and whose very life is
melting away
like foam on the crest of a breaking wave?
And now the
hand of Fate is upon the couch of pain. The hour for the
fulfilment of
nature's law has struck at last. The old Sire is no
more; the younger
man is henceforth a monarch. Voiceless and helpless,
he is
nevertheless a potentate, the autocratic master of millions of
subjects. Cruel
Fate has erected a throne for him over an open grave,
and beckons him
to glory and to power. Devoured by suffering, he finds
himself
suddenly crowned. The wasted Form is snatched from its warm
nest amid the
palm groves and the roses; it is whirled from balmy
south to the
frozen north, where waters harden into crystal groves and
"waves on
waves in solid mountains rise"; whither he now speeds to
reign
and--speeds to die.
X
Onward, onward
rushes the black, fire-vomiting monster, devised by man
to partially
conquer Space and Time. Onward, and further with every
moment from the
health-giving, balmy South flies the train. Like the
Dragon of the
Fiery Head, it devours distance and leaves behind it a
long trail of
smoke, sparks and stench. And as its long, tortuous,
flexible body,
wriggling and hissing like a gigantic dark reptile,
glides swiftly,
crossing mountain and moor, forest, tunnel and plain,
its swinging
monotonous motion lulls the worn-out occupant, the weary
and heartsore
Form, to sleep...
In the moving
palace the air is warm and balmy. The luxurious vehicle
is full of
exotic plants; and from a large cluster of sweet-smelling
flowers arises
together with its scent the fairy Queen of dreams,
followed by her
band of joyous elves. The Dryads laugh in their leafy
bowers as the
train glides by, and send floating upon the breeze
dreams of green
solitudes and fairy visions. The rumbling noise of
wheels is
gradually transformed into the roar of a distant waterfall,
to subside into
the silvery trills of a crystalline brook. The Soul-
Ego takes its
flight into Dreamland...
It travels through
aeons of time, and lives, and feels, and breathes
under the most
contrasted forms and personages. It is now a giant, a
Yotun, who
rushes into Muspelheim, where Surtur rules with his flaming
sword.
It battles
fearlessly against a host of monstrous animals, and puts
them to fight
with a single wave of its mighty hand. Then it sees
itself in the
Northern Mistworld, it penetrates under the guise of a
brave bowman
into Helheim, the Kingdom of the Dead, where a Black-Elf
reveals to him
a series of its lives and their mysterious
concatenation.
"Why does man suffer?" enquiries the Soul-Ego. "Because
he would become
one," is the mocking answer. Forthwith, the Soul-Ego
stands in the
presence of the holy goddess, Saga. She sings to it of
the valorous
deeds of the Germanic heroes, of their virtues and their
vices. She
shows the Soul the mighty warriors fallen by the hands of
many of its
past Forms, on battlefield, as also in the sacred security
of home. It
sees itself under the personages of maidens, and of women,
of young and
old men, and of children... It feels itself dying more
than once in
those Forms. It expires as a hero--Spirit, and is led by
the pitying
Walkyries from the bloody battlefield back to the abode of
Bliss under the
shining foliage of Walhalla. It heaves its last sigh
in another
form, and is hurled on to the cold, hopeless plane of
remorse. It
closes its innocent eyes in its last sleep, as an infant,
and is
forthwith carried along by the beauteous Elves of Light into
another
body--the doomed generator of Pain and Suffering. In each case
the mists of
death are dispersed, and pass from the eyes of the Soul-
Ego, no sooner
does it cross the Black Abyss that separates the
Kingdom of the
Living from the Realm of the Dead. Thus "Death" becomes
but a meaningless
word for it, a vain sound. In every instance the
beliefs of the
Mortal take objective life and shape for the Immortal,
as soon as it
spans the Bridge. Then they begin to fade, and
disappear...
"What is
my Past?" enquires the Soul-Ego of Urd, the eldest of the
Norn sisters.
"Why do I suffer?"
A long
parchment is unrolled in her hand, and reveals a long series of
mortal beings,
in each of whom the Soul-Ego recognizes one of its
dwellings. When
it comes to the last but one, it sees a blood-stained
hand doing
endless deeds of cruelty and treachery, and it
shudders......Guileless
victims arise around it, and cry to Orlog for
vengeance.
"What is
my immediate Present?" asks the dismayed Soul of Werdandi,
the second
sister.
"The
decree of Orlog is on thyself!" is the answer. "But Orlog does
not pronounce
them blindly, as foolish mortals have it."
"What is
my Future?" asks despairingly of Skuld, the third Norn
sister, the
Soul-Ego. "Is it to be for ever dark with tears, and
bereaved of
Hope?"...
No answer is
received. But the Dreamer feels whirled through space,
and suddenly
the scene changes. The Soul-Ego finds itself on a, to it,
long familiar
spot, the royal bower, and the seat opposite the broken
palm-tree. Before
it stretches, as formerly, the vast blue expanse of
waters,
glassing the rocks and cliffs; there, too, is the lonely palm,
doomed to quick
disappearance.
The soft mellow
voice of the incessant ripple of the light waves now
assumes human
speech, and reminds the Soul-Ego of the vows formed more
than once on
that spot. And the Dreamer repeats with enthusiasm the
words
pronounced before.
"Never,
oh, never shall I, henceforth, sacrifice vainglorious fame or
ambition a
single son of my motherland! Our world is so full of
unavoidable
misery, so poor with joys and bliss, and shall I add to
its cup of
bitterness the fathomless ocean of woe and blood, called
WAR? Avaunt,
such thought!...Oh, never more..."
XI
Strange sight
and change... The broken palm which stands before the
mental sight of
the Soul-Ego suddenly lifts up its drooping trunk and
becomes erect
and verdant as before. Still greater bliss, the Soul-Ego
finds himself
as strong and as healthy as he ever was. In a stentorian
voice he sings
to the four winds a loud and a joyous song. He feels a
wave of joy and
bliss in him, and seems to know why he is happy.
He is suddenly
transported into what looks a fairy-like Hall, lit with
most glowing
lights and built of materials, the like of which he had
never seen
before. He perceives the heirs and descendants of all the
monarchs of the
globe gathered in that Hall in one happy family. They
wear no longer
the insignia of royalty, but, as he seems to know,
those who are the
reigning Princes, reign by virtue of their personal
merits. It is
the greatness of heart, the nobility of character, their
superior
qualities of observation, wisdom, love of Truth and Justice,
that have
raised them to the dignity of heirs to the Thrones, of Kings
and Queens. The
crowns, by authority and the grace of God, have been
thrown off, and
they now rule by "the grace of divine humanity,"
chosen
unanimously by recognition of their fitness to rule, and the
reverential
love of their voluntary subjects.
All around
seems strangely changed. Ambition, grasping greediness or
envy--miscalled
Patriotism--exist no longer. Cruel selfishness has
made room for
just altruism and cold indifference to the wants of the
millions no
longer finds favour in the sight of the favoured few.
Useless luxury,
sham pretences--social and religious--all has
disappeared. No
more wars are possible, for the armies are abolished.
Soldiers have
turned into diligent, hard-working tillers of the
ground, and the
whole globe echoes his song in rapturous joy. Kingdoms
and countries
around him live like brothers. The great, the glorious
hour has come
at last! That which he hardly dared to hope and think
about in the
stillness of his long, suffering nights, is now realized.
The great curse
is taken off, and the world stands absolved and
redeemed in its
regeneration!...
Trembling with
rapturous feelings, his heart overflowing with love and
philanthropy,
he rises to pour out a fiery speech that would become
historic, when
suddenly he finds his body gone, or, rather, it is
replaced by
another body...Yes, it is no longer the tall, noble Form
with which he
is familiar, but the body of somebody else, of whom he
as yet knows
nothing... Something dark comes between him and a great
dazzling light,
and he sees the shadow of the face of a gigantic
timepiece on
the ethereal waves. On its ominous dial he reads:
"NEW ERA:
970,995 YEARS SINCE THE INSTANTANEOUS DESTRUCTION BY PNEUMO-
DYNO-VRIL OF
THE LAST 2,000,000 OF SOLDIERS IN THE FIELD, ON THE
WESTERN PORTION
OF THE GLOBE. 971,000 SOLAR YEARS SINCE THE SUBMERSION
OF THE EUROPEAN
CONTINENTS AND ISLES. SUCH ARE THE DECREE OF ORLOG AND
THE ANSWER OF
SKULD..."
He makes a
strong effort and--is himself again. Prompted by the Soul-
Ego to REMEMBER
and ACT in conformity, he lifts his arms to Heaven and
swears in the
face of all nature to preserve peace to the end of his
days--in his
own country, at least.
* * * * *
A distant
beating of drums and long cries of what he fancies in his
dream are the
rapturous thanksgivings, for the pledge just taken. An
abrupt shock,
loud clatter, and, as the eyes open, the Soul-Ego looks
out through
them in amazement. The heavy gaze meets the respectful and
solemn face of
the physician offering the usual draught. The train
stops. He rises
from his couch weaker and wearier than ever, to see
around him
endless lines of troops armed with a new and yet more
murderous
weapon of destruction--ready for the battlefield.
THE LEGEND OF
THE BLUE LOTUS
The title of every
magazine or book should have some meaning, and
especially
should this be the case with a Theosophical publication. A
title is
supposed to express the object in view, symbolising, as it
were, the
content of the paper. Since allegory is the soul of Eastern
philosophy, it
may be objected that nothing can be seen in the name
"Le Lotus
Bleu," save that of a water plant--the Nymphea Cerulea or
Nelumbo.
Furthermore a reader of this calibre would see but the blue
colour of the
list of contents of our journal.
To avoid a like
misunderstanding, we shall attempt to initiate our
readers into
the general symbolism of the lotus and the particular
symbolism of
the Blue Lotus. This mysterious and sacred plant has been
considered
through the ages, both in Egypt and in India, as a symbol
of the
Universe. Not a monument in the valley of the Nile, not a
papyrus,
without this plant in an honoured place. On the capitals of
the Egyptian
pillars, on the thrones and even the head-dresses of the
Divine Kings,
the lotus is everywhere found as a symbol of the
Universe. It
inevitably became an indispensable attribute of every
creative god,
as of every creative goddess, the latter being,
philosophically
considered, only the feminine aspect of the god, at
first
androgynous, afterwards male.
It is from
Padma-Yoni, "the bosom of the Lotus," from Absolute Space,
or from the
Universe outside time and space, that emanates the Cosmos,
conditioned and
limited by time and space. The Hiranya Garbha, "the
egg" (or
the womb) of gold, from which Brahma emerges, is often called
the Heavenly
Lotus. The God, Vishnu,--the synthesis of the Trimurti or
Hindu
Trinity--during the "nights of Brahma" floats asleep on the
primordial
waters, stretched on the blossom of a lotus. His Goddess,
the lovely Lakshmi,
rising from the bosom of the waters, like Venus-
Aphrodite, has
a white lotus beneath her feet. It was at the churning
of the Ocean of
Milk--symbol of space and of the Milky Way--by the
Gods assembled
together, that Lakshmi, Goddess of Beauty and Mother of
Love (Kama)
formed of the froth of the foaming waves, appeared before
the astonished
Gods, borne on a lotus, and holding another lotus in
her hand.
Thus have
arisen the two chief titles of Lakshmi; Padma the Lotus, and
Kshirabdi-tanaya
daughter of the Ocean of Milk. Gautama the Buddha has
never been
degraded to the level of a god, notwithstanding the fact
that he was the
first mortal within historical times fearless enough
to interrogate
that dumb Sphinx, which we call the Universe, and to
wrest completely
therefrom the secrets of Life and Death. Though he
has never been
deified, we repeat, yet he has nevertheless been
recognised by
generations in Asia as Lord of the Universe. This is why
the conqueror
and master of the world of thought and philosophy is
represented as
seated on a lotus in full bloom, emblem of the Universe
thought out by
him. In India and Ceylon the lotus is generally of a
golden hue;
amongst the Buddhists of the North, it is blue.
But there
exists in one part of the world a third kind of lotus--the
Zizyphus. He
who eats of it forgets of his fatherland and those who
are dear to
him, so say the ancients. Let us not follow this example.
Let us not
forget our spiritual home, the cradle of the human race,
and the
birthplace of the Blue Lotus.
Let us then
raise the veil of oblivion which covers one of the most
ancient
allegories--a Vedic legend which, however, the Brahman
chroniclers
have preserved. Only as the chroniclers have recounted the
legend each after
his own manner, aided by variations* of his own, we
have given the
story here--not according to the incomplete renderings
and
translations of these Eastern gentlemen but according to the
popular
version. (* Cf. the history of Sunahsepha in the Bhagavata,
IX, XVI, 35 and
of the Ramayana, Bk. I. Cap. 60; Manu, X, 105;
Koulouka Bhatta
[the Historian]; Bahwruba and the Aitareya Brahmanas;
Vishnu Purana,
etc., etc. Each book gives its own version.) Thus is it
that the old
bards of Rajasthan sing it, when they come and seat
themselves in
the verandah of the traveller's bungalow in the wet
evenings of the
rainy season. Let us leave then the Orientalists to
their fantastic
speculations. How does it concern us whether the
father of the
selfish and cowardly prince, who was the cause of the
transformation
of the white lotus into the blue lotus, be called
Harischandra or
Ambarisha? Names have nothing to do with the naive
poetry of the
legend, nor with its moral--for there is a moral to be
found if looked
for well. We shall soon see that the chief episode in
the story is
curiously reminiscent of another legend--that of the
story of
Abraham and the sacrifice of Isaac in the Bible. Is not this
one more proof
that the Secret Doctrine of the East may have good
reason to maintain
that the name of the Patriarch was neither a
Chaldean or a
Hebrew name, but rather an epithet and a Sanskrit
surname,
signifying abram, i.e., one is non-Brahman,* a debrahmanised
Brahman, one
who is degraded or who has lost his caste? After this how
can we avoid
suspecting that we may find, among the modern Jews, the
Chaldeans of
the time of the Rishi Agastya--these makers of bricks
whose
persecution began from eight hundred to a thousand years ago,
but who emigrated
to Chaldea four thousand years before the Christian
era--when so
many of the popular legends of Southern India resemble
the Bible
stories. Louis Jacolliot speaks in several of his twenty-one
volumes on
Brahmanical India of this matter, and for once he is right.
* The particle a in the Sanskrit word shews
this clearly. Placed
before a
substantive this particle always means the negation or the
opposite of the
meaning of the expression that follows. Thus Sura
(god) written
a--Sura, becomes non-God, or the devil, Vidya is
knowledge, and
a-Vidya, ignorance or the opposite of knowledge, etc.,
etc.
We will speak
of it another time. Meanwhile here is the Legend of
THE BLUE LOTUS
Century after
century has passed away since Ambarisha, King of
Ayodhya, reigned
in the city founded by the holy Manu, Vaivasvata, the
offspring of
the Sun. The King was a Suryavansi (a descendant of the
Solar Race),
and he avowed himself a most faithful servant of the God,
Varuna, the
greatest and most powerful deity in the Rig-Veda.* But the
god had denied
male heirs to his worshipper, and this made the king
very unhappy.
* It is only much later in the orthodox
Pantheon and the symbolical
polytheism of
the Brahmans that Varuna became Poseidon or Neptune--
which he is
now. In the Vedas he is the most ancient of the Gods,
identical with
Ouranos of the Greek, that is to say a personification
of the
celestial space and the infinite gods, the creator and ruler of
heaven and earth,
the King, the Father and the Master of the world, of
gods and of
men. Hesiod's Uranus and the Greek Zeus are one.
"Alas!"
he wailed, every morning while performing his puja to the
lesser gods,
"alas! What avails it to be the greatest king on earth
when God denies
me an heir of my blood. When I am dead and placed on
the funeral
pyre, who will fulfil the pious duties of a son, and
shatter my
lifeless skull to liberate my soul from its earthly
trammels? What
strange hand will at the full moon-tide place the rice
of the Shraddha
ceremony to do reverence to my shade? Will not the
very birds of
death [Rooks and ravens] themselves turn from the
funeral feast?
For, surely, my shade earthbound in its great despair
will not permit
them to partake of it."
* The Shradda is a ceremony observed by the
nearest relatives of the
deceased for
the nine days following the death. Once upon a time it
was a magical
ceremony. Now, however, in addition to other practices,
it mainly
consists of scattering balls of cooked rice before the door
of the dead
man's house. If the crows promptly eat the rice it is a
sign that the
soul is liberated and at rest. If these birds which are
so greedy did
not touch the food, it was a proof that the pisacha or
bhut (shade) is
present and is preventing them. Undoubtedly the
Shradda is a
superstition, but certainly not more so than Novenas or
masses for the
Dead.
The King was
thus bewailing, when his family priest inspired him with
the idea of
making a vow. If God should send him two or more sons, he
would promise
God to sacrifice to Him at a public ceremony the eldest
born when he
should have attained the age of puberty.
Attracted by
this promise of a burnt-offering of flesh--a savory odour
very agreeable to
the Great Gods--Varuna accepted the promise of the
King, and the
happy Ambarisha had a son, followed by several others.
The eldest son,
the heir to the throne for the time being, was called
Rohita (the
red) and was surnamed Devarata--which, literally
translated,
means God-given. Devarata grew up and soon became a
veritable
Prince Charming, but if we are to believe the legends he was
as selfish and
deceitful as he was beautiful.
When the Prince
had attained the appointed age, the God speaking
through the
mouth of the same Court Priest, charged the King to keep
his promise;
but when each time Ambarisha invented some excuse to
postpone the
hour of sacrifice, the God at last grew annoyed. Being a
jealous and
angry God, he threatened the King with all His Divine
wrath.
For a long
time, neither commands nor threats produced the desired
effect. As long
as there were sacred cows to be transferred from the
royal cowsheds
to those of the Brahmans, as long as there was money in
the Treasury to
fill the Temple crypts, the Brahmans succeeded in
keeping Varuna
quiet. But when there were no more cows, when there was
no more money,
the God threatened to overthrow the King, his palace
and his heirs,
and if they escaped, to burn them alive. The poor King,
finding himself
at the end of his resources, summoned his first-born
and informed
him of the fate which awaited him. But Devarata lent a
deaf ear to
these tidings. He refused to submit to the double weight
of the paternal
and divine will.
So, when the sacrificial
fires had been lighted and all the good
towns-folk of
Ayodhya had gathered together, full of emotion, the
heir-apparent
was absent from the festival.
He had
concealed himself in the forests of the Yogis.
Now, these
forests had been inhabited by holy hermits, and Devarata
knew that there
he would be unassailable and impregnable. He might be
seen there, but
no one could do him violence--not even the God Varuna
Himself. It was
a simple solution. The religious austerities of the
Aranyakas (the
holy men of the forests) several of whom were Daityas
(Titans, a race
of giants and demons), gave them such dominance that
all the Gods
trembled before their sway and their supernatural
powers--even
Varuna, himself.
These
antediluvian Yogis, it seems, had the power to destroy even the
God Himself, at
will--possibly because they had invented Him
themselves.
Devarata spent
several years in the forests; at last he grew tired of
the life.
Allowing it to be understood that he could satisfy Varuna by
finding a substitute,
who would sacrifice himself in his place,
provided that
the sacrificial victim was the son of a Rishi, he
started on his
journey and finally discovered that he sought.
In the country
which lies around the flower-covered shores of the
renowned Pushkara,
there was once a famine, and a very holy man, named
Ajigarta,* was
at the point of death from starvation, likewise all his
family. He had
several sons of whom the second, Sunahsepha, a virtuous
young man, was himself
also preparing to become a Rishi. Taking
advantage of
his poverty and thinking with good reason that a hungry
stomach would
be a more ready listener than a satisfied one, the
crafty Devarata
made the father acquainted with his history. After
this he offered
him a hundred cows in exchange for Sunahsepha, a
substitute
burnt-offering on the altar of the Gods.
* Others call him Rishika and call King
Ambarisha, Harischandra, the
famous
sovereign who was a paragon of all the virtues.
The virtuous
father refused at first point-blank, but the gentle
Sunahsepha
offered himself of his own accord, and thus addressed his
father:
"Of what importance is the life of one man, when it can save
that of many
others. This God is a great god and His pity is infinite;
but He is also
a very jealous god and His wrath is swift and vengeful.
Varuna is the
Lord of Terror, and Death is obedient to His command.
His spirit will
not for ever strive with one who is disobedient to
Him. He will
repent Him that He has created man, and then will burn
alive a hundred
thousand lakhs* of innocent people (*A lakh is a
measure of
100,000, whether men or pieces of money be in question.),
because of one
man who is guilty. If His victim should escape Him, He
will surely dry
up our rivers, set fire to our lands and destroy our
women who are
with child--in His infinite kindness. Let me then
sacrifice
myself, oh! my father, in place of this stranger who offers
us a hundred
cows. That sum would prevent thee and my brothers from
dying of hunger
and will save thousands of others from a terrible
death. At this
price the giving up of life is a pleasant thing."
The aged Rishi
shed some tears, but he ended by giving his consent and
began to
prepare the sacrificial pyre.*
*Manu (Book X, 105) alluding to this story
remarks that Ajigarta,
the holy Rishi,
committed no sin in selling the life of his son, since
the sacrifice
preserved his life and that of all the family. This
reminds us of
another legend, more modern, that might serve as a
parallel to the
older one. Did not the Count Ugolino, condemned to die
of starvation
in his dungeon, eat his own children "to preserve for
them a
father"? The popular legend of Sunahsepha is more beautiful
than the
commentary of Manu--evidently an interpolation of some
Brahmans in
falsified manuscripts.
The Pushkara
lake* was one of the spots of this earth favoured by the
Goddess,
Lakshmi-Padma (White Lotus); she often plunged into the fresh
waters that she
might visit her eldest sister, Varuni, the consort of
the God
Varuna.** Lakshmi-Padma heard the proposal of Devarata,
witnessed the
despair of the father, and admired the filial devotion
of Sunahsepha.
Filled with pity, the Mother of Love and Compassion
sent for the
Rishi Visvamitra, one of the seven primordial Manus and a
son of Brahma,
and succeeded in interesting him in the lot of her
protege. The
great Rishi promised her his aid. Appearing to
Sunahsepha, but
unseen by all others, he taught him two sacred verses
(mantras) of
the Rig-Veda, making him promise to recite these on the
pyre. Now, he
who utters these two mantras (invocations) forces the
whole assembly
of the Gods, with Indra at their head, to come to his
rescue, and
because of this becomes a Rishi himself in this life or in
his next
incarnation.
* This lake is sometimes called in our day
Pokker. It is I place
famous for a
yearly pilgrimage, and is charmingly situated five
English miles
from Ajmeer in Rajisthan. Pushkara means "the Blue
Lotus", the
surface of the lake being covered as with a carpet with
these beautiful
plants. But the legend avers that they were at first
white. Pushkara
is also the proper name of a man, and the name of one
of the seven
sacred islands in the Geography of the Hindus, the septa
dwipa.
** Varuni, Goddess of Heat (later Goddess of
Wine) was also born of
the Ocean of
Milk. Of the "fourteen precious objects" produced by the
churning, she
appeared the second and Lakshmi the last, preceded by
the Chalice of
Anmita, the nectar which gives immortality.
The altar was
set up on the shore of the lake, the pyre was prepared
and the crowd
had assembled. After he had laid his son on the perfumed
sandal wood and
bound him, Ajigarta equipped himself with the knife of
sacrifice. He
was just raising his trembling arm above the heart of
his
well-beloved son, when the boy began to chant the sacred verses.
There was again
a moment of hesitation and supreme grief, and as the
boy finished
his mantram, the aged Rishi plunged his knife into the
breast of
Sunahsepha.
But, oh! the
miracle of it! At that very moment Indra, the God of the
Blue Vault (the
Universe) issued from the heavens and descended right
into the midst
of the ceremony. Enveloping the pyre and the victim in
a thick blue
mist, he loosed the ropes which held the youth captive.
It seemed as if
a corner of the azure heavens had lowered itself over
the spot,
illuminating the whole country and colouring with a golden
blue the whole
scene. Filled with terror, the crowd, and even the
Rishi himself,
fell on their faces, half dead with fear.
When they came
to themselves, the mist had disappeared and a complete
change of scene
had been wrought.
The fires of
the funeral pyre had rekindled of themselves, and
stretched thereon
was seen a hind (Rohit)* which was none else than
the Prince
Rohita, Devarata, who, pierced to the heart with the knife
he had directed
against another, was burning as a sacrifice for his
sin.
* A play upon words. Rohit in Sanskrit is the
Dame of the female of
the deer, the
hind, and Rohita means "red". It was because of his
cowardice and
fear of death that he was changed, according to the
legend, into a
hind by the Gods.
Some little way
apart from the altar, also lying stretched out, but on
a bed of
Lotuses, peacefully slept Sunahsepha; and in the place on his
breast where
the knife had descended was seen to bloom a beautiful
blue lotus. The
Pushkara lake, itself, covered a moment before with
white lotuses,
whose petals shone in the sun like silver cups full of
Amrita's waters
[The Elixir which confers Immortality.], now reflected
the azure of
the heavens--the white lotuses had become blue.
Then like to
the sound of the Vina [A species of the Lute. An
instrument, the
invention of which is attributed to Shiva.] rising to
the air from
the depth of the waters, was heard a melodious voice
which uttered
these words and this curse:
"A prince
who does not know how to die for his subjects is not worthy
to reign over the
children of the Sun. He will be reborn in a race of
red haired
peoples, a barbarous and selfish race, and the nations
which descend
from him will have a heritage ever on the decline. It is
the younger son
of a mendicant ascetic who will become the King and
reign in his
stead."
A murmur of
approbation set in movement the flowery carpet that
overspread the
lake. Opening to the golden sunlight their hearts of
blue, the
lotuses smiled with joy and wafted a hymn of perfume to
Surya, their
Sun and Master. All nature rejoiced, save Devarata, who
was but a
handful of ashes.
Then
Visvamitra, the great Rishi, although he was already the father
of a hundred
sons, adopted Sunahsepha as his eldest son and as a
precautionary
measure cursed in advance anyone who should refuse to
recognise, in
the last born of the Rishi, the eldest of his children
and the
legitimate heir of the throne of Ambarisha.
Because of this
decree, Sunahsepha was born in his next incarnation in
the royal
family of Ayodha and reigned over the Solar race for 84,000
years.
With regard to
Rohita--Devarata or God-given as he was--he fulfilled
the lot which
Lakshmi Padma had vowed. He reincarnated in the family
of a foreigner
without caste (Mleccha-Yavana) and became the ancestor
of the
barbarous and red-haired races which dwell in the West.
* * * * *
It is for the
conversion of these races that the Lotus Bleu has been
established.
If any of our
readers should allow themselves to doubt the historical
truth of this adventure
of our ancestor; Rohita, and of the
transformation
of the white lotus into the blue lotus, they are
invited to make
a journey to Ajmeer.
Once there,
they need only to go to the shores of the lake thrice
blessed, named
Pushkara, where every pilgrim who bathes during the
full moon time
of the month of Krhktika (October-November) attains to
the highest
sanctity, without other effort. There the sceptics would
see with their
own eyes the site where was built the pyre of Rohita,
and also the
waters visited by Lakshmi in days of yore.
They might even
have seen the blue lotuses, if most of these had not
since been
changed, thanks to a new transformation decreed by the
Gods, into
sacred crocodiles which no one has the right to disturb. It
is this
transformation which gives to nine out of every ten pilgrims
who plunge into
the waters of the lake, the opportunity of entering
into Nirvana
almost immediately, and also causes the holy crocodiles
to be the most
bulky of their kind.
A BEWITCHED
LIFE
As Narrated by
a Quill Pen
INTRODUCTION
It was a dark,
chilly night in September, 1884. A heavy gloom had
descended over
the streets of A---, a small town on the Rhine, and was
hanging like a
black funeral-pall over the dull factory burgh. The
greater number of
its inhabitants, wearied by their long day's work,
had hours
before retired to stretch their tired limbs, and lay their
aching heads
upon their pillows. All was quiet in the large house; all
was quiet in
the deserted streets.
I too was lying
in my bed; alas, not one of rest, but of pain and
sickness, to
which I had been confined for some days. So still was
everything in
the house, that, as Longfellow has it, its stillness
seemed almost
audible. I could plainly hear the murmur of the blood as
it rushed through
my aching body, producing that monotonous singing so
familiar to one
who lends a watchful ear to silence. I had listened to
it until, in my
nervous imagination, it had grown into the sound of a
distant
cataract, the fall of mighty waters...when, suddenly changing
its character,
the evergrowing "singing" merged into other and far
more welcome
sounds. It was the low, and at first scarce audible,
whisper of a
human voice. It approached, and gradually strengthening
seemed to speak
in my very ear. Thus sounds a voice speaking across a
blue quiescent
lake, in one of those wondrously acoustic gorges of the
snow-capped
mountains, where the air is so pure that a word pronounced
half a mile off
seems almost at the elbow. Yes; it was the voice of
one whom to know
is to reverence; of one, to me, owing to many mystic
associations,
most dear and holy; a voice familiar for long years and
ever welcome;
doubly so in hours of mental or physical suffering, for
it always
brings with it a ray of hope and consolation.
"Courage,"
it whispered in gentle, mellow tones. "Think of the days
passed by you
in sweet associations; of the great lessons received of
Nature's
truths; of the many errors of men concerning these truths;
and try to add
to them the experience of a night in this city. Let the
narrative of a
strange life, that will interest you, help to shorten
the hours of
suffering.....Give your attention. Look yonder before
you!"
"Yonder"
meant the clear, large windows of an empty house on the other
side of the
narrow street of the German town. They faced my own in
almost a
straight line across the street, and my bed faced the windows
of my sleeping
room. Obedient to the suggestion, I directed my gaze
towards them,
and what I saw made me for the time being forget the
agony of the
pain that racked my swollen arm and rheumatical body.
Over the
windows was creeping a mist; a dense, heavy, serpentine,
whitish mist,
that looked like the huge shadow of a gigantic boa
slowly
uncoiling its body. Gradually it disappeared, to leave a
lustrous light,
soft and silvery, as though the window-panes behind
reflected a
thousand moonbeams, a tropical star-lit sky--first from
outside, then
from within the empty rooms. Next I saw the mist
elongating
itself and throwing, as it were, a fairy bridge across the
street from the
bewitched windows to my own balcony, nay, to my very
own bed. As I
continued gazing, the wall and windows and the opposite
house itself,
suddenly vanished. The space occupied by the empty rooms
had changed
into the interior of another smaller room, in what I knew
to be a Swiss
chalet--into a study, whose old, dark walls were covered
from floor to
ceiling with book shelves on which were many antiquated
folios, as well
as works of a more recent date. In the centre stood a
large old-fashioned
table, littered over with manuscripts and writing
materials.
Before it, quill-pen in hand, sat an old man; a grim-
looking,
skeleton-like personage, with a face so thin, so pale, yellow
and emaciated,
that the light of the solitary little student's lamp
was reflected
in two shining spots on his high cheekbones, as though
they were
carved out of ivory.
As I tried to
get a better view of him by slowly raising myself upon
my pillows, the
whole vision, chalet and study, desk, books and
scribe, seemed
to flicker and move. Once set in motion, they
approached
nearer and nearer, until, gliding noiselessly along the
fleecy bridge
of clouds across the street, they floated through the
closed windows
into my room and finally seemed to settle beside my
bed.
"Listen to
what he thinks and is going to write"--said in soothing
tones the same
familiar, far off, and yet near voice. "Thus you will
hear a
narrative, the telling of which may help to shorten the long
sleepless
hours, and even make you forget for a while your
pain...Try!"--it
added, using the well-known Rosicrucian and
Kabalistic
formula.
I tried, doing
as I was bid. I centred all my attention on the
solitary
laborious figure that I saw before me, but which did not see
me. At first,
the noise of the quill-pen with which the old man was
writing,
suggested to my mind nothing more than a low whispered murmur
of a
nondescript nature. Then, gradually, my ear caught the indistinct
words of a
faint and distant voice, and I thought the figure before
me, bending
over its manuscript, was reading its tale aloud instead of
writing it. But
I soon found out my error. For casting my gaze at the
old scribe's
face, I saw at a glance that his lips were compressed and
motionless, and
the voice too thin and shrill to be his voice.
Stranger still
at every word traced by the feeble, aged hand, I
noticed a light
flashing from under his pen, a bright coloured spark
that became
instantaneously a sound, or--what is the same thing--it
seemed to do so
to my inner perceptions. It was indeed the small voice
of the quill
that I heard though scribe and pen were at the time,
perchance,
hundreds of miles away from Germany. Such things will
happen
occasionally, especially at night, beneath whose starry shade,
as Byron tells
us.
"...we learn the language of another
world..."
However it may
be, the words uttered by the quill remained in my
memory for days
after. Nor had I any great difficulty in retaining
them, for when
I sat down to record the story, I found it, as usual,
indelibly
impressed on the astral tablets before my inner eye.
Thus, I had but
to copy it and so give it as I received it. I failed
to learn the
name of the unknown nocturnal writer. Nevertheless,
though the
reader may prefer to regard the whole story as one made up
for the
occasion, a dream, perhaps, still its incidents will, I hope,
prove none the
less interesting.
I--THE
STRANGER'S STORY
My birth-place
is a small mountain hamlet, a cluster of Swiss
cottages, hidden
deep in a sunny nook, between two tumble-down
glaciers and a
peak covered with eternal snows. Thither, thirty-seven
years ago, I
returned--crippled mentally and physically--to die, if
death would
only have me. The pure, invigorating air of my birth-place
decided
otherwise. I am still alive; perhaps for the purpose of giving
evidence to
facts I have kept profoundly secret from all--a tale of
horror I would
rather hide than reveal. The reason for this
unwillingness
on my part is due to my early education, and to
subsequent
events that gave the lie to my most cherished prejudices.
Some people
might be inclined to regard these events as providential:
I, however,
believe in no Providence, and yet am unable to attribute
them to mere
chance. I connect them as the ceaseless evolution of
effects,
engendered by certain direct causes, with one primary and
fundamental
cause, from which ensued all that followed. A feeble old
man am I now,
yet physical weakness has in no way impared my mental
faculties. I
remember the smallest details of that terrible cause,
which
engendered such fatal results. It is these which furnish me with
an additional
proof of the actual existence of one whom I fain would
regard--oh,
that I could do so!--as a creature born of my fancy, the
evanescent
production of a feverish, horrid dream! Oh that terrible,
mild and
all-forgiving, that saintly and respected Being! It was that
paragon of all
the virtues who embittered my whole existence. It is
he, who,
pushing me violently out of the monotonous but secure groove
of daily life,
was the first to force upon me the certitude of a life
hereafter, thus
adding an additional horror to one already great
enough.
With a view to
a clearer comprehension of the situation, I must
interrupt these
recollections with a few words about myself. Oh how,
if I could,
would I obliterate that hated Self!
Born in
Switzerland, of French parents, who centred the whole world-
wisdom in the
literary trinity of Voltaire, J. J. Rousseau and
D'Holbach, and
educated in a German university, I grew up a thorough
materialist, a
confirmed atheist. I could never have even pictured to
myself any
beings--least of all a Being--above or even outside visible
nature, as
distinguished from her. Hence I regarded everything that
could not be
brought under the strictest analysis of the physical
senses as a
mere chimera. A soul, I argued, even supposing man has
one, must be
material. According to Origen's definition, incorporeus--
the epithet he
gave to his God--signifies a substance only more subtle
than that of
physical bodies, of which, at best, we can form no
definite idea.
How then can that, of which our senses cannot enable us
to obtain any
clear knowledge, how can that make itself visible or
produce any
tangible manifestations?
Accordingly, I
received the tales of nascent Spiritualism with a
feeling of
utter contempt, and regarded the overtures made by certain
priests with
derision, often akin to anger. And indeed the latter
feeling has
never entirely abandoned me.
Pascal, in the
eighth Act of his "Thoughts," confesses to a most
complete
incertitude upon the existence of God. Throughout my life, I
too professed a
complete certitude as to the non-existence of any such
extra-cosmic
being, and repeated with that great thinker the memorable
words in which
he tells us: "I have examined if this God of whom all
the world
speaks might not have left some marks of himself. I look
everywhere, and
everywhere I see nothing but obscurity. Nature offers
me nothing that
may not be a matter of doubt and inquietude." Nor have
I found to this
day anything that might unsettle me in precisely
similar and
even stronger feelings. I have never believed, nor shall I
ever believe,
in a Supreme Being. But at the potentialities of man,
proclaimed far
and wide in the East, powers so developed in some
persons as to
make them virtually Gods, at them I laugh no more. My
whole broken
life is a protest against such negation. I believe in
such phenomena,
and--I curse them, whenever they come, and by
whatsoever
means generated.
On the death of
my parents, owing to an unfortunate lawsuit, I lost
the greater
part of my fortune, and resolved--for the sake of those I
loved best,
rather than for my own--to make another for myself. My
elder sister,
whom I adored, had married a poor man. I accepted the
offer of a rich
Hamburg firm and sailed for Japan as its junior
partner.
For several
years my business went on successfully. I got into the
confidence of
many influential Japanese, through whose protection I
was enabled to
travel and transact business in many localities, which,
in those days
especially, were not easily accessible to foreigners.
Indifferent to
every religion, I became interested in the philosophy
of Buddhism,
the only religious system I thought worthy of being
called
philosophical. Thus, in my moments of leisure, I visited the
most remarkable
temples of Japan, the most important and curious of
the ninety-six
Buddhist monasteries of Kioto. I have examined in turn
Day--Bootzoo,
with its gigantic bell; Tzeonene, Enarino-Yassero, Kie-
Missoo,
Higadzi-Hong-Vonsi, and many other famous temples.
Several years
passed away, and during that whole period I was not
cured of my
scepticism, nor did I ever contemplate having my opinions
on this subject
altered. I derided the pretensions of the Japanese
bonzes and
ascetics, as I had those of Christian priests and European
Spiritualists.
I could not believe in the acquisition of powers
unknown to, and
never studied by, men of science; hence I scoffed at
all such ideas.
The superstitious and atrabilious Buddhist, teaching
us to shun the
pleasures of life, to put to rout one's passions, to
render oneself
insensible alike to happiness and suffering, in order
to acquire such
chimerical powers--seemed supremely ridiculous in my
eyes.
On a day ever
memorable to me--a fatal day--I made the acquaintance of
a venerable and
learned Bonze, a Japanese priest, named Tamoora
Hideyeri. I met
him at the foot of the golden Kwon-On, and from that
moment he
became my best and most trusted friend. Notwithstanding my
great and
genuine regard for him, however, whenever a good opportunity
was offered I
never failed to mock his religious convictions, thereby
very often
hurting his feelings.
But my old
friend was as meek and forgiving as any true Buddhist's
heart might
desire. He never resented my impatient sarcasms, even when
they were, to
say the least, of equivocal propriety, and generally
limited his
replies to the "wait and see" kind of protest. Nor could
he be brought
to seriously believe in the sincerity of my denial of
the existence
of any God or Gods. The full meaning of the terms
"atheism"
and "scepticism" was beyond the comprehension of his
otherwise
extremely intellectual and acute mind. Like certain
reverential Christians,
he seemed incapable of realizing that any man
of sense should
prefer the wise conclusions arrived at by philosophy
and modern
science to a ridiculous belief in an invisible world full
of Gods and
spirits, dzins and demons. "Man is a spiritual being," he
insisted,
"who returns to earth more than once, and is rewarded or
punished in the
between times." The proposition that man is nothing
else but a heap
of organized dust, was beyond him. Like Jeremy
Collier, he
refused to admit that he was no better than "a stalking
machine, a
speaking head without a soul in it," whose "thoughts" are
all bound by
the laws of motion. "For," he argued, "if my actions
were, as you
say, prescribed beforehand, and I had no more liberty or
free will to
change the course of my action than the running waters of
the river
yonder, then the glorious doctrine of Karma, of merit and
demerit, would
be a foolishness indeed."
Thus the whole
of my hyper-metaphysical friend's ontology rested on
the shaky
superstructure of metempsychosis, of a fancied "just" Law of
Retribution,
and other such equally absurd dreams.
"We
cannot," said he paradoxically one day, "hope to live hereafter in
the full
enjoyment of our consciousness, unless we have built for it
beforehand a
firm and solid foundation of spirituality.....Nay, laugh
not, friend of
no faith," he meekly pleaded, "but rather think and
reflect on
this. One who has never taught himself to live in Spirit
during his
conscious and responsible life on earth, can hardly hope to
enjoy a sentient
existence after death, when, deprived of his body, he
is limited to
that Spirit alone."
"What can
you mean by life in Spirit?"--I enquired.
"Life on a
spiritual plane; that which the Buddhists call Tushita
Devaloka
(Paradise). Man can create such a blissful existence for
himself between
two births, by the gradual transference on to that
plane of all
the faculties which during his sojourn on earth manifest
through his
organic body and, as you call it, animal brain."
"How
absurd! And how can man do this?"
"Contemplation
and a strong desire to assimilate the blessed Gods,
will enable him
to do so."
"And if
man refuses this intellectual occupation, by which you mean, I
suppose, the
fixing of the eyes on the tip of his nose, what becomes
of him after
the death of his body?" was my mocking question.
"He will
be dealt with according to the prevailing state of his
consciousness,
of which there are many grades. At best--immediate
rebirth; at
worst--the state of avitchi, a mental hell. Yet one need
not be an
ascetic to assimilate spiritual life which will extend to
the hereafter.
All that is required is to try and approach Spirit."
"How so?
Even when disbelieving in it?"--I rejoined.
"Even so!
One may disbelieve and yet harbour in one's nature room for
doubt, however
small that room may be, and thus try one day, were it
but for one
moment, to open the door of the inner temple; and this
will prove
sufficient for the purpose."
"You are decidedly
poetical, and paradoxical to boot, reverend sir.
Will you kindly
explain to me a little more of the mystery?"
"There is
none; still I am willing. Suppose for a moment that some
unknown temple
to which you have never been before, and the existence
of which you
think you have reasons to deny, is the 'spiritual plane'
of which I am
speaking. Some one takes you by the hand and leads you
towards its
entrance, curiosity makes you open its door and look
within. By this
simple act, by entering it for one second, you have
established an
everlasting connection between your consciousness and
the temple. You
cannot deny its existence any longer, nor obliterate
the fact of
your having entered it. And according to the character and
the variety of
your work, within its holy precincts, so will you live
in it after
your consciousness is severed from its dwelling of flesh."
"What do
you mean? And what has my after-death consciousness--if such
a thing
exists--to do with the temple?"
"It has
everything to do with it," solemnly rejoined the old man.
"There can
be no self-consciousness after death outside the temple of
spirit. That
which you will have done within its plane will alone
survive. All
the rest is false and an illusion. It is doomed to perish
in the Ocean of
Maya."
Amused at the
idea of living outside one's body, I urged on my old
friend to tell
me more. Mistaking my meaning the venerable man
willingly
consented.
Tamoora
Hideyeri belonged to the great temple of Tzionene, a Buddhist
monastery, famous
not only in all Japan, but also throughout Tibet and
China. No other
is so venerated in Kioto. Its monks belong to the sect
of Dzeno-doo,
and are considered as the most learned among the many
erudite
fraternities. They are, moreover, closely connected and allied
with the
Yamabooshi (the ascetics, or hermits), who follow the
doctrines of
Lao-tze. No wonder, that at the slightest provocation on
my part the
priest flew into the highest metaphysics, hoping thereby
to cure me of
my infidelity.
No use repeating
here the long rigmarole of the most hopelessly
involved and
incomprehensible of all doctrines. According to his
ideas, we have
to train ourselves for spirituality in another world--
as for
gymnastics. Carrying on the analogy between the temple and the
"spiritual
plane" he tried to illustrate his idea. He had himself
worked in the
temple of Spirit two-thirds of his life, and given
several hours
daily to "contemplation." Thus he knew that after he had
laid aside his
mortal casket, "a mere illusion," he explained--he
would in his
spiritual consciousness live over again every feeling of
ennobling joy
and divine bliss he had ever had, or ought to have had--
only a
hundredfold intensified. His work on the spirit-plane had been
considerable,
he said, and he hoped, therefore that the wages of the
labourer would
prove proportionate.
"But
suppose the labourer, as in the example you have just brought
forward in my
case, should have no more, than opened the temple door
out of mere
curiosity; had only peeped into the sanctuary never to set
his foot
therein again. What then?"
"Then,"
he answered, "you would have only this short minute to record
in your future
self-consciousness and no more. Our life hereafter
records and repeats
but the impressions and feelings we have had in
our spiritual
experiences and nothing else. Thus, if instead of
reverence at
the moment of entering the abode of Spirit, you had been
harbouring in
your heart anger, jealousy or grief, then your future
spiritual life
would be a sad one, in truth. There would be nothing to
record, save
the opening of a door, in a fit of bad temper."
"How then
could it be repeated?"--I insisted, highly amused. "What do
you suppose I
would be doing before incarnating again?"
"In that
case," he said speaking slowly and weighing every word--"in
that case, you
would have I fear, only to open and shut the temple
door, over and
over again, during a period which, however short, would
seem to you an
eternity."
This kind of
after-death occupation appeared to me, at that time, so
grotesque in
its sublime absurdity, that I was seized with an almost
inextinguishable
fit of laughter.
My venerable
friend looked considerably dismayed at such a result of
his
metaphysical instruction. He had evidently not expected such
hilarity.
However, he said nothing, but only sighed and gazed at me
with increased
benevolence and pity shining in his small black eyes.
"Pray
excuse my laughter," I apologized. "But really, now, you cannot
seriously mean
to tell me that the 'spiritual state' you advocate and
so firmly
believe in, consists only in aping certain things we do in
life?"
"Nay, nay;
not aping, but only intensifying their repetition; filling
the gaps that were
unjustly left unfilled during life in the fruition
of our acts and
deeds, and of everything performed on the spiritual
plane of the
one real state. What I said was an illustration, and no
doubt for you,
who seem entirely ignorant of the mysteries of Soul-
Vision, not a
very intelligible one. It is myself who am to be
blamed.....What
I sought to impress upon you was that, as the
spiritual state
of our consciousness liberated from its body is but
the fruition of
every spiritual act performed during life, where an
act had been
barren, there could be no results expected--save the
repetition of
that act itself. This is all. I pray you may be spared
such fruitless
deeds and finally made to see certain truths." And
passing through
the usual Japanese courtesies of taking leave the
excellent man
departed.
Alas, alas! had
I but known at the time what I have learnt since, how
little would I
have laughed, and how much more would I have learned!
But as the
matter stood, the more personal affection and respect I
felt for him,
the less could I become reconciled to his wild ideas
about an
after-life, and especially as to the acquisition by some men
of supernatural
powers. I felt particularly disgusted with his
reverence for
the Yamabooshi, the allies of every Buddhist sect in the
land. Their
claims to the "miraculous" were simply odious to my
notions. To
hear every Jap I knew at Kioto, even to my own partner,
the shrewdest
of all the business men I had come across in the East--
mentioning
these followers of Lao-tze with downcast eyes,
reverentially
folded hands, and affirmations of their possessing
"great"
and "wonderful" gifts, was more than I was prepared to
patiently
tolerate in those days. And who were they, after all, these
great magicians
with their ridiculous pretensions to super-mundane
knowledge;
these "holy beggars" who, as I then thought, purposely
dwell in the
recesses of unfrequented mountains and an unapproachable
craggy steeps,
so as the better to afford no chance to curious
intruders of
finding them out and watching them in their own dens?
Simply,
impudent fortune-tellers, Japanese gypsies who sell charms and
talismans, and
no better. In answer to those who sought to assure me
that though the
Yamabooshi lead a mysterious life, admitting none of
the profane to
their secrets, they still do accept pupils, however
difficult it is
for one to become their disciple, and that thus they
have living
witnesses to the great purity and sanctity of their lives,
in answer to
such affirmations I opposed the strongest negation and
stood firmly by
it. I insulted both masters and pupils, classing them
under the same
category of fools, when not knaves, and I went so far
as to include
in this number the Sintos. Now Sintoism or Sin-Syu,
"faith in
the Gods, and in the way to the Gods," that is, belief in
the
communication between these creatures and men, is a kind of
worship of
nature-spirits, than which nothing can be more miserably
absurd. And by
placing the Sintos among the fools and knaves of other
sects, I gained
many enemies. For the Sinto Kanusi (spiritual
teachers) are
looked upon as the highest in the upper classes of
Society, the
Mikado himself being at the head of their hierarchy and
the members of
the sect belonging to the most cultured and educated
men in Japan.
These Kanusi of the Sinto form no caste or class apart,
nor do they
pass any ordination--at any rate none known to outsiders.
And as they
claim publicly no special privilege or powers, even their
dress being in no
wise different from that of the laity, but are
simply in the
world's opinion professors and students of occult and
spiritual
sciences, I very often came in contact with them without in
the least
suspecting that I was in the presence of such personages.
II--THE
MYSTERIOUS VISITOR
Years passed;
and as time went by, my ineradicable scepticism grew
stronger and
waxed fiercer every day. I have already mentioned an
elder and
much-beloved sister, my only surviving relative. She had
married and had
lately gone to live at Nuremberg. I regarded her with
feelings more
filial than fraternal, and her children were as dear to
me as might
have been my own. At the time of the great catastrophe
that in the
course of a few days had made my father lose his large
fortune, and my
mother break her heart, she it was, that sweet big
sister of mine,
who had made herself of her own accord the guardian
angel of our
ruined family. Out of her great love for me, her younger
brother, for
whom she attempted to replace the professors that could
no longer be
afforded, she had renounced her own happiness. She
sacrificed
herself and the man she loved, by indefinitely postponing
their marriage,
in order to help our father and chiefly myself by her
undivided
devotion. And, oh, how I loved and reverenced her, time but
strengthening
this earliest family affection! They who maintain that
no atheist, as
such, can be a true friend, an affectionate relative,
or a loyal
subject, utter--whether consciously or unconsciously--the
greatest
calumny and lie. To say that a materialist grows hard-hearted
as he grows
older, that he cannot love as a believer does, is simply
the greatest
fallacy.
There may be
such exceptional cases, it is true, but these are found
only occasionally
in men who are even more selfish than they are
sceptical, or
vulgarly worldly. But when a man who is kindly disposed
in his nature,
for no selfish motives but because of reason and love
of truth,
becomes what is called atheistical, he is only strengthened
in his family
affections, and in his sympathies with his fellow men.
All his
emotions, all the ardent aspirations towards the unseen and
unreachable,
all the love which he would otherwise have uselessly
bestowed on a
supposititional heaven and its God, become now centred
with tenfold
force upon his loved ones and mankind. Indeed, the
atheist's heart
alone---
...can know.
What secret tides of still enjoyment flow
When brothers love...
It was such
holy fraternal love that led me also to sacrifice my
comfort and
personal welfare to secure her happiness, the felicity of
her who had
been more than a mother to me. I was a mere youth when I
left home for
Hamburg. There, working with all the desperate
earnestness of
a man who has but one noble object in view--to relieve
suffering, and
help those whom he loves--I very soon secured the
confidence of
my employers, who raised me in consequence to the high
post of trust I
always enjoyed. My first real pleasure and reward in
life was to see
my sister married to the man she had sacrificed for my
sake, and to
help them in their struggle for existence.
So purifying
and unselfish was this affection of mine for her that,
when it came to
be shared among her children, instead of losing in
intensity by such
division, it seemed to only grow the stronger. Born
with the
potentiality of the warmest family affection in me, the
devotion for my
sister was so great, that the thought of burning that
sacred fire of
love before any idol, save that of herself and family,
never entered
my head. This was the only, church I recognized, the
only church
wherein I worshipped at the altar of holy family
affection. In
fact this large family of eleven persons, including her
husband, was
the only tie that attached me to Europe. Twice, during a
period of nine
years, had I crossed the ocean with the sole object of
seeing and
pressing these dear ones to my heart. I had no other
business in the
West; and having performed this pleasant duty, I
returned each
time to Japan to work and toil for them. For their sake
I remained a
bachelor, that the wealth I might acquire should go
undivided to
them alone.
We had always
corresponded as regularly as the long transit of the
then very
irregular service of the mail-boats would permit. But
suddenly there
came a break in my letters from home. For nearly a year
I received no
intelligence; and day by day, I became more restless,
more
apprehensive of some great misfortune. Vainly I looked for a
letter, a
simple message; and my efforts to account for so unusual a
silence were
fruitless.
"Friend,"
said to me one day Tamoora Hideyeri, my only confidant,
"Friend,
consult a holy Yamabooshi--and you will feel at rest."
Of course the
offer was rejected with as much moderation as I could
command under
the provocation. But, as steamer after steamer came in
without a word
of news, I felt a despair which daily increased in
depth and
fixity. This finally degenerated into an irrepressible
craving, a
morbid desire to learn--the worst, as I then thought. I
struggled hard
with the feeling, but it had the best of me. Only a few
months before a
complete master of myself--I now became an abject
slave to fear.
A fatalist of the school of D'Holbach, I, who had
always regarded
belief in the system of necessity as being the only
promoter of
philosophical happiness, and as having the most
advantageous
influence over human weaknesses, I felt a craving for
something akin
to fortune-telling! I had gone so far as to forget the
first principle
of my doctrine--the only one calculated to calm our
sorrows, to
inspire us with a useful submission, namely a rational
resignation to
the decrees of blind destiny, with which foolish
sensibility
causes us so often to be overwhelmed--the doctrine that
all is
necessary. Yes; forgetting this, I was drawn into a shameful,
superstitious
longing, a stupid, disgraceful desire to learn--if not
futurity, at
any rate that which was taking place at the other side of
the globe. My
conduct seemed utterly modified, my temperament and
aspirations wholly
changed; and like a weak, nervous girl, I caught
myself
straining my mind to the very verge of lunacy in an attempt to
look--as I had
been told one could sometimes do--beyond the oceans,
and learn, at
last, the real cause of this long, inexplicable silence!
One evening, at
sunset, my old friend, the venerable Bonze, Tamoora,
appeared on the
verandah of my low wooden house. I had not visited him
for many days,
and he had come to know how I was. I took the
opportunity to
once more sneer at one, whom, in reality, I regarded
with most
affectionate respect. With equivocal taste for which I
repented almost
before the words had been pronounced--I enquired of
him why he had
taken the trouble to walk all that distance when he
might have learned
anything he liked about me by simply interrogating
a Yamabooshi?
He seemed a little hurt, at first; but after keenly
scrutinizing my
dejected face, he mildly remarked that he could only
insist upon
what he had advised before. Only one of that holy order
could give me
consolation in my present state.
From that
instant, an insane desire possessed me to challenge him to
prove his
assertions. I defied--I said to him--any and every one of
his alleged
magicians to tell me the name of the person I was thinking
of, and what he
was doing at that moment. He quietly answered that my
desire could be
easily satisfied. There was a Yamabooshi two doors
from me,
visiting a sick Sinto. He would fetch him--if I only said the
word.
I said it and
from the moment of its utterance my doom was sealed.
How shall I
find words to describe the scene that followed! Twenty
minutes after
the desire had been so incautiously expressed, an old
Japanese,
uncommonly tall and majestic for one of that race, pale,
thin and
emaciated, was standing before me. There, where I had
expected to
find servile obsequiousness, I only discerned an air of
calm and
dignified composure, the attitude of one who knows his moral
superiority,
and therefore scorns to notice the mistakes of those who
fail to
recognize it. To the somewhat irreverent and mocking
questions,
which I put to him one after another, with feverish
eagerness, he
made no reply; but gazed on me in silence as a physician
would look at a
delirious patient. From the moment he fixed--his eyes
on mine, I
felt--or shall I say, saw--as though it were a sharp ray of
light, a thin
silvery thread, shoot out from the intensely black and
narrow eyes so
deeply sunk in the yellow old face. It seemed to
penetrate into my
brain and heart like an arrow, and set to work to
dig out, there
from every thought and feeling. Yes; I both saw and
felt it, and
very soon the double sensation became intolerable.
To break the
spell I defied him to tell me what he had found in my
thoughts.
Calmly came the correct answer--Extreme anxiety for a female
relative, her
husband and children, who were inhabiting a house the
correct
description of which he gave as though he knew it as well as
myself. I
turned a suspicious eye upon my friend, the Bonze, to whose
indiscretions,
I thought, I was indebted for the quick reply.
Remembering
however that Tamoora could know nothing of the appearance
of my sister's
house, that the Japanese are proverbially truthful and,
as friends,
faithful to death--I felt ashamed of my suspicion. To
atone for it
before my own conscience I asked the hermit whether he
could tell me
anything of the present state of that beloved sister of
mine. The
foreigner--was the reply--would never believe in the words,
or trust to the
knowledge of any person but himself. Were the
Yamabooshi to
tell him, the impression would wear out hardly a few
hours later,
and the inquirer find himself as miserable as before.
There was but
one means; and that was to make the foreigner (myself)
see with his
own eyes, and thus learn the truth for himself. Was the
enquirer ready
to be placed by a Yamabooshi, a stranger to him, in the
required state?
I had heard in
Europe of mesmerized somnambules and pretenders to
clairvoyance,
and having no faith in them, I had, therefore, nothing
against the
process itself. Even in the midst of my never-ceasing
mental agony, I
could not help smiling at the ridiculous nature of the
operation I was
willingly submitting to. Nevertheless I silently bowed
consent.
III--PSYCHIC
MAGIC
The old
Yamabooshi lost no time. He looked at the setting sun, and
finding,
probably, the Lord Ten-Dzio-Dai-Dzio (the Spirit who darts
his Rays)
propitious for the coming ceremony, he speedily drew out a
little bundle.
It contained a small lacquered box, a piece of
vegetable
paper, made from the bark of the mulberry tree, and a pen,
with which he
traced upon the paper a few sentences in the Naiden
character--a
peculiar style of written language used only for
religious and
mystical purposes. Having finished, he exhibited from
under his
clothes a small round mirror of steel of extraordinary
brilliancy, and
placing it before my eyes asked me to look into it.
I had not only
heard before of these mirrors, which are frequently
used in the
temples, but I had often seen them. It is claimed that
under the
direction and will of instructed priests, there appear in
them the
Daij-Dzin, the great spirits who notify the enquiring
devotees of
their fate. I first imagined that his intention was to
evoke such a
spirit, who would answer my queries. What happened,
however, was
something of quite a different character.
No sooner had
I, not without a last pang of mental squeamishness,
produced by a
deep sense of my own absurd position, touched the
mirror, than I
suddenly felt a strange sensation in the arm of the
hand that held
it. For a brief moment I forgot to "sit in the seat of
the
scorner" and failed to look at the matter from a ludicrous point
of view. Was it
fear that suddenly clutched my brain, for an instant
paralyzing its
activity---
...that fear when the heart longs to know.
what it is death to hear?
No; for I still
had consciousness enough left to go on persuading
myself that
nothing would come out of an experiment, in the nature of
which no sane
man could ever believe. What was it then, that crept
across my brain
like a living thing of ice, producing therein a
sensation of
horror, and then clutched at my heart as if a deadly
serpent had
fastened its fangs into it? With a convulsive jerk of the
hand I dropped
the--I blush to write the adjective--"magic" mirror,
and could not
force myself to pick it up from the settee on which I
was reclining.
For one short moment there was a terrible struggle
between some
undefined, and to me utterly inexplicable, longing to
look into the
depths of the polished surface of the mirror and my
pride, the
ferocity of which nothing seemed capable of taming. It was
finally so
tamed, however, its revolt being conquered by its own
defiant
intensity. There was an opened novel lying on a lacquer table
near the
settee, and as my eyes happened to fall upon its pages, I
read the words,
"The veil which covers futurity is woven by the hand
of mercy."
This was enough. That same pride which had hitherto held me
back from what
I regarded as a degrading, superstitious experiment,
caused me to
challenge my fate. I picked up the ominously shining disk
and prepared to
look into it.
While I was
examining the mirror, the Yamabooshi hastily spoke a few
words to the
Bonze, Tamoora, at which I threw a furtive and suspicious
glance at both.
I was wrong once more.
"The holy
man desires me to put you a question and give you at the
same time a
warning," remarked the Bonze. "If you are willing to see
for yourself
now, you will have--under the penalty of seeing for ever,
in the
hereafter, all that is taking place, at whatever distance, and
that against
your will or inclination--to submit to a regular course
of
purification, after you have learnt what you want through the
mirror."
"What is
this course, and what have I to promise?" I asked defiantly.
"It is for
your own good. You must promise him to submit to the
process, lest,
for the rest of his life, he should have to hold
himself
responsible, before his own conscience, for having made an
irresponsible
seer of you. Will you do so, friend?"
"There
will be time enough to think of it, if I see anything"--I
sneeringly
replied, adding under my breath--"something I doubt a good
deal, so
far."
"Well you
are warned, friend. The consequences will now remain with
yourself,"
was the solemn answer.
I glanced at
the clock, and made a gesture of impatience, which was
remarked and
understood by the Yamabooshi. It was just seven minutes
after five.
"Define well
in your mind what you would see and learn," said the
"conjuror,"
placing the mirror and paper in my hands, and instructing
me how to use
them.
His
instructions were received by me with more impatience than
gratitude; and
for one short instant, I hesitated again. Nevertheless,
I replied,
while fixing the mirror.
"I desire
but one thing--to learn the reason or reasons why my sister
has so suddenly
ceased writing to me.". . .
Had I
pronounced these words in reality, and in the hearing of the two
witnesses, or
had I only thought them? To this day I cannot decide the
point. I now
remember but one thing distinctly: while I sat gazing in
the mirror, the
Yamabooshi kept gazing at me. But whether this process
lasted half a
second or three hours, I have never since been able to
settle in my
mind with any degree of satisfaction. I can recall every
detail of the
scene up to that moment when I took up the mirror with
the left hand,
holding the paper inscribed with the mystic characters
between the
thumb and finger of the right, when all of a sudden I
seemed to quite
lose consciousness of the surrounding objects. The
passage from
the active waking state to one that I could compare with
nothing I had
ever experienced before, was so rapid, that while my
eyes had ceased
to perceive external objects and had completely lost
sight of the
Bonze, the Yamabooshi, and even of my room, I could
nevertheless
distinctly see the whole of my head and my back, as I sat
leaning forward
with the mirror in my hand. Then came a strong
sensation or an
involuntary rush forward, of snapping off, so to say,
from my
place--I had almost said from my body. And, then, while every
one of my other
senses had become totally paralyzed, my eyes, as I
thought, unexpectedly
caught a clearer and far more vivid glimpse than
they had ever
had in reality, of my sister's new house at Nuremberg,
which I had
never visited and knew only from a sketch, and other
scenery with
which I had never been very familiar. Together with this,
and while
feeling in my brain what seemed like flashes of a departing
consciousness--dying
persons must feel so, no doubt--the very last,
vague thought,
so weak as to have been hardly perceptible, was that I
must look very,
very ridiculous...This feeling--for such it was rather
than a
thought--was interrupted, suddenly extinguished, so to say, by
a clear mental
vision (I cannot characterize it otherwise) of myself,
of that which I
regarded as, and knew to be my body, lying with ashy
cheeks on a settee,
dead to all intents and purposes, but still
staring with
the cold and glassy eyes of a corpse into the mirror.
Bending over
it, with his two emaciated hands cutting the air in every
direction over
its white face, stood the tall figure of the
Yamabooshi, for
whom I felt at that instant an inextinguishable,
murderous
hatred. As I was going, in thought, to pounce upon the vile
charlatan, my
corpse, the two old men, the room itself, and every
object in it,
trembled and danced in a reddish glowing light, and
seemed to float
rapidly away from "me." A few more grotesque,
distorted
shadows before "my" sight; and, with a last feeling of
terror and a
supreme effort to realize who then was I now, since I was
not that
corpse--a great veil of darkness fell over me, like a funeral
pall, and every
thought in me was dead.
IV--A VISION OF
HORROR
How strange!
... Where was I now? It was evident to me that I had once
more returned
to my senses. For there I was, vividly realizing that I
was rapidly moving
forward, while experiencing a queer, strange
sensation as
though I were swimming, without impulse or effort on my
part, and in
total darkness. The idea that first presented itself to
me was that of
a long subterranean passage of water, of earth, and
stifling air,
though bodily I had no perception, no sensation, of the
presence or
contact of any of these. I tried to utter a few words, to
repeat my last
sentence, "I desire but one thing: to learn the reason
or reasons why
my sister has so suddenly ceased writing to me"--but
the only words
I heard out of the twenty-one, were the two, "to
learn,"
and these, instead of their coming out of my own larynx, came
back to me in
my own voice, but entirely outside myself, near, but not
in me. In
short, they were pronounced by my voice, not by my lips...
One more rapid,
involuntary motion, one more plunge into the Cymmerian
darkness of a
(to me) unknown element, and I saw myself standing--
actually
standing underground, as it seemed. I was compactly and
thickly surrounded
on all sides, above and below, right and left, with
earth, and in
the mould, and yet it weighed not, and seemed quite
immaterial and
transparent to my senses. I did not realize for one
second the
utter absurdity, nay, impossibility of that seeming fact!
One second
more, one short instant, and I perceived--oh, inexpressible
horror, when I
think of it now; for then, although I perceived,
realized, and
recorded facts and events far more clearly than ever I
had done
before, I did not seem to be touched in any other way by what
I saw. Yes--I
perceived a coffin at my feet. It was a plain,
unpretentious
shell, made of deal, the last couch of the pauper, in
which,
notwithstanding its closed lid, I plainly saw a hideous,
grinning skull,
a man's skeleton, mutilated and broken in many of its
parts, as
though it had been taken out of some hidden chamber of the
defunct
Inquisition, where it had been subjected to torture. "Who can
it be?"--I
thought.
At this moment I
heard again proceeding from afar the same voice--my
voice...
"the reason or reasons why" ... it said; as though these
words were the
unbroken continuation of the same sentence of which it
had just
repeated the two words "to learn." It sounded near, and yet
as from some
incalculable distance; giving me then the idea that the
long
subterranean journey, the subsequent mental reflexions and
discoveries,
had occupied no time; had been performed during the
short, almost
instantaneous interval between the first and the middle
words of the
sentence, begun, at any rate, if not actually pronounced
by myself in my
room at Kioto, and which it was now finishing, in
interrupted,
broken phrases, like a faithful echo of my own words and
voice...
Forthwith, the
hideous, mangled remains began assuming a form, and, to
me, but too
familiar appearance. The broken parts joined together one
to the other,
the bones became covered once more with flesh, and I
recognized in
these disfigured remains--with some surprise, but not a
trace of
feeling at the sight--my sister's dead husband, my own
brother-in-law,
whom I had for her sake loved so truly. "How was it,
and how did he
come to die such a terrible death?"--I asked myself. To
put oneself a
query seemed, in the state in which I was, to instantly
solve it.
Hardly had I asked myself the question, when as if in a
panorama, I saw
the retrospective picture of poor Karl's death, in all
its horrid
vividness, and with every thrilling detail, every one of
which, however,
left me then entirely and brutally indifferent. Here
he is, the dear
old fellow, full of life and joy at the prospect of
more lucrative
employment from his principal, examining and trying in
a wood-sawing
factory a monster steam engine just arrived from
America. He bends
over, to examine more closely an inner arrangement,
to tighten a
screw. His clothes are caught by the teeth of the
revolving wheel
in full motion, and suddenly he is dragged down,
doubled up, and
his limbs half severed, torn off, before the workmen,
unacquainted
with the mechanism, can stop it. He is taken out, or what
remains of him,
dead, mangled, a thing of horror, an unrecognisable
mass of
palpitating flesh and blood! I follow the remains, wheeled as
an
unrecognizable heap to the hospital, hear the brutally given order
that the
messengers of death should stop on their way at the house of
the widow and
orphans. I follow them, and find the unconscious family
quietly
assembled together. I see my sister, the dear and beloved, and
remain
indifferent at the sight, only feeling highly interested in the
coming scene.
My heart, my feelings, even my personality, seem to have
disappeared, to
have been left behind, to belong to somebody else.
There
"I" stand, and witness her unprepared reception of the ghastly
news. I realize
clearly, without one moment's hesitation or mistake,
the effect of
the shock upon her, I perceive clearly, following and
recording, to
the minutest detail, her sensations and the inner
process that
takes place in her. I watch and remember, missing not one
single point.
As the corpse
is brought into the house for identification I hear the
long agonizing
cry, my own name pronounced, and the dull thud of the
living body
falling upon the remains of the dead one. I followed with
curiosity the sudden
thrill and the instantaneous perturbation in her
brain that
follow it, and watch with attention the worm-like,
precipitate,
and immensely intensified motion of the tubular fibres,
the
instantaneous change of colour in the cephalic extremity of the
nervous system,
the fibrous nervous matter passing from white to
bright red and
then to a dark red, bluish hue. I notice the sudden
flash of a
phosphorous-like, brilliant Radiance, its tremor and its
sudden
extinction followed by darkness--complete darkness in the
region of
memory--as the Radiance, comparable in its form only to a
human shape,
oozes out suddenly from the top of the head, expands,
loses its form
and scatters. And I say to myself: "This is insanity;
life-long,
incurable insanity, for the principle of intelligence is
not paralyzed
or extinguished temporarily, but has just deserted the
tabernacle for
ever, ejected from it by the terrible force of the
sudden blow ...
The link between the animal and the divine essence is
broken"
... And as the unfamiliar term "divine" is mentally uttered my
"THOUGHT"--laughs.
Suddenly I hear
again my far-off yet near voice pronouncing
emphatically
and close by me the words... "why my sister has so
suddenly ceased
writing"... And before the two final words "to me"
have completed
the sentence, I see a long series of sad events,
immediately
following the catastrophe.
I behold the
mother, now a helpless, grovelling idiot, in the lunatic
asylum attached
to the city hospital, the seven younger children
admitted into a
refuge for paupers. Finally I see the two elder, a boy
of fifteen and
a girl a year younger, my favourites, both taken by
strangers into
their service. A captain of a sailing vessel carries
away my nephew,
an old Jewess adopts the tender girl. I see the events
with all their
horrors and thrilling details, and record each, to the
smallest
detail, with the utmost coolness.
For, mark well:
when I use such expressions as horrors etc., they are
to be
understood as an afterthought. During the whole time of the
events
described I experienced no sensation of either pain or pity. My
feelings seemed
to be paralyzed as well as my external senses; it was
only after
"coming back" that I realized my irretrievable losses to
their full
extent.
Much of that
which I had so vehemently denied in those days, owing to
sad personal
experience I have to admit now. Had I been told by any
one at that
time, that man could act and think and feel, irrespective
of his brain
and senses; nay, that by some mysterious, and to this
day, for me,
incomprehensible power, he could be transported mentally,
thousands of
miles away from his body, there to witness not only
present but
also past events, and remember these by storing them in
his memory--I
would have proclaimed that man as a madman. Alas, I can
do so no
longer, for I have become myself that "madman." Ten, twenty,
forty, a
hundred times during the course of this wretched life of
mine, have I
experienced and lived over such moments of existence,
outside of my
body. Accursed be that hour when this terrible power was
first awakened
in me! I have not even the consolation left of
attributing
such glimpses of events at a distance to insanity. Madmen
rave and see
that which exists not in the realm they belong to. My
visions have
proved invariably correct. But to my narrative of woe.
I had hardly
had time to see my unfortunate young niece in her new
Israelitish
home, when I felt a shock of the same nature as the one
that had sent
me "swimming" through the bowels of the earth, as I had
thought. I opened
my eyes in my own room, and the first thing I fixed
upon, by
accident, was the clock. The hands of the dial showed seven
minutes and a
half past five!... I had thus passed through these most
terrible
experiences which it takes me hours to narrate, in precisely
half a minute
of time!
But this, too,
was an afterthought. For one brief instant I
recollected
nothing of what I had seen. The interval between the time
I had glanced
at the clock when taking the mirror from the
Yamabooshi's
hand and this second glance, seemed to me merged in one.
I was just
opening my lips to hurry on the Yamabooshi with his
experiment,
when the full remembrance of what I had just seen flashed
lightning--like
into my brain. Uttering a cry of horror and despair, I
felt as though
the whole creation were crushing me under its weight.
For one moment
I remained speechless, the picture of human ruin amid a
world of death
and desolation. My heart sank down in anguish: my doom
was closed; and
a hopeless gloom seemed to settle over the rest of my
life for ever.
V--RETURN OF
DOUBTS
Then came a
reaction as sudden as my grief itself. A doubt arose in my
mind, which
forthwith grew into a fierce desire of denying the truth
of what I had
seen. A stubborn resolution of treating the whole thing
as an empty,
meaningless dream, the effect of my overstrained mind,
took possession
of me. Yes; it was but a lying vision, an idiotic
cheating of my
own senses, suggesting pictures of death and misery
which had been
evoked by weeks of incertitude and mental depression.
"How could
I see all that I have seen in less than half a minute?"--I
exclaimed.
"The theory of dreams, the rapidity with which the material
changes on
which our ideas in vision depend, are excited in the
hemispherical ganglia,
is sufficient to account for the long series of
events I have
seemed to experience. In dream alone can the relations
of space and
time be so completely annihilated. The Yamabooshi is for
nothing in this
disagreeable nightmare. He is only reaping that which
has been sown
by myself, and, by using some infernal drug, of which
his tribe have
the secret, he has contrived to make me lose
consciousness
for a few seconds and see that vision--as lying as it is
horrid. Avaunt
all such thoughts, I believe them not. In a few days
there will be a
steamer sailing for Europe ... I shall leave to-
morrow!"
This disjointed
monologue was pronounced by me aloud, regardless of
the presence of
my respected friend the Bonze, Tamoora, and the
Yamabooshi. The
latter was standing before me in the same position as
when he placed
the mirror in my hands, and kept looking at me calmly,
I should
perhaps say looking through me, and in dignified silence. The
Bonze, whose
kind countenance was beaming with sympathy, approached me
as he would a
sick child, and gently laying his hand on mine, and with
tears in his
eyes, said: "Friend, you must not leave this city before
you have been
completely purified of your contact with the lower Daij-
Dzins
(spirits), who had to be used to guide your inexperienced soul
to the places
it craved to see. The entrance to your Inner Self must
be closed
against their dangerous intrusion. Lose no time, therefore,
my Son, and
allow the holy Master, yonder, to purify you at once."
But nothing can
be more deaf than anger once aroused. "The sap of
reason"
could no longer "quench the fire of passion," and at that
moment I was
not fit to listen to his friendly voice. His is a face I
can never
recall to my memory without genuine feeling; his, a name I
will ever
pronounce with a sigh of emotion; but at that ever memorable
hour when my
passions were inflamed to white heat, I felt almost a
hatred for the
kind, good old man, I could not forgive him his
interference in
the present event. Hence, for all answer, therefore,
he received
from me a stern rebuke, a violent protest on my part
against the
idea that I could ever regard the vision I had had, in any
other light
save that of an empty dream, and his Yamabooshi as
anything better
than an imposter. "I will leave to-morrow, had I to
forfeit my
whole fortune as a penalty"--I exclaimed, pale with rage
and despair.
"You will
repent it the whole of your life, if you do so before the
holy man has
shut every entrance in you against intruders ever on the
watch and ready
to enter the open door," was the answer. "The Daij-
Dzins will have
the best of you."
I interrupted
him with a brutal laugh, and a still more brutally
phrased enquiry
about the fees I was expected to give the Yamabooshi,
for his
experiment with me.
"He needs
no reward," was the reply. "The order he belongs to is the
richest in the
world, since its adherents need nothing, for they are
above all
terrestrial and venal desires. Insult him not, the good man
who came to
help you out of pure sympathy for your suffering, and to
relieve you of
mental agony."
But I would
listen to no words of reason and wisdom. The spirit of
rebellion and
pride had taken possession of me, and made me disregard
every feeling
of personal friendship, or even of simple propriety.
Luckily for me,
on turning round to order the medican monk out of my
presence, I
found he had gone.
I had not seen
him move, and attributed his stealthy departure to fear
at having been
detected and understood.
Fool! blind,
conceited idiot that I was! Why did I fail to recognize
the
Yamabooshi's power, and that the peace of my whole life was
departing with
him, from that moment for ever? But I did so fail. Even
the fell demon
of my long fears--uncertainty--was now entirely
overpowered by
that fiend scepticism--the silliest of all. A dull,
morbid
unbelief, a stubborn denial of the evidence of my own senses,
and a
determined will to regard the whole vision as a fancy of my
overwrought
mind, had taken firm hold of me.
"My
mind," I argued, "what is it? Shall I believe with the
superstitious
and the weak that this production of phosphorus and grey
matter is
indeed the superior part of me; that it can act and see
independently
of my physical senses? Never! As well believe in the
planetary
'intelligences' of the astrologer, as in the 'Daij-Dzins' of
my credulous
though well-meaning friend, the priest. As well confess
one's belief in
Jupiter and Sol, Saturn and Mercury, and that these
worthies guide
their spheres and concern themselves with mortals, as
to give one serious
thought to the airy nonentities supposed to have
guided my
'soul' in its unpleasant dream! I loathe and laugh at the
absurd idea. I
regard it as a personal insult to the intellect and
rational reasoning
powers of a man, to speak of invisible creatures,
'subjective
intelligences,' and all that kind of insane superstition."
In short, I
begged my friend the Bonze to spare me his protests, and
thus the
unpleasantness of breaking with him for ever.
Thus I raved
and argued before the venerable Japanese gentleman, doing
all in my power
to leave on his mind the indelible conviction of my
having gone
suddenly mad. But his admirable forbearance proved more
than equal to
my idiotic passion; and he implored me once more, for
the sake of my
whole future, to submit to certain "necessary
purificatory
rites."
"Never!
Far rather dwell in air, rarified to nothing by the air-pump
or wholesome
unbelief, than in the dim fog of silly superstition," I
argued,
paraphrazing Richter's remark. "I will not believe," I
repeated;
"but as I can no longer bear such uncertainty about my
sister and her
family, I will return by the first steamer to Europe."
This final
determination upset my old acquaintance altogether. His
earnest prayer
not to depart before I had seen the Yamabooshi once
more, received
no attention from me.
"Friend of
a foreign land!"--he cried, "I pray that you may not repent
of your
unbelief and rashness. May the 'Holy One' [Kwan-On, the
Goddess of
Mercy] protect you from the Dzins! For, since you refuse to
submit to the
process of purification at the hands of the holy
Yamabooshi, he
is powerless to defend you from the evil influences
evoked by your
unbelief and defiance of truth. But let me, at this
parting hour, I
beseach you, let me, an older man who wishes you well,
warn you once
more and persuade you of things you are still ignorant
of. May I
speak?"
"Go on and
have your say," was the ungracious assent. "But let me warn
you, in my
turn, that nothing you can say can make of me a believer in
your
disgraceful superstitions." This was added with a cruel feeling
of pleasure in
bestowing one more needless insult.
But the
excellent man disregarded this new sneer as he had all others.
Never shall I
forget the solemn earnestness of his parting words, the
pitying,
remorseful look on his face when he found that it was,
indeed, all to
no purpose, that by his kindly meant interference he
had only led me
to my destruction.
"Lend me
your ear, good sir, for the last time," he began, "learn that
unless the holy
and venerable man; who, to relieve your distress,
opened your
'soul vision,' is permitted to complete his work, your
future life
will, indeed, be little worth living. He has to safeguard
you against
involuntary repetitions of visions of the same character.
Unless you
consent to it of your own free will, however, you will have
to be left in
the power of Forces which will harass and persecute you
to the verge of
insanity. Know that the development of 'Long Vision'
[clairvoyance]--which
is accomplished at will only by those for whom
the Mother of
Mercy, the great Kwan-On, has no secrets--must, in the
case of the
beginner, be pursued with help of the air Dzins (elemental
spirits) whose
nature is soulless, and hence wicked. Know also that,
while the
Arihat, 'the destroyer of the enemy,' who has subjected and
made of these
creatures his servants, has nothing to fear; he who has
no power over
them becomes their slave. Nay, laugh not in your great
pride and ignorance,
but listen further. During the time of the vision
and while the
inner perceptions are directed toward the events they
seek, the
Daij-Dzin has the seer--when, like yourself, he is an
inexperienced
tyro--entirely in its power; and for the time being that
seer is no
longer himself. He partakes of the nature of his 'guide.'
The Dali-Dzin,
which directs his inner sight, keeps his soul in
durance vile,
making of him, while the state lasts, a creature like
itself. Bereft
of his divine light, man is but a soulless being; hence
during the time
of such connection, he will feel no human emotions,
neither pity
nor fear, love nor mercy."
"Hold!"
I involuntarily exclaimed, as the words vividly brought back
to my
recollections the indifference with which I had witnessed my
sister's
despair and sudden loss of reason in my "hallucination,"
"Hold!...But
no; it is still worse madness in me to heed or find any
sense in your
ridiculous tale! But if you knew it to be so dangerous
why have
advised the experiment at all?"--I added mockingly.
"It had to
last but a few seconds, and no evil could have resulted
from it, had
you kept your promise to submit to purification," was the
sad and humble
reply. "I wished you well, my friend, and my heart was
nigh breaking
to see you suffering day by day. The experiment is
harmless enough
when directed by one who knows, and becomes dangerous
only when the
final precaution is neglected. It is the 'Master of
Visions,' he
who has opened an entrance into your soul, who has to
close it by using
the Seal of Purification against any further and
deliberate
ingress of..."
"The
'Master of Visions' forsooth!" I cried, brutally interrupting
him, "say
rather the Master of Imposture!"
The look of sorrow
on his kind old face was so intense and painful to
behold that I
perceived I had gone too far; but it was too late.
"Farewell,
then!" said the old Bonze, rising; and after performing the
usual
ceremonials of politeness, Tamoora left the house in dignified
silence.
VI--I
DEPART--BUT NOT ALONE
Several days
later I sailed, but during my stay I saw my venerable
friend, the
Bonze, no more. Evidently on that last, and to me for ever
memorable
evening, he had been seriously offended with my more than
irreverent, my
downright insulting remark about one whom he so justly
respected. I
felt sorry for him, but the wheel of passion and pride
was too
incessantly at work to permit me to feel a single moment of
remorse. What
was it that made me so relish the pleasure of wrath,
that when, for
one instant, I happened to lose sight of my supposed
grievance
toward the Yamabooshi, I forthwith lashed myself back into a
kind of
artificial fury against him. He had only accomplished what he
had been
expected to do, and what he had tacitly promised; not only
so, but it was
I myself who had deprived him of the possibility of
doing more,
even for my own protection if I might believe the Bonze--a
man whom I knew
to be thoroughly honourable and reliable. Was it
regret at
having been forced by my pride to refuse the proffered
precaution, or
was it the fear of remorse that made me rake together,
in my heart,
during those evil hours, the smallest details of the
supposed insult
to that same suicidal pride? Remorse, as an old poet
has aptly
remarked, "is like the heart in which it grows: ...
"...if proud and gloomy.
It is a poison-tree, that pierced to the
utmost.
Weeps only tears of blood"...
Perchance, it
was the indefinite fear of something of that sort which
caused me to
remain so obdurate, and led me to excuse, under the plea
of terrible
provocation, even the unprovoked insults that I had heaped
upon the head
of my kind and all-forgiving friend, the priest.
However, it was
now too late in the day to recall the words of offence
I had uttered;
and all I could do was to promise myself the
satisfaction of
writing him a friendly letter, as soon as I reached
home. Fool,
blind fool, elated with insolent self-conceit, that I was!
So sure did I
feel, that my vision was due merely to some trick of the
Yamabooshi,
that I actually gloated over my coming triumph in writing
to the Bonze
that I had been right in answering his sad words of
parting with an
incredulous smile, as my sister and family were all in
good
health--happy!
I had not been
at sea for a week, before I had cause to remember his
words of
warning!
From the day of
my experience with the magic mirror, I perceived a
great change in
my whole state, and I attributed it, at first, to the
mental
depression I had struggled against for so many months. During
the day I very
often found myself absent from the surroundings scenes,
losing sight
for several minutes of things and persons. My nights were
disturbed, my
dreams oppressive, and at times horrible. Good sailor I
certainly was;
and besides, the weather was unusually fine, the ocean
as smooth as a
pond. Notwithstanding this, I often felt a strange
giddiness, and
the familiar faces of my fellow-passengers assumed at
such times the
most grotesque appearances. Thus, a young German I used
to know well
was once suddenly transformed before my eyes into his old
father, whom we
had laid in the little burial place of the European
colony some
three years before. We were talking on deck of the defunct
and of a
certain business arrangement of his, when Max Grunner's head
appeared to me
as though it were covered with a strange film. A thick
greyish mist
surrounded him, and gradually condensing around and upon
his healthy
countenance, settled suddenly into the grim old head I had
myself seen
covered with six feet of soil. On another occasion, as the
captain was
talking of a Malay thief whom he had helped to secure and
lodge in goal,
I saw near him the yellow, villainous face of a man
answering to
his description. I kept silence about such
hallucinations;
but as they became more and more frequent, I felt very
much disturbed,
though still attributing them to natural causes, such
as I had read
about in medical books.
One night I was
abruptly awakened by a long and loud cry of distress.
It was a
woman's voice, plaintive like that of a child, full of terror
and of helpless
despair. I awoke with a start to find myself on land,
in a strange
room. A young girl, almost a child, was desperately
struggling
against a powerful middle-aged man, who had surprised her
in her own
room, and during her sleep. Behind the closed and locked
door, I saw
listening an old woman, whose face, notwithstanding the
fiendish
expression upon it, seemed familiar to me, and I immediately
recognized it: it
was the face of the Jewess who had adopted my niece
in the dream I
had at Kioto. She had received gold to pay for her
share in the
foul crime, and was now keeping her part of the covenant
... But who was
the victim? O horror unutterable! Unspeakable horror!
When I realized
the situation after coming back to my normal state, I
found it was my
own child-niece.
But, as in my
first vision, I felt in me nothing of the nature of that
despair born of
affection that fills one's heart, at the sight of a
wrong done to,
or a misfortune befalling, those one loves; nothing but
a manly
indignation in the presence of suffering inflicted upon the
weak and the
helpless. I rushed, of course, to her rescue, and seized
the wanton,
brutal beast by the neck. I fastened upon him with
powerful grasp,
but, the man heeded it not, he seemed not even to feel
my hand. The
coward, seeing himself resisted by the girl, lifted his
powerful arm
and the thick fist, coming down like a heavy hammer upon
the sunny
locks, felled the child to the ground. It was with a loud
cry of the
indignation of a stranger, not with that of a tigress
defending her
cub, that I sprang upon the lewd beast and sought to
throttle him. I
then remarked, for the first time, that, a shadow
myself, I was
grasping but another shadow! ...
My loud shrieks
and imprecations had awakened the whole steamer. They
were attributed
to a nightmare. I did not seek to take anyone into my
confidence;
but, from that day forward, my life became a long series
of mental
tortures, I could hardly shut my eyes without becoming
witness of some
horrible deed, some scene of misery, death or crime,
whether past,
present or even future--as I ascertained later on. It
was as though
some mocking fiend had taken upon himself the task of
making me go through
the vision of everything that was bestial,
malignant and
hopeless, in this world of misery. No radiant vision of
beauty or
virtue ever lit with the faintest ray these pictures of awe
and
wretchedness that I seemed doomed to witness. Scenes of
wickedness, of
murder, of treachery and of lust fell dismally upon my
sight, and I
was brought face to face with the vilest results of man's
passions, the
most terrible outcome of his material earthly cravings.
Had the Bonze
foreseen, indeed, the dreary results, when he spoke of
Daij-Dzins to
whom I left "an ingress" "a door open" in me? Nonsense!
There must be
some physiological, abnormal change in me. Once at
Nuremberg, when
I have ascertained how false was the direction taken
by my fears--I
dared not hope for no misfortune at all--these
meaningless
visions will disappear as they came. The very fact that my
fancy follows
but one direction, that of pictures of misery, of human
passions in
their worst, material shape, is a proof, to me, of their
unreality.
"If, as
you say, man consists of one substance, matter, the object of
the physical
senses; and if perception with its modes is only the
result of the
organization of the brain, then should we be naturally
attracted but
to the material, the earthly"...I thought I heard the
familiar voice
of the Bonze interrupting my reflections, and repeating
an often used
argument of his in his discussions with me.
"There are
two planes of visions before men," I again heard him say,
"the plane
of undying love and spiritual aspirations, the efflux from
the eternal
light; and the plane of restless, ever changing matter,
the light in
which the misguided Daij-Dzins bathe."
VII--ETERNITY
IN A SHORT DREAM
In those days I
could hardly bring myself to realize, even for a
moment, the absurdity
of a belief in any kind of spirits, whether good
or bad. I now
understood, if I did not believe, what was meant by the
term, though I
still persisted in hoping that it would finally prove
some physical
derangement or nervous hallucination. To fortify my
unbelief the
more, I tried to bring back to my memory all the
arguments used
against faith in such superstitions, that I had ever
read or heard.
I recalled the biting sarcasms of Voltaire, the calm
reasoning of
Hume, and I repeated to myself ad nauseam the words of
Rousseau, who
said that superstition, "the disturber of Society,"
could never be
too strongly attacked. "Why should the sight, the
phantasmagoria,
rather"--I argued--"of that which we know in a waking
sense to be
false, come to affect us at all? Why should---"
"Names, whose sense we see not
Fray us with things that be not?"
One day the old
captain was narrating to us the various superstitions
to which
sailors were addicted; a pompous English missionary remarked
that Fielding
had declared long ago that "superstition renders a man a
fool,"--after
which he hesitated for an instant, and abruptly stopped.
I had not taken
any part in the general conversation; but no sooner
had the
reverend speaker relieved himself of the quotation than I saw
in that halo of
vibrating light, which I now noticed almost constantly
over every
human head on the steamer, the words of Fielding's next
proposition--"and
scepticism makes him mad."
I had heard and
read of the claims of those who pretend to seership,
that they often
see the thoughts of people traced in the aura of those
present.
Whatever "aura" may mean with others, I had now a personal
experience of
the truth of the claim, and felt sufficiently disgusted
with the
discovery! I--a clairvoyant! a new horror added to my life,
an absurd and
ridiculous gift developed, which I shall have to conceal
from all,
feeling ashamed of it as if it were a case of leprosy. At
this moment my
hatred to the Yamabooshi, and even to my venerable old
friend, the
Bonze, knew no bounds. The former had evidently by his
manipulations
over me while I was lying unconscious, touched some
unknown
physiological spring in my brain, and by loosing it had called
forth a faculty
generally hidden in the human constitution; and it was
the Japanese
priest who had introduced the wretch into my house!
But my anger
and my curses were alike useless, and could be of no
avail.
Moreover, we were already in European waters, and in a few more
days we should
be at Hamburg. Then would my doubts and fears be set at
rest, and I
should find, to my intense relief, that although
clairvoyance,
as regards the reading of human thoughts on the spot,
may have some
truth in it, the discernment of such events at a
distance, as I
had dreamed of, was an impossibility for human
faculties.
Notwithstanding all my reasoning, however, my heart was
sick with fear,
and full of the blackest presentiments; I felt that my
doom was
closing. I suffered terribly, my nervous and mental
prostration
becoming intensified day by day.
The night
before we entered port I had a dream.
I fancied I was
dead. My body lay cold and stiff in its last sleep,
whilst its
dying consciousness, which still regarded itself as "I,"
realizing the
event, was preparing to meet in a few seconds its own
extinction. It
had been always my belief that as the brain preserved
heat longer
than any of the other organs, and was the last to cease
its activity,
the thought in it survived bodily death by several
minutes.
Therefore, I was not in the least surprised to find in my
dream that
while the frame had already crossed that awful gulf "no
mortal e'er
re-passed," its consciousness was still in the gray
twilight, the
first shadows of the great Mystery. Thus my THOUGHT
wrapped, as I
believed, in the remnants, of its now fast retiring
vitality, was
watching with intense and eager curiosity the approaches
of its own
dissolution, i.e., of its annihilation. "I" was hastening
to record my
last impressions, lest the dark mantle of eternal
oblivion should
envelope me, before I had time to feel and enjoy, the
great, the
supreme triumph of learning that my life-long convictions
were true, that
death is a complete and absolute cessation of
conscious
being. Everything around me was getting darker with every
moment. Huge
grey shadows were moving before my vision, slowly at
first, then
with accelerated motion, until they commenced whirling
around with an
almost vertiginous rapidity. Then, as though that
motion had
taken place for the purposes of brewing darkness, the
object once
reached, it slackened its speed, and the darkness became
gradually
transformed into intense blackness, it ceased altogether.
There was
nothing now within my immediate perceptions, but that
fathomless
black Space, as dark as pitch; to me it appeared as
limitless and
as silent as the shoreless Ocean of Eternity upon which
Time, the
progeny of man's brain, is for ever gliding, but which it
can never
cross.
Dream is
defined by Cato as "but the image of our hopes and fears."
Having never feared
death when awake, I felt, in this dream of mine,
calm and serene
at the idea of my speedy end. In truth, I felt rather
relieved at the
thought--probably owing to my recent mental
suffering--that
the end of all, of doubt, of fear for those I loved,
of suffering,
and of every anxiety, was close at hand. The constant
anguish that
had been gnawing ceaselessly at my heavy, aching heart
for many a long
and weary month, had now become unbearable; and if as
Seneca thinks,
death is but "the ceasing to be what we were before,"
it was better
that I should die. The body is dead; "I," its
consciousness--that
which is all that remains of me now, for a few
moments
longer--am preparing to follow. Mental perceptions will get
weaker, more
dim and hazy with every second of time, until the longed
for oblivion
envelopes me completely in its cold shroud. Sweet is the
magic hand of
Death, the great World-Comforter; profound and dreamless
is sleep in its
unyielding arms. Yea, verily, it is a welcome guest...
A calm and
peaceful haven amidst the roaring billows of the Ocean of
life, whose
breakers lash in vain the rock-bound shores of Death.
Happy the
lonely bark that drifts into the still waters of its black
gulf, after
having been so long, so cruelly tossed about by the angry
waves of
sentient life. Moored in it for evermore, needing no longer
either sail or
rudder, my bark will now find rest. Welcome then, O
Death, at this
tempting price; and fare thee well, poor body, which,
having neither
sought it nor derived pleasure from it, I now readily
give up!
While uttering
this death-chant to the prostrate form before me, I
bent over, and
examined it with curiosity. I felt the surrounding
darkness
oppressing me, weighing on me almost tangibly, and I fancied
I found in it the
approach of the Liberator I was welcoming. And yet
how very
strange! If real, final Death takes place in our
consciousness;
if after the bodily death, "I" and my conscious
perceptions are
one--how is it that these perceptions do not become
weaker, why does
my brain--action seem as vigorous as ever now ...
that I am de
facto dead? ... Nor does the usual feeling of anxiety,
the "heavy
heart" so-called, decrease in intensity; nay, it even seems
to become worse
... unspeakably so! ... How long it takes for full
oblivion to
arrive!...Ah, here's my body again!...Vanished out of
sight for a
second or two, it reappears before me once more ... How
white and
ghastly it looks! Yet ... its brain cannot be quite dead,
since
"I," its consciousness, am still acting, since we two fancy that
we still are,
that we live and think, disconnected from our creator
and its
ideating cells.
Suddenly I felt
a strong desire to see how much longer the progress of
dissolution was
likely to last, before it placed its last seal on the
brain and
rendered it inactive. I examined my brain in its cranial
cavity, through
the (to me) entirely transparent walls and roof of the
skull, and even
touched the brain-matter ... How or with whose hands,
I am now unable
to say; but the impression of the slimy, intensely
cold matter
produced a very strong impression on me, in that dream. To
my great
dismay, I found that the blood having entirely congealed and
the
brain-tissues having themselves undergone a change that would no
longer permit
any molecular action, it became impossible for me to
account for the
phenomena now taking place with myself. Here was I,--
or my
consciousness which is all one--standing apparently entirely
disconnected
from my brain which could no longer function ... But I
had no time
left for reflection. A new and most extraordinary change
in my
perceptions had taken place and now engrossed my whole attention
... What does
this signify? ...
The same
darkness was around me as before, a black, impenetrable
space,
extending in every direction. Only now, right before me, in
whatever
direction I was looking, moving with me which way soever I
moved, there
was a gigantic round clock; a disc, whose large white
face shone
ominously on the ebony-black background. As I looked at its
huge dial, and
at the pendulum moving to and fro regularly and slowly
in Space, as if
its swinging meant to divide eternity, I saw its
needles
pointing to seven minutes past five. "The hour at which my
torture had
commenced at Kioto!" I had barely found time to think of
the
coincidence, when to my unutterable horror, I felt myself going
through the
same, the identical, process that I had been made to
experience on
that memorable and fatal day. I swam underground,
dashing swiftly
through the earth; I found myself once more in the
pauper's grave
and recognized my brother-in-law in the mangled
remains; I
witnessed his terrible death; entered my sister's house;
followed her
agony, and saw her go mad. I went over the same scenes
without missing
a single detail of them. But, alas! I was no longer
iron-bound in
the calm indifference that had then been mine, and which
in that first
vision had left me as unfeeling to my great misfortune
as if I had
been a heartless thing of rock. My mental tortures were
now becoming
beyond description and well-nigh unbearable. Even the
settled
despair, the never-ceasing anxiety I was constantly
experiencing
when awake, had become now, in my dream and in the face
of this
repetition of vision and events, as an hour of darkened
sunlight compared
to a deadly cyclone. Oh! how I suffered in this
wealth and pomp
of infernal horrors, to which the conviction of the
survival of
man's consciousness after death--for in that dream I
firmly believed
that my body was dead--added the most terrifying of
all!
The relative
relief I felt, when, after going over the last scene, I
saw once more
the great white face of the dial before me was not of
long duration.
The long, arrow-shaped needle was pointing on the
colossal disk
at--seven minutes and a half-past five o'clock. But,
before I had
time to well realize the change, the needle moved slowly
backwards,
stopped at precisely the seventh minute, and--O cursed
fate! ... I
found myself driven into a repetition of the same series
over again!
Once more I swam underground, and saw, and heard, and
suffered every
torture that hell can provide; I passed through every
mental anguish
known to man or fiend. I returned to see the fatal dial
and its
needle--after what appeared to me an eternity--moved, as
before, only half
a minute forward. I beheld it, with renewed terror,
moving back
again, and felt myself propelled forward anew. And so it
went on, and
on, and on, time after time, in what seemed to me an
endless
succession, a series which never had any beginning, nor would
it ever have an
end ...
Worst of all;
my consciousness, my "I," had apparently acquired the
phenomenal
capacity of trebling, quadruping, and even of decuplating
itself. I
lived, felt and suffered, in the same space of time, in
half-a-dozen
different places at once, passing over various events of
my life, at
different epochs and under the most dissimilar
circumstances;
though predominant over all was my spiritual experience
at Kioto. Thus
as in the famous fugue in Don Giovanni, the heart-
rending notes of
Elvira's aria of despair ring high above, but
interfere in no
way with the melody of the minuet, the song of
seduction, and
the chorus, so I went over and over my travailed woes,
the feelings of
agony unspeakable at the awful sights of my vision,
the repetition
of which blunted in no wise even a single pang of my
despair and
horror; nor did these feelings weaken in the least scenes
and events
entirely disconnected with the first one, that I was living
through again,
or interfere in any way the one with the other. It was
a maddening
experience! A series of contrapuntal, mental
phantasmagoria
from real life. Here was I, during the same half-a-
minute of time,
examining with cold curiosity the mangled remains of
my sister's
husband; following with the same indifference the effects
of the news on
her brain, as in my first Kioto vision, and feeling at
the same time
hell-torture for these very events, as when I returned
to
consciousness. I was listening to the philosophical discourses of
the Bonze,
every word of which I heard and understood, and was trying
to laugh him to
scorn. I was again a child, then a youth, hearing my
mother's and my
sweet sister's voices, admonishing me and teaching
duty to all
men. I was saving a friend from drowning, and was sneering
at his aged
father who thanks me for saving a "soul" yet unprepared to
meet his Maker.
"Speak of
dual consciousness, you psycho-physiologists!"--I cried, in
one of the
moments when agony, mental and as it seemed to me physical
also, had
arrived at a degree of intensity which would have killed a
dozen living
men; "speak of your psychological and physiological
experiments,
you schoolmen, puffed up with pride and book-learning!
Here am I to
give you the lie..." And now I was reading the works and
holding converse
with learned professors and lecturers, who had led me
to my fatal
scepticism. And, while arguing the impossibility of
consciousness
divorced from its brain, I was shedding tears of blood
over the
supposed fate of my nieces and nephews. More terrible than
all: I knew, as
only a liberated consciousness can know, that all I
had seen in my
vision at Japan, and all that I was seeing and hearing
over and over
again now, was true in every point and detail, that it
was a long
string of ghastly and terrible, still of real, actual,
facts.
For, perhaps,
the hundredth time, I had rivetted my attention on the
needle of the
clock, I had lost the number of my gyrations and was
fast coming to
the conclusion that they would never stop, that
consciousness
is, after all, indestructible, and that this was to be
my punishment
in Eternity. I was beginning to realize from personal
experience how
the condemned sinners would feel--"were not eternal
damnation a
logical and mathematical impossibility in an ever-
progressing Universe"--I
still found the force to argue. Yea indeed;
at this hour of
my ever-increasing agony, my consciousness--now my
synonym for
"I"--had still the power of revolting at certain
theological
claims, of denying all their propositions, all--save
ITSELF ... No;
I denied the independent nature of my consciousness no
longer, for I
knew it now to be such. But is it eternal withal? O thou
incomprehensible
and terrible Reality! But if thou art eternal, who
then art
thou?--since there is no diety, no God. Whence dost thou
come, and when
didst thou first appear, if thou art not a part of the
cold body lying
yonder? And whither dost thou lead me, who am thyself,
and shall our
thought and fancy have an end? What is thy real name,
thou unfathomable
REALITY, and impenetrable MYSTERY! Oh, I would fain
annihilate thee
... "Soul--Vision"!--who speaks of Soul, and whose
voice is this?
... It says that I see now for myself, that there is a
Soul in man,
after all... I deny this. My Soul, my vital Soul, or the
Spirit of life,
has expired with my body, with the gray matter of my
brain, This
"I" of mine, this consciousness, is not yet proven to me
as eternal.
Reincarnation, in which the Bonze felt so anxious I should
believe, may be
true ... Why not? Is not the flower born year after
year from the
same root? Hence this "I" once separated from, its
brain, losing
its balance and calling forth such a host of visions ...
before
reincarnating.
I was again
face to face with the inexorable, fatal clock. And as I
was watching
its needle, I heard the voice of the Bonze, coming out of
the depths of
its white face, saying: "In this case, I fear you would
have only to
open and to shut the temple door, over and over again,
during a period
which, however short, would seem to you an
eternity..."
The clock had
vanished, darkness made room for light, the voice of my
old friend was
drowned by a multitude of voices overhead on deck; and
I awoke in my
berth, covered with a cold perspiration, and faint with
terror.
VIII--A TALE OF
WOE
We were at
Hamburg, and no sooner had I seen my partners, who could
hardly
recognise me, than with their consent and good wishes I started
for Nuremberg.
Half-an-hour
after my arrival, the last doubt with regard to the
correctness of my
vision had disappeared. The reality was worse than
any
expectations could have made it, and I was henceforward doomed to
the most
desolate life. I ascertained that I had seen the terrible
tragedy, with
all its heartrending details. My brother-in-law, killed
under the
wheels of a machine; my sister, insane, and now rapidly
sinking toward
her end; my niece--the sweet flower of nature's fairest
work--dishonoured,
in a den of infamy; the little children dead of a
contagious
disease in an orphanage; my last surviving nephew at sea,
no one knew
where. A whole house, a home of love and peace, scattered;
and I, left
alone, a witness of this world of death, of desolation and
dishonour. The
news filled me with infinite despair, and I sank
helpless before
the wholesale, dire disaster, which rose before me all
at once. The
shock proved too much, and I fainted. The last thing I
heard before
entirely losing my consciousness was a remark of the
Burgmeister:
"Had you, before leaving Kioto, telegraphed to the city
authorities of
your whereabouts, and of your intention of coming home
to take charge
of your young relatives, we might have placed them
elsewhere, and
thus have saved them from their fate. No one knew that
the children
had a well-to-do relative. They were left paupers and had
to be dealt
with as such. They were comparatively strangers in
Nuremberg, and
under the unfortunate circumstances you could have
hardly expected
anything else ... I can only express my sincere
sorrow."
It was this
terrible knowledge that I might, at any rate, have saved
my young niece
from her unmerited fate, but that through my neglect I
had not done
so, that was killing me. Had I but followed the friendly
advice of the
Bonze, Tamoora, and telegraphed to the authorities some
weeks previous to
my return much might have been avoided. It was all
this, coupled
with the fact that I could no longer doubt clairvoyance
and
clairaudience--the possibility of which I had so long denied--that
brought me so
heavily down upon my knees. I could avoid the censure of
my
fellow-creatures but I could never escape the stings of my
conscience, the
reproaches of my own aching heart--no, not as long as
I lived! I
cursed my stubborn scepticism, my denial of facts, my early
education, I
cursed myself and the whole world... .
For several
days I contrived not to sink beneath my load, for I had a
duty to perform
to, the dead and to the living. But my sister once
rescued from
the pauper's asylum, placed under the care of the best
physicians,
with her daughter to attend to her last moments, and the
Jewess, whom I
had brought to confess her crime, safely lodged in
goal--my
fortitude and strength suddenly abandoned me. Hardly a week
after my
arrival I was myself no better than a raving maniac, helpless
in the strong
grip of a brain fever. For several weeks I lay between
life and death,
the terrible disease defying the skill of the best
physicians. At
last my strong constitution prevailed, and--to my
lifelong
sorrow--they proclaimed me saved.
I heard the
news with a bleeding heart. Doomed to drag the loathsome
burden of life
henceforth alone, and in constant remorse; hoping for
no help or
remedy on earth, and still refusing to believe in the
possibility of
anything better than a short survival of consciousness
beyond the
grave, this unexpected return to life added only one more
drop of gall to
my bitter feelings. They were hardly soothed by the
immediate
return, during the first days of my convalescence, of those
unwelcome and unsought
for visions, whose correctness and reality I
could deny no
more. Alas the day! they were no longer in my sceptical,
blind mind.
"The children of an idle brain,
Begot of nothing but vain Fantasy";
but always the
faithful photographs of the real woes and sufferings of
my fellow
creatures, of my best friends... Thus I found myself doomed,
whenever I was
left for a moment alone, to the helpless torture of a
chained
Prometheus. During the still hours of night, as though held by
some pitiless
iron hand, I found myself led to my sister's bedside,
forced to watch
there hour after hour, and see the silent
disintegration
of her wasted organism; to witness and feel the
sufferings that
her own tenantless brain could no longer reflect or
convey to her
perceptions. But there was something still more horrible
to barb the
dart that could never be extricated. I had to look, by
day, at the
childish innocent face of my young niece, so sublimely
simple and
guileless in her pollution; and to witness, by night, how
the full
knowledge and recollection of her dishonour, of her young
life now for
ever blasted, came to her in her dreams, as soon as she
was asleep. The
dreams took an objective form to me, as they had done
on the steamer;
I had to live them over again, night after night, and
feel the same
terrible despair. For now, since I believed in the
reality of
seership, and had come to the conclusion that in our bodies
lies hidden, as
in the caterpillar, the chrysalis which may contain in
its turn the
butterfly--the symbol of the soul--I no longer remained
indifferent, as
of yore, to what I witnessed in my Soul-life.
Something had
suddenly developed in me, had broken loose from its icy
cocoon.
Evidently I no longer saw only in consequence of the
identification of
my inner nature with a Daij-Dzin; my visions arose
in, consequence
of a direct personal psychic development, the fiendish
creatures only
taking care that I should see nothing of an agreeable
or elevating
nature. Thus, now, not an unconscious pang in my dying
sister's
emaciated body, not a thrill of horror in my niece's restless
sleep at the
recollection of the crime perpetrated upon her, an
innocent child,
but found a responsive echo in my bleeding heart. The
deep fountain
of sympathetic love and sorrow had gushed out from the
physical heart,
and was now loudly echoed by the awakened soul
separated from
the body. Thus had I to drain the cup of misery to the
very dregs! Woe
is me, it was a daily and nightly torture! Oh, how I
mourned over my
proud folly; how I was punished for having neglected
to avail myself
at Moto of the proffered purification, for now I had
come to believe
even in the efficacy of the latter. The Daij-Dzin had
indeed obtained
control over me; and the fiend had let loose all the
dogs of hell
upon his victim... .
At last the
awful gulf was reached and crossed. The poor insane martyr
dropped into
her dark, and now welcome grave, leaving behind her, but
for a few short
months, her young, her first-born, daughter.
Consumption
made short work of that tender girlish frame. Hardly a
year after my
arrival, I was left alone in the whole wide world, my
only surviving
nephew having expressed a desire to follow his sea-
faring career.
And now, the
sequel of my sad story is soon told. A wreck, a
prematurely old
man, looking at thirty as though sixty winters had
passed over my
doomed head, and owing to the never-ceasing visions,
myself daily on
the verge of insanity, I suddenly formed a desperate
resolution. I would
return to Kioto and seek out the Yamabooshi. I
would prostrate
myself at the feet of the holy man, and would not
leave him until
he had recalled the Frankenstein he had raised, the
Frankenstein
with whom at the time, it was I, myself, who would, not
part, through
my insolent pride and unbelief.
Three months
later I was in my Japanese home again, and I at-once
sought out my
old, venerable Bonze, Tamoora Hideyeri, I now implored
him to take me
without an hour's delay to the Yamabooshi, the innocent
cause of my
daily tortures. His answer but placed the last, the
supreme seal on
my doom and tenfold intensified my despair. The
Yamabooshi had
left the country for lands unknown! He had departed one
fine morning
into the interior, on a pilgrimage, and according to
custom, would
be absent, unless natural death shortened the period,
for no less
than seven years! ...
In this
mischance, I applied for help and protection to other learned
Yamabooshis;
and though well aware how useless it was in my case to
seek efficient
cure from any other "adept," my excellent old friend
did everything
he could to help me in my misfortune. But it was to no
purpose, and
the canker-worm of my life's despair could not be
thoroughly
extricated. I found from them that not one of these learned
men could
promise to relieve me entirely from the demon of clairvoyant
obsession. It
was he who raised certain Daij-Dzins, calling on them to
show futurity,
or things that had already come to pass, who alone had
full control
over them. With kind sympathy, which I had now learned to
appreciate, the
holy men invited me to join the group of their
disciples, and
learn from them what I could do for myself. "Will
alone, faith in
your own soul-powers, can help you now," they said.
"But it may
take several years to undo even a part of the great
mischief,"
they added. "A Daij-Dzin is easily dislodged in the
beginning; if
left alone, he takes possession of a man's nature and it
becomes almost
impossible to uproot the fiend without killing his
victim."
Persuaded that
there was nothing but this left for me to do, I
gratefully
assented, doing my best to believe in all that these holy
men believed
in, and yet ever failing to do so in my heart. The demon
of unbelief and
all-denial seemed rooted in me more firmly ever than
the Daij-Dzin.
Still I did all I could do, decided as I was not to
lose my last
chance of salvation. Therefore, I proceeded without delay
to, free myself
from the world and my commercial obligations, in order
to live for
several years an independent life. I settled my accounts
with my Hamburg
partners and severed my connection with the firm.
Notwithstanding
considerable financial losses resulting from such a
precipitate
liquidation, I found myself, after closing the accounts, a
far richer man
than I had thought I was. But wealth had no longer any
attraction for
me, now that I had no one to share it with, no one to
work for. Life
had become a burden; and such was my indifference to my
future, that
while giving away all my fortune to my nephew--in case he
should return
alive from his sea voyager--should have neglected
entirely even a
small provision for myself, had not my native partner
interfered and
insisted upon my making it. I now recognized, with Lao-
tze, that
Knowledge was the only firm hold for a man to trust to, as
it is the only
one that cannot be shaken by any tempest. Wealth is a
weak anchor in
the days of sorrow, and self-conceit the most fatal
counsellor.
Hence I followed the advice of my friends, and laid aside
for myself a
modest sum, which would be sufficient to assure me a
small income
for life, or if I ever left my new friends and
instructors.
Having settled my earthly accounts and disposed of my
belongings at
Kioto, I joined the "Masters of the Long Vision," who
took me to
their mysterious abode. There I remained for several years,
studying very
earnestly and in the most complete solitude, seeing no
one but a few
of the members of our religious community.
Many are the
mysteries of nature that I have fathomed since then, and
many secret
folio from the library of Tzionene have I devoured,
obtaining
thereby mastery over several kinds of invisible beings of a
lower order.
But the great secret of power over the terrible Daij-Dzin
I could not
get. It remains in the possession of a very limited number
of the highest
Initiates of Lao-tze, the great majority of the
Yamabooshis
themselves being ignorant how to obtain such mastery over
the dangerous
Elemental. One who would reach such power of control
would have to
become entirely identified with the Yamabooshis, to
accept their
views and beliefs, and to attain the highest degree of
Initiation.
Very naturally, I was found unfit to join the Fraternity,
owing to many
insurmountable reasons besides my congenital and
ineradicable
scepticism, though I tried hard to believe. Thus,
partially
relieved of my affliction and taught how to conjure the
unwelcome
visions away, I still remained, and do remain to this day,
helpless to
prevent their forced appearance before me now and then.
It was after
assuring myself of my unfitness for the exalted position
of an
independent Seer and Adept that I reluctantly gave up any
further trial.
Nothing had been heard of the holy man, the first
innocent cause of
my misfortune; and the old Bonze himself, who
occasionally
visited me in my retreat, either could not, or would not,
inform me of
the whereabouts of the Yamabooshi. When, therefore, I had
to give up all
hope of his ever relieving me entirely from my fatal
gift, I
resolved to return to Europe, to settle in solitude for the
rest of my
life. With this object in view, I purchased through my late
partners the
Swiss chalet in which my hapless sister and I were born,
where I had
grown up under her care, and selected it for my future
hermitage.
When bidding me
farewell for ever on the steamer which took me back to
my fatherland,
the good old Bonze tried to console me for my
disappointments.
"My son," he said, "regard all that happened to you
as your
Karma--a just retribution. No one who had subjected himself
willingly to
the power of a Daij-Dzin can ever hope to become a Rahat
(an Adept), a
high-souled Yamabooshi--unless immediately purified. At
best, as in
your case, he may become fitted to oppose and to
successfully
fight off the fiend. Like a scar left after a poisonous
wound the race
of a Daij-Dzin can never be effaced from the Soul until
purified by a
new rebirth Withal, feel not dejected, but be of good
cheer in your
affliction, since it has led you to acquire true
knowledge, and
to accept many a truth you would have otherwise
rejected with
contempt. And of this priceless knowledge, acquired
through
suffering and personal efforts--no Daij-Dzin can ever deprive
you. Fare thee
well, then, and may the Mother of Mercy, the great
Queen of
Heaven, afford you comfort and protection."
We parted, and
since then I have led the life of an anchorite, in
constant
solitude and study. Though still occasionally afflicted, I do
not regret the years
I have passed under the instruction of the
Yamabooshis,
but feel gratified for the knowledge received. Of the
priest Tamoora
Hideyeri I think always with sincere affection and
respect. I
corresponded regularly with him to the day of his death; an
event which,
with all its to me painful details, I had the unthanked-
for privilege
of witnessing across the seas, at the very hour in which
it occurred.
THE LUMINOUS
SHIELD
We were a small
and select party of lighthearted travellers. We had
arrived at Constantinople
a week before from Greece, and had devoted
fourteen hours
a day ever since to toiling up and down the steep
heights of
Pera, visiting bazaars, climbing to the tops of minarets
and fighting
our way through armies of hungry dogs, the traditional
masters of the
streets of Stamboul. Nomadic life is infectious, they
say, and no
civilization is strong enough to destroy the charm of
unrestrained
freedom when it has once been tasted. The gipsy cannot be
tempted from
his tent, and even the common tramp finds a fascination
in his
comfortless and precarious existence, that prevents him taking
to any fixed
abode and occupation. To guard my spaniel Ralph from
falling a
victim to this infection, and joining the canine Bedouins
that, infested
the streets, was my chief care during our stay in
Constantinople.
He was a fine fellow, my constant companion and
cherished
friend. Afraid of losing him, I kept a strict watch over his
movements; for
the first three days, however, he behaved like a
tolerably
well-educated quadruped, and remained faithfully at my
heels. At every
impudent attack from his Mahomedan cousins, whether
intended as a
hostile demonstration or an overture of friendship, his
only reply
would be to draw in his tail between his legs, and with an
air of dignified
modesty seek protection under the wing of one or
other of our
party.
As he had thus
from the first shown so decided an aversion to bad
company, I
began to feel assured of his discretion and by the end of
the third day I
had considerably relaxed my vigilance. This
carelessness on
my part, however, was soon punished, and I was made to
regret my
misplaced confidence. In an unguarded moment he listened to
the voice of
some four-footed syren, and the last I saw of him was the
end of his
bushy tail, vanishing round the corner of a dirty, winding
little back
street.
Greatly
annoyed, I passed the remainder of the day in a vain search
after my dumb
companion, I offered twenty, thirty, forty francs reward
for him. About
as many vagabond Maltese began a regular chase, and
towards evening
we were invaded in our hotel by the whole troop, every
man of them
with a more or less mangy cur in his arms, which he tried
to persuade me
was my lost dog. The more I denied, the more solemnly
they insisted,
one of them actually going down on his knees, snatching
from his bosom
an old corroded metal image of the Virgin, and swearing
a solemn oath
that the Queen of Heaven herself had kindly appeared to
him to point
out the right animal. The tumult had increased to such an
extent that it
looked as if Ralph's disappearance was going to be the
cause of a
small riot, and finally our landlord had to send for a
couple of
Kavasses from the nearest police station, and have this
regiment of
bipeds and quadrupeds expelled by main force. I began to
be convinced
that I should never see my dog again, and I was the more
despondent
since the porter of the hotel, a semi-respectable old
brigand, who,
to judge by appearances, had not passed more than half-
a-dozen years at
the galleys, gravely assured me that all my pains
were useless,
as my spaniel was undoubtedly dead and devoured too by
this time, the
Turkish dogs being very fond of their more toothsome
English
brothers.
All this
discussion had taken place in the street at the door of the
hotel, and I
was about to give up the search for that night at least,
and enter the
hotel, when an old Greek lady, a Phanariote who had been
hearing the
fracas from the steps of a door close by, approached our
disconsolate
group and suggested to Miss H---, one of our party, that
we should
enquire of the dervishes concerning the fate of Ralph.
And what can
the dervishes know about my dog? said I, in no mood to
joke,
ridiculous as the proposition appeared.
"The holy
men know all, Kyrea (Madam)," said she, somewhat
mysteriously.
"Last week I was robbed of my new satin pelisse, that my
son had just
brought me from Broussa, and, as you all see, I have
recovered it
and have it on my back now."
"Indeed?
Then the holy men have also managed to metamorphose your new
pelisse into an
old one by all appearances," said one of the gentlemen
who accompanied
us, pointing as he spoke to a large rent in the back,
which had been
clumsily repaired with pins.
"And that
is just the most wonderful part of the whole story," quietly
answered the
Phanariote, not in the least disconcerted. "They showed
me in the
shining circle the quarter of the town, the house, and even
the room in
which the Jew who had stolen my pelisse was just about to
rip it up and cut
it into pieces. My son and I had barely time to run
over to the
Kalindjikoulosek quarter, and to save my property. We
caught the
thief in the very act, and we both recognized him as the
man shown to us
by the dervishes in the magic moon. He confessed the
theft and is
now in prison."
Although none
of us had the least comprehension of what she meant by
the magic moon
and the shining circle, and were all thoroughly
mystified by
her account of the divining powers of the "holy men," we
still felt
somehow satisfied from her manner that the story was not
altogether a
fabrication, and since she had at all events apparently
succeeded in
recovering her property through being somehow assisted by
the dervishes,
we determined to go the following morning and see for
ourselves, for
what had helped her might help us likewise.
The monotonous
cry of the Muezzins from the tops of the minarets had
just proclaimed
the hour of noon as we, descending from the heights of
Pera to the
port of Galata, with difficulty managed to elbow our way
through the
unsavoury crowds of the commercial quarter of the town.
Before we
reached the docks, we had been half deafened by the shouts
and incessant
ear-piercing cries and the Babel-like confusion of
tongues. In
this part of the city it is useless to expect to be guided
by either house
numbers, or names of streets. The location of any
desired place
is indicated by its proximity to some other more
conspicuous
building such as a mosque, bath, or European shop; for the
rest, one has
to trust to Allah and his prophet.
It was with the
greatest difficulty, therefore, that we finally
discovered the
British ship-chandler's store, at the rear of which we
were to find
the place of our destination. Our hotel guide was as
ignorant of the
dervishes' abode as we were ourselves; but at last a
small Greek, in
all the simplicity of primitive undress, consented for
a modest copper
backsheesh to lead us to the dancers.
When we arrived
we were shown into a vast and gloomy hall that looked
like a deserted
stable. It was long and narrow, the floor was thickly
strewn with
sand as in a riding school, and it was lighted only by
small windows
placed at some height from the ground. The dervishes had
finished their
morning performances, and were evidently resting from
their
exhausting labours. They looked completely prostrated, some
lying about in
corners, others sitting on their heels staring vacantly
into space,
engaged, as we were informed, in meditation on their
invisible
deity. They appeared to have lost all power of sight and
hearing, for
none of them responded to our questions until a great
gaunt figure,
wearing a tall cap that made him look at least seven
feet high,
emerged from an obscure corner. Informing us that he was
their chief,
the giant gave us to understand that the saintly
brethren, being
in the habit of receiving orders for additional
ceremonies from
Allah himself, must on no account be disturbed. But
when our
interpreter had explained to him the object of our visit,
which concerned
himself alone, as he was the sole custodian of the
"divining
rod," his objections vanished and he extended his hand for
alms. Upon
being gratified, he intimated that only two of our party
could be
admitted at one time into the confidence of the future, and
led the way,
followed by Miss H--and myself.
Plunging after
him into what seemed to be a half subterranean passage,
we were led to
the foot of a tall ladder leading to a chamber under
the roof. We
scrambled up after our guide, and at the top we found
ourselves in a
wretched garret of moderate size, with bare walls and
destitute of
furniture. The floor was carpeted with a thick layer of
dust, and
cobwebs festooned the walls in neglected confusion. In the
corner we saw
something that I at first mistook for a bundle of old
rags; but the
heap presently moved and got on its legs, advanced to
the middle of
the room and stood before us, the most extraordinary
looking
creature that I ever beheld. Its sex was female, but whether
she was a woman
or child it was impossible to decide. She was a
hideous-looking
dwarf, with an enormous head, the shoulders of a
grenadier, with
a waist in proportion; the whole supported by two
short, lean,
spider-like legs that seemed unequal to the task of
bearing the
weight of the monstrous body. She had a grinning
countenance
like the face of a satyr, and it was ornamented with
letters and
signs from the Koran painted in bright yellow. On her
forehead was a
blood-red crescent; her head was crowned with a dusty
tarbouche, or
fez; her legs were arrayed in large Turkish trousers,
and some dirty
white muslin wrapped round her body barely sufficed to
conceal its
hideous deformities. This creature rather let herself drop
than sat down
in the middle of the floor, and as her weight descended
on the rickety
boards it sent up a cloud of dust that set us coughing
and sneezing.
This was the famous Tatmos known as the Damascus oracle!
Without losing
time in idle talk, the dervish produced a piece of
chalk, and
traced around the girl a circle about six feet in diameter.
Fetching from
behind the door twelve small copper lamps which he
filled with
some dark liquid from a small bottle which he drew from
his bosom, he
placed them symmetrically around the magic circle. He
then broke a chip
of wood from a panel of the half ruined door, which
bore the marks
of many a similar depredation, and, holding the chip
between his
thumb and finger he began blowing on it at regular
intervals,
alternating the blowing with mutterings of some kind of
weird
incantation, till suddenly, and without any apparent cause for
its ignition,
there appeared a spark on the chip and it blazed up like
a dry match.
The dervish then lit the twelve lamps at this self-
generated
flame.
During this
process, Tatmos, who had sat till then altogether
unconcerned and
motionless, removed her yellow slippers from her naked
feet, and
throwing them into a corner, disclosed as an additional
beauty, a sixth
toe on each deformed foot. The dervish now reached
over into the
circle and seizing the dwarf's ankles gave her a jerk,
as if he had
been lifting a bag of corn, and raised her clear off the
ground, then,
stepping back a pace, held her head downward. He shook
her as one
might a sack to pack its contents, the motion being regular
and easy. He
then swung her to and fro like a pendulum until the
necessary
momentum was acquired, when letting go one foot and seizing
the other with
both hands, he made a powerful muscular effort and
whirled her
round in the air as if she had been an Indian club.
My companion
had shrunk back in alarm to the farthest corner. Round
and round the
dervish swung his living burden, she remained perfectly
passive. The
motion increased in rapidity until the eye could hardly
follow the body
in its circuit. This continued for perhaps two or
three minutes,
until, gradually slackening the motion he at length
stopped it
altogether, and in an instant had landed the girl on her
knees in the
middle of the lamp-lit circle. Such was the Eastern mode
of mesmerization
as practised among the dervishes.
And now the
dwarf seemed entirely oblivious of external objects and in
a deep trance.
Her head and jaw dropped on her chest, her eyes were
glazed and
staring, and altogether her appearance was even more
hideous than
before. The dervish then carefully closed the shutters of
the only
window, and we should have been in total obscurity but that
there was a
hole bored in it, through which entered a bright ray of
sunlight that
shot through the darkened room and shone upon the girl.
He arranged her
drooping head so that the ray should fall upon the
crown, after
which, motioning us to remain silent, he folded his arms
upon his bosom,
and, fixing his gaze upon the bright spot, became as
motionless as a
stone image. I, too, riveted my eyes on the same spot,
wondering what
was to happen next, and how all this strange ceremony
was to help me
to find Ralph.
By degrees, the
bright patch, as if it had drawn through the sunbeam a
greater
splendour from without and condensed it within its own area,
shaped itself
into a brilliant star, sending out rays in every
direction as
from a focus.
A curious
optical effect then occurred: the room, which had been
previously
partially lighted by the sunbeam, grew darker and darker as
the star
increased in radiance, until we found ourselves in an
Egyptian gloom.
The star twinkled, trembled and turned, at first with
a slow gyratory
motion, then faster and faster, increasing its
circumference
at every rotation until it formed a brilliant disk, and
we no longer
saw the dwarf, who seemed absorbed into its light. Having
gradually
attained an extremely rapid velocity, as the girl had done
when whirled by
the dervish, the motion began to decrease and finally
merged into a feeble
vibration, like the shimmer of moonbeams on
rippling water.
Then it flickered for a moment longer, emitted a few
last flashes,
and assuming the density and irridescence of an immense
opal, it
remained motionless. The disk now radiated a moon-like
lustre, soft
and silvery, but instead of illuminating the garret, it
seemed only to
intensify the darkness. The edge of the circle was not
penumbrous, but
on the contrary sharply defined like that of a silver
shield.
All being now
ready, the dervish without uttering a word, or removing
his gaze from
the disk, stretched out a hand, and taking hold of mine,
he drew me to
his side and pointed to the luminous shield. Looking at
the place
indicated, we saw large patches appear like those on the
moon. These
gradually formed themselves into figures that began moving
about in high
relief in their natural colours. They neither appeared
like a
photograph nor an engraving; still less like the reflection of
images on a
mirror, but as if the disk were a cameo, and they were
raised above
its surface and then endowed with life and motion. To my
astonishment
and my friend's consternation, we recognized the bridge
leading from
Galata to Stamboul spanning the Golden Horn from the new
to the old
city. There were the people hurrying to and fro, steamers
and gay caiques
gliding on the blue Bosphorus, the many coloured
buildings,
villas and palaces reflected in the water; and the whole
picture
illuminated by the noonday sun. It passed like a panorama, but
so vivid was
the impression that we could not tell whether it or
ourselves were
in motion. All was bustle and life, but not a sound
broke the
oppressive stillness. It was noiseless as a dream. It was a
phantom
picture. Street after street and quarter after quarter
succeeded one another;
there was the bazaar, with its narrow, roofed
passages, the
small shops on either side, the coffee houses with
gravely smoking
Turks; and as either they glided past us or we past
them, one of
the smokers upset the narghile and coffee of another, and
a volley of
soundless invectives caused us great amusement. So we
travelled with
the picture until we came to a large building that I
recognized as
the palace of the Minister of Finance. In a ditch behind
the house, and
close to a mosque, lying in a pool of mud with his
silken coat all
bedraggled, lay my poor Ralph! Panting and crouching
down as if
exhausted, he seemed to be in a dying condition; and near
him were
gathered some sorry-looking curs who lay blinking in the sun
and snapping at
the flies!
I had seen all
that I desired, although I had not breathed a word
about the dog
to the dervish, and had come more out of curiosity than
with the idea
of any success. I was impatient to leave at once and
recover Ralph,
but as my companion besought me to remain a little
while longer, I
reluctantly consented. The scene faded away and Miss
H--placed
herself in turn by the side of the dervish.
"I will
think of him," she whispered in my ear with the eager tone
that young
ladies generally assume when talking of the worshipped him.
There is a long
stretch of sand and a blue sea with white waves
dancing in the
sun, and a great steamer is ploughing her way along
past a desolate
shore, leaving a milky track behind her. The deck is
full of life,
the men are busy forward, the cook with white cap and
apron is coming
out of the galley, uniformed officers are moving
about,
passengers fill the quarter-deck, lounging, flirting or
reading, and a
young man we both recognize comes forward and leans
over the
taffrail. It is--him.
Miss H--gives a
little gasp, blushes and smiles, and concentrates her
thoughts again.
The picture of the steamer vanishes; the magic moon
remains for a
few moments blank. But new spots appear on its luminous
face, we see a
library slowly emerging from its depths--a library with
green carpet
and hangings, and book-shelves round the sides of the
room. Seated in
an arm-chair at a table under a hanging lamp, is an
old gentleman
writing. His gray hair is brushed back from his
forehead, his
face is smooth-shaven and his countenance has an
expression of
benignity.
The dervish
made a hasty motion to enjoin silence; the light on the
disk quivers,
but resumes its steady brilliancy, and again its surface
is imageless
for a second.
We are back in
Constantinople now and out of the pearly, depths of the
shield forms
our own apartment in the hotel. There are our papers and
books on the
bureau, my friend's travelling hat in a corner, her
ribbons hanging
on the glass, and lying on the bed the very dress she
had changed when
starting out on our expedition. No detail was lacking
to make the
identification complete; and as if to prove that we were
not seeing
something conjured up in our imagination, there lay upon
the
dressing-table two unopened letters, the handwriting on which was
clearly
recognized by my friend. They were from a very dear relative
of hers, from
whom she had expected to hear when in Athens, but had
been
disappointed. The scene faded away and we now saw her brother's
room with himself
lying upon the lounge, and a servant bathing his
head, whence to
our horror, blood was trickling. We had left the boy
in perfect
health but an hour before; and upon seeing this picture my
companion
uttered a cry of alarm, and seizing me by the hand dragged
me to the door.
We rejoined our guide and friends in the long hall and
hurried back to
the hotel.
Young H--had
fallen downstairs and cut his forehead rather badly; in
our room, on
the dressing-table were the two letters which had arrived
in our absence.
They had been forwarded from Athens. Ordering a
carriage I at
once drove to the Ministry of Finance, and alighting
with the guide,
hurriedly made for the ditch I had seen for the first
time in the
shining disk! In the middle of the pool, badly mangled,
half-famished,
but still alive, lay my beautiful spaniel Ralph, and
near him were
the blinking curs, unconcernedly snapping at the flies.
THE CAVE OF THE
ECHOES
A Strange but
True Story*
* This story is given from the narrative of
an eye-witness, a
Russian
gentleman, very pious, and fully trustworthy. Moreover, the
facts are
copied from the police records of P---. The eye-witness in
question
attributes it, of course, partly to divine interference and
partly to the
Evil One.--H. P. B.
In one of the
distant governments of the Russian empire, in a small
town on the
borders of Siberia, a mysterious tragedy occurred more
than thirty
years ago. About six versts from the little town of P---,
famous for the
wild beauty of its scenery, and for the wealth of its
inhabitants--generally
proprietors of mines and of iron foundries--
stood an
aristocratic mansion. Its household consisted of the master,
a rich old
bachelor and his brother, who was a widower and the father
of two sons and
three daughters.
It was known
that the proprietor, Mr. Izvertzoff, had adopted his
brother's
children, and, having formed an especial attachment for his
eldest nephew,
Nicolas, he made him the sole heir of his numerous
estates.
Time rolled on.
The uncle was getting old, the nephew was coming of
age. Days and
years had passed in monotonous serenity, when, on the
hitherto clear
horizon of the quiet family, appeared a cloud. On an
unlucky day one
of the nieces took it into her head to study the
zither. The
instrument being of purely Teutonic origin, and no teacher
of it residing
in the neighbourhood, the indulgent uncle sent to St.
Petersburg for
both. After diligent search only one Professor could be
found willing
to trust himself in such close proximity to Siberia. It
was an old
German artist, who, sharing his affections equally between
his instrument
and a pretty blonde daughter, would part with neither.
And thus it
came to pass that, one fine morning, the old Professor
arrived at the
mansion, with his music box under one arm and his fair
Munchen leaning
on the other.
From that day
the little cloud began growing rapidly; for every
vibration of
the melodious instrument found a responsive echo in the
old bachelor's
heart. Music awakens love, they say, and the work begun
by the zither
was completed by Munchen's blue eyes. At the expiration
of six months
the niece had become an expert zither player, and the
uncle was
desperately in love.
One morning,
gathering his adopted family around him, he embraced them
all very tenderly,
promised to remember them in his will, and wound up
by declaring
his unalterable resolution to marry the blue-eyed
Munchen. After
this he fell upon their necks, and wept in silent
rapture. The
family, understanding that they were cheated out of the
inheritance,
also wept; but it was for another cause. Having thus
wept, they
consoled themselves and tried to rejoice, for the old
gentleman was
sincerely beloved by all. Not all of them rejoiced,
though.
Nicolas, who had himself been smitten to the heart by the
pretty German,
and who found himself defrauded at once of his belle
and of his
uncle's money, neither rejoiced nor consoled himself, but
disappeared for
a whole day.
Meanwhile, Mr.
Izvertzoff had given orders to prepare his traveling
carriage on the
following day, and it was whispered that he was going
to the chief
town of the district, at some distance from his home,
with the
intention of altering his will. Though very wealthy, he had
no
superintendent on his estate, but kept his books himself. The same
evening after
supper, he was heard in his room, angrily scolding his
servant, who
had been in his service for over thirty years. This man,
Ivan, was a
native of northern Asia, from Kamschatka; he had been
brought up by
the family in the Christian religion, and was thought to
be very much
attached to his master. A few days later, when the first
tragic
circumstance I am about to relate had brought all the police
force to the
spot, it was remembered that on that night Ivan was
drunk; that his
master, who had a horror of this vice, had paternally
thrashed him,
and turned him out of his room, and that Ivan had been
seen reeling
out of the door, and had been heard to mutter threats.
On the vast
domain of Mr. Izvertzoff there was a curious cavern, which
excited the
curiosity of all who visited it. It exists to this day,
and is well
known to every inhabitant of P---. A pine forest,
commencing a
few feet from the garden gate, climbs in steep terraces
up a long range
of rocky hills, which it covers with a broad belt of
impenetrable
vegetation. The grotto leading into the cavern, which is
known as the
"Cave of the Echoes," is situated about half a mile from
the site of the
mansion, from which it appears as a small excavation
in the
hillside, almost hidden by luxuriant plants, but not so
completely as
to prevent any person entering it from being readily
seen from the
terrace in front of the house. Entering the grotto, the
explorer finds
at the rear a narrow cleft; having passed through which
he emerges into
a lofty cavern, feebly lighted through fissures in the
vaulted roof,
fifty feet from the ground. The cavern itself is
immense, and
would easily hold between two and three thousand people.
A part of it,
in the days of Mr. Izvertzoff, was paved with
flagstones, and
was often used in the summer as a ball-room by picnic
parties. Of an
irregular oval, it gradually narrows into a broad
corridor, which
runs for several miles underground, opening here and
there into
other chambers, as large and lofty as the ball-room, but,
unlike this,
impassable otherwise than in a boat, as they are always
full of water.
These natural basins have the reputation of being
unfathomable.
On the margin
of the first of these is a small platform, with several
mossy rustic seats
arranged on it, and it is from this spot that the
phenomenal
echoes, which give the cavern its name, are heard in all
their
weirdness. A word pronounced in a whisper, or even a sigh, is
caught up by
endless mocking voices, and instead of diminishing in
volume, as
honest echoes do, the sound grows louder and louder at
every
successive repetition, until at last it bursts forth like the
repercussion of
a pistol shot, and recedes in a plaintive wail down
the corridor.
On the day in
question, Mr. Izvertzoff had mentioned his intention of
having a
dancing party in this cave on his wedding day, which he had
fixed for an
early date. On the following morning, while preparing for
his drive, he
was seen by his family entering the grotto, accompanied
only by his Siberian
servant. Half-an-hour later, Ivan returned to the
mansion for a
snuff-box which his master had forgotten in his room,
and went back
with it to the cave. An hour later the whole house was
startled by his
loud cries. Pale and dripping with water, Ivan rushed
in like a
madman, and declared that Mr. Izvertzoff was nowhere to be
found in the
cave. Thinking he had fallen into the lake, he had dived
into the first
basin in search of him and was nearly drowned himself.
The day passed
in vain attempts to find the body. The police filled
the house, and
louder than the rest in his despair was Nicolas, the
nephew, who had
returned home only to meet the sad tidings.
A dark
suspicion fell upon Ivan, the Siberian. He had been struck by
his master the
night before, and had been heard to swear revenge. He
had accompanied
him alone to the cave, and when his room was searched
a box full of
rich family jewellery, known to have been carefully kept
in Mr.
Izvertzoff's apartment, was found under Ivan's bedding. Vainly
did the serf
call God to witness that the box had been given to him in
charge by his
master himself, just before they proceeded to the cave;
that it was the
latter's purpose to have the jewellery reset, as he
intended it for
a wedding present to his bride; and that he, Ivan,
would willingly
give his own life to recall that of his master, if he
knew him to be
dead. No heed was paid to him, however, and he was
arrested and
thrown into prison, upon a charge of murder. There he was
left, for under
the Russian law a criminal cannot--at any rate, he
could not in
those days--be sentenced for a crime, however conclusive
the
circumstantial evidence, unless he confessed his guilt.
After a week
had passed in useless search, the family arrayed
themselves in
deep mourning; and as the will as originally drawn
remained
without a codicil, the whole of the property passed into the
hands of the
nephew. The old teacher and his daughter bore this sudden
reverse of
fortune with true Germanic phlegm, and prepared to depart.
Taking again
his zither under one arm, the old man was about to lead
away his
Munchen by the other, when the nephew stopped him by offering
himself as the
fair damsel's husband in the place of his departed
uncle. The
change was found to be an agreeable one, and, without much
ado, the young
people were married.
Ten years
rolled away, and we meet the happy family once more at the
beginning of
1859. The fair Munchen had grown fat and vulgar. From the
day of the old
man's disappearance, Nicolas had become morose and
retired in his
habits, and many wondered at the change in him, for now
he was never
seen to smile. It seemed as if his only aim in life were
to find out his
uncle's murderer, or rather to bring Ivan to confess
his guilt. But the
man still persisted that he was innocent.
An only son had
been born to the young couple, and a strange child it
was. Small,
delicate, and ever ailing, his frail life seemed to hang
by a thread.
When his features were in repose, his resemblance to his
uncle was so
striking that the members of the family often shrank from
him in terror.
It was the pale shrivelled face of a man of sixty upon
the shoulders
of a child nine years old. He was never seen either to
laugh or to
play, but, perched in his high chair, would gravely sit
there, folding
his arms in a way peculiar to the late Mr. Izvertzoff;
and thus he
would remain for hours, drowsy and motionless. His nurses
were often seen
furtively crossing themselves at night, upon
approaching
him, and not one of them would consent to sleep alone with
him in the
nursery. His father's behaviour towards him was still more
strange. He
seemed to love him passionately, and at the same time to
hate him
bitterly. He seldom embraced or caressed the child, but with
livid cheek and
staring eye, he would pass long hours watching him, as
the child sat
quietly in his corner, in his goblin-like, old-fashioned
way.
The child had
never left the estate, and few outside the family knew
of his
existence.
About the
middle of July, a tall Hungarian traveller, preceded by a
great
reputation for eccentricity, wealth and mysterious powers,
arrived at the
town of P--from the North, where, it was said, he had
resided for
many years. He settled in the little town, in company with
a Shaman or South
Siberian magician, on whom he was said to make
mesmeric
experiments. He gave dinners and parties, and invariably
exhibited his
Shaman, of whom he felt very proud, for the amusement of
his guests. One
day the notables of P--made an unexpected invasion of
the domains of
Nicolas Izvertzoff, and requested the loan of his cave
for an evening
entertainment. Nicolas consented with great reluctance,
and only after
still greater hesitancy was he prevailed upon to join
the party.
The first
cavern and the platform beside the bottomless lake glittered
with lights.
Hundreds of flickering candles and torches, stuck in the
clefts of the
rocks, illuminated the place and drove the shadows from
the mossy nooks
and corners, where they had crouched undisturbed for
many years. The
stalactites on the walls sparkled brightly, and the
sleeping echoes
were suddenly awakened by a joyous confusion of
laughter and
conversation. The Shaman, who was never lost sight of by
his friend and
patron, sat in a corner, entranced as usual. Crouched
on a projecting
rock, about midway between the entrance and the water,
with his
lemon-yellow, wrinkled face, flat nose, and thin beard, he
looked more
like an ugly stone idol than a human being. Many of the
company pressed
around him and received correct answers to their
questions, the
Hungarian cheerfully submitting his mesmerized
"subject"
to cross-examination.
Suddenly one of
the party, a lady, remarked that it was in that very
cave that old
Mr. Izvertzoff had so unaccountably disappeared ten
years before.
The foreigner appeared interested, and desired to learn
more of the
circumstances, so Nicolas was sought amid the crowd and
led before the
eager group. He was the host and he found it impossible
to refuse the demanded
narrative. He repeated the sad tale in a
trembling
voice, with a pallid cheek, and tears were seen glittering
in his feverish
eyes. The company were greatly affected, and encomiums
upon the
behaviour of the loving nephew in honouring the memory of his
uncle and
benefactor were freely circulating in whispers, when
suddenly the
voice of Nicolas became choked, his eyes started from
their sockets,
and, with a suppressed groan, he staggered back. Every
eye in the
crowd followed with curiosity his haggard look, as it fell
and remained
riveted upon a weakened little face, that peeped from
behind the back
of the Hungarian.
"Where do
you come from? Who brought you here, child?" gasped out
Nicolas, as
pale as death.
"I was in
bed, papa; this man came to me, and brought me here in his
arms,"
answered the boy simply, pointing to the Shaman, beside whom he
stood upon the
rock, and who, with his eyes closed, kept swaying
himself to and
fro like a living pendulum.
"That is
very strange," remarked one of the guests, "for the man has
never moved
from his place."
"Good God!
what an extraordinary resemblance!" muttered an old
resident of the
town, a friend of the lost man.
"You lie,
child!" fiercely exclaimed the father. "Go to bed; this is
no place for
you."
"Come,
come," interposed the Hungarian, with a strange expression on
his face, and
encircling with his arm the slender childish figure;
"the
little fellow has seen the double of my Shaman, which roams
sometimes far away
from his body, and has mistaken the phantom for the
man himself.
Let him remain with us for a while."
At these
strange words the guests stared at each other in mute
surprise, while
some piously made the sign of the cross, spitting
aside,
presumably at the devil and all his works.
"By-the-bye,"
continued the Hungarian with a peculiar firmness of
accent, and
addressing the company rather than any one in particular;
"why
should we not try, with the help of my Shaman, to unravel the
mystery hanging
over the tragedy? Is the suspected party still lying
in prison?
What? he has not confessed up to now? This is surely very
strange. But
now we will learn the truth in a few minutes! Let all
keep
silent!"
He then
approached the Tehuktchene, and immediately began his
performance
without so much as asking the consent of the master of the
place. The
latter stood rooted to the spot, as if petrified with
horror, and
unable to articulate a word. The suggestion met with
general
approbation, save from him; and the police inspector, Col.
S---,
especially approved of the idea.
"Ladies
and gentlemen," said the mesmerizer in soft tones, "allow me
for this once
to proceed otherwise than in my general fashion. I will
employ the
method of native magic. It is more appropriate to this wild
place, and far
more effective as you will find, than our European
method of
mesmerization."
Without waiting
for an answer, he drew from a bag that never left his
person, first a
small drum, and then two little phials--one full of
fluid, the other
empty. With the contents of the former he sprinkled
the Shaman, who
fell to trembling and nodding more violently than
ever. The air
was filled with the perfume of spicy odours, and the
atmosphere
itself seemed to become clearer. Then, to the horror of
those present,
he approached the Tibetan, and taking a miniature
stiletto from
his pocket, he plunged the sharp steel into the man's
forearm, and
drew blood from it, which he caught in the empty phial.
When it was
half filled, he pressed the orifice of the wound with his
thumb, and
stopped the flow of blood as easily as if he had corked a
bottle, after
which he sprinkled the blood over the little boy's head.
He then
suspended the drum from his neck, and, with two ivory drum-
sticks, which
were covered with magic signs and letters, he began
beating a sort
of reveille, to drum up the spirits, as he said.
The bystanders,
half-shocked and half-terrified by these extraordinary
proceedings,
eagerly crowded round him, and for a few moments a dead
silence reigned
throughout the lofty cavern. Nicolas, with his face
livid and
corpse-like, stood speechless as before. The mesmerizer had
placed himself
between the Shaman and the platform, when he began
slowly
drumming. The first notes were muffled, and vibrated so softly
in the air that
they awakened no echo, but the Shaman quickened his
pendulum-like
motion and the child became restless. The drummer then
began a slow
chant, low, impressive and solemn.
As the unknown
words issued from his lips, the flames of the candles
and torches
wavered and flickered, until they began dancing in rhythm
with the chant.
A cold wind came wheezing from the dark corridors
beyond the
water, leaving a plaintive echo in its trail. Then a sort
of nebulous vapour,
seeming to ooze from the rocky ground and walls,
gathered about
the Shaman and the boy. Around the latter the aura was
silvery and
transparent, but the cloud which enveloped the former was
red and
sinister. Approaching nearer to the platform the magician beat
a louder roll
upon the drum, and this time the echo caught it up with
terrific
effect! It reverberated near and far in incessant peals; one
wail followed
another louder and louder, until the thundering roar
seemed the
chorus of a thousand demon voices rising from the
fathomless
depths of the lake. The water itself, whose surface,
illuminated by
many lights, had previously been smooth as a sheet of
glass, became
suddenly agitated, as if a powerful gust of wind had
swept over its
unruffled face. Another chant, and a roll of the drum,
and the
mountain trembled to its foundation with the cannon-like peals
which rolled
through the dark and distant corridors. The Shaman's body
rose two yards
in the air, and nodding and swaying, sat, self-
suspended like
an apparition. But the transformation which now
occurred in the
boy chilled everyone, as they speechlessly watched the
scene. The
silvery cloud about the boy now seemed to lift him, too,
into the air;
but, unlike the Shaman, his feet never left the ground.
The child began
to grow, as though the work of years was miraculously
accomplished in
a few seconds. He became tall and large, and his
senile features
grew older with the ageing of his body. A few more
seconds, and
the youthful form had entirely disappeared. It was
totally
absorbed in another individuality, and, to the horror of those
present who had
been familiar with his appearance, this individuality
was that of old
Mr. Izvertzoff, and on his temple was a large gaping
wound, from
which trickled great drops of blood.
This phantom
moved towards Nicolas, till it stood directly in front of
him, while he,
with his hair standing erect, with the look of a madman
gazed at his
own son, transformed into his uncle. The sepulchral
silence was broken
by the Hungarian, who, addressing the child
phantom, asked
him, in solemn voice:
"In the
name of the great Master, of Him who has all power, answer the
truth, and
nothing but the truth. Restless spirit, hast thou been lost
by accident, or
foully murdered?"
The spectre's
lips moved, but it was the echo which answered for them
in lugubrious
shouts: "Murdered! mur-der-ed!! murdered!!!"
"Where?
How? By whom?" asked the conjuror.
The apparition
pointed a finger at Nicolas and, without removing its
gaze or
lowering its arms, retreated backwards slowly towards the
lake. At every
step it took, the younger Izvertzoff, as if compelled
by some
irresistable fascination, advanced a step towards it, until
the phantom
reached the lake, and the next moment was seen gliding on
its surface. It
was a fearful, ghostly scene!
When he had
come within two steps of the brink of the watery abyss, a
violent
convulsion ran through the frame of the guilty man. Flinging
himself upon
his knees, he clung to one of the rustic seats with a
desperate
clutch, and staring wildly, uttered a long piercing cry of
agony. The
phantom now remained motionless on the water, and bending
his extended
finger, slowly beckoned him to come. Crouched in abject
terror, the wretched
man shrieked until the cavern rang again and
again: "I
did not...No, I did not murder you!"
Then came a
splash, and now it was the boy who was in the dark water,
struggling for
his life, in the middle of the lake, with the same
motionless
stern apparition brooding over him.
"Papa!
papa! Save me...I am drowning!"...cried a piteous little voice
amid the uproar
of the mocking echoes.
"My
boy!" shrieked Nicolas, in the accents of a maniac, springing to
his feet.
"My boy! Save him! Oh, save him!...Yes I confess...I am the
murderer...It
is I who killed him!"
Another splash,
and the phantom disappeared. With a cry of horror the
company rushed
towards the platform; but their feet were suddenly
rooted to the
ground, as they saw amid the swirling eddies a whitish
shapeless mass
holding the murderer and the boy in tight embrace, and
slowly sinking
into the bottomless lake...
On the morning
after these occurrences, when, after a sleepless night,
some of the
party visited the residence of the Hungarian gentleman,
they found it
closed and deserted. He and the Shaman had disappeared.
Many are among
the old inhabitants of P--who remember him; the Police
Inspector, Col.
S---, dying a few years ago in the full assurance that
the noble
traveller was the devil. To add to the general consternation
the Izvertzoff
mansion took fire on that same night and was completely
destroyed. The
Archbishop performed the ceremony of exorcism, but the
locality is
considered accursed to this day. The Government
investigated the
facts, and ordered silence.
FROM THE POLAR
LANDS
A Christmas
Story
Just a year
ago, during the Christmas holidays, a numerous society had
gathered in the
country house, or rather the old hereditary castle, of
a wealthy
landowner in Finland. Many were the remains in it of our
forefathers'
hospitable way of living; and many the mediaeval customs
preserved,
founded on traditions and superstitions, semi-kinnish and
semi-Russian,
the latter imported into it by its female proprietors
from the shores
of the Neva. Christmas trees were being prepared and
implements for
divination were being made ready. For, in that old
castle there
were grim worm-eaten portraits of famous ancestors and
knights and
ladies, old deserted turrets, with bastions and Gothic
windows;
mysterious sombre alleys, and dark and endless cellers,
easily
transformed into subterranean passages and caves, ghostly
prison cells,
haunted by the restless phantoms of the heroes of local
legends. In
short, the old Manor offered every commodity for romantic
horrors. But
alas! this once they serve for nought; in the present
narrative these
dear old horrors play no such part as they otherwise
might.
Its chief hero
is a very commonplace, prosaical man--let us call him
Erkler. Yes;
Dr. Erkler, professor of medicine, half-German through
his father, a
full-blown Russian on his mother's side and by
education; and
one who looked a rather heavily built, and ordinary
mortal.
Nevertheless, very extraordinary things happened with him.
Erkler, as it turned
out, was a great traveller, who by his own choice
had accompanied
one of the most famous explorers on his journeys round
the world. More
than once they had both seen death face to face from
sunstrokes
under the Tropics, from cold in the Polar Regions. All this
notwithstanding,
the doctor spoke with a never-abating enthusiasm
about their
"winterings" in Greenland and Novaya Zemla, and about the
desert plains
in Australia, where he lunched off a kangaroo and dined
off an emu, and
almost perished of thirst during the passage through a
waterless
track, which it took them forty hours to cross.
"Yes,"
he used to remark, "I have experienced almost everything, save
what you would
describe as supernatural... . This, of course, if we
throw out of
account a certain extraordinary event in my life--a man I
met, of whom I
will tell you just now--and its...indeed, rather
strange, I may
add quite inexplicable, results."
There was a
loud demand that he should explain himself; and the
doctor, forced
to yield, began his narrative.
"In 1878
we were compelled to winter on the northwestern coast of
Spitzbergen. We
had been attempting to find our way during the short
summer to the
pole; but, as usual, the attempt had proved a failure,
owing to the
icebergs, and, after several such fruitless endeavours,
we had to give
it up. No sooner had we settled than the polar night
descended upon
us, our steamers got wedged in and frozen between the
blocks of ice
in the Gulf of Mussel, and we found ourselves cut off
for eight long months
from the rest of the living world. I confess I,
for one, felt
it terribly at first. We became especially discouraged
when one stormy
night the snow hurricane scattered a mass of materials
prepared for
our winter buildings, and deprived us of over forty deer
from our herd.
Starvation in prospect is no incentive to good humour;
and with the
deer we had lost the best plat de resistance against
polar frosts,
human organisms demanding in that climate an increase of
heating and
solid food. However, we were finally reconciled to our
loss, and even
got accustomed to the local and in reality more
nutritious
food--seals, and seal-grease. Our men from the remnants of
our lumber
built a house neatly divided into two compartments, one for
our three
professors and myself, and the other for themselves; and, a
few wooden
sheds being constructed for meteorological, astronomical
and magnetic
purposes, we even added a protecting stable for the few
remaining deer.
And then began the monotonous series of dawnless
nights and
days, hardly distinguishable one from the other, except
through
dark-grey shadows. At times, the 'blues' we got into, were
fearful! We had
contemplated sending two of our three steamers home,
in September,
but the premature, and unforeseen formation of ice walls
round them had
thwarted our plans; and now, with the entire crews on
our hands, we
had to economise still more with our meagre provisions,
fuel and light.
Lamps were used only for scientific purposes: the rest
of the time we
had to content ourselves with God's light--the moon and
the Aurora
Borealis ... But how describe these glorious, incomparable
northern
lights! Rings, arrows, gigantic conflagrations of accurately
divided rays of
the most vivid and varied colours. The November
moonlight
nights were as gorgeous. The play of moonbeams on the snow
and the frozen
rocks was most striking. These were fairy nights."
"Well, one
such night--it may have been one such day, for all I know,
as from the end
of November to about the middle of March we had no
twilights at
all, to distinguish the one from the other--we suddenly
espied in the
play of coloured beams, which were then throwing a
golden rosy hue
on the snow plains, a dark moving spot... . It grew,
and seemed to
scatter as it approached nearer to us. What did this
mean? ... It
looked like a herd of cattle, or a group of living men,
trotting over
the snowy wilderness ... But animals there were white
like everything
else. What then was this? ... human beings? ..."
"We could
not believe our eyes. Yes, a group of men was approaching
our dwelling.
It turned out to be about fifty seal-hunters, guided by
Matiliss, a
well-known veteran mariner from Norway. They had been
caught by the
icebergs, just as we had been."
"'How did
you know that we were here?' we asked."
"'Old
Johan, this very same old party, showed us the way'--they
answered,
pointing to a venerable-looking old man with snow-white
locks."
"In sober
truth, it would have beseemed their guide far better to have
sat at home
over his fire than to have been seal-hunting in polar
lands with
younger men. And we told them so, still wondering how he
came to learn
of our presence in this kingdom of white bears. At this
Matiliss and
his companions smiled, assuring us that 'old Johan' knew
all. They
remarked that we must be novices in polar borderlands, since
we were
ignorant of Johan's personality and could still wonder at
anything said
of him."
"'It is
nigh forty-five years,' said the chief hunter, 'that I have
been catching seals
in the Polar Seas, and as far as my personal
remembrance
goes, I have always known him, and just as he is now, an
old,
white-bearded man. And, so far back as in the days when I used to
go to sea, as a
small boy with my father, my dad used to tell me the
same of old
Johan, and he added that his own father and grandfather
too, had known
Johan in their days of boyhood, none of them having
ever seen him
otherwise than white as our snows. And, as our fore-
fathers
nicknamed him "the white-haired all-knower," thus do we, the
seal-hunters,
call him, to this day.'"
"'Would
you make us believe he is two hundred years old?'--we
laughed."
"Some of
our sailors crowding round the white-haired phenomenon, plied
him with
questions."
"'Grandfather!
answer us, how old are you?'"
"'I really
do not know it myself, sonnies. I live as long as God has
decreed me to.
As to my years, I never counted them.'"
"'And how
did you know, grandfather, that we were wintering in this
place?'"
"'God
guided me. How I learned it I do not know; save that I knew--I
knew it.'"
THE ENSOULED
VIOLIN
I
In the year
1828, an old German, a music teacher, came to Paris with
his pupil and
settled unostentatiously in one of the quiet faubourgs
of the metropolis.
The first rejoiced in the name of Samuel Klaus; the
second answered
to the more poetical appellation of Franz Stenio. The
younger man was
a violinist, gifted, as rumour went, with
extraordinary,
almost miraculous talent. Yet as he was poor and had
not hitherto
made a name for himself in Europe, he remained for
several years
in the capital of France--the heart and pulse of
capricious
continental fashion--unknown and unappreciated. Franz was a
Styrian by
birth, and, at the time of the event to be presently
described, he
was a young man considerably under thirty. A philosopher
and a dreamer
by nature, imbued with all the mystic oddities of true
genius, he
reminded one of some of the heroes in Hoffmann's Contes
Fantastiques.
His earlier existence had been a very unusual, in fact,
quite an
eccentric one, and its history must be briefly told--for the
better
understanding of the present story.
Born of very
pious country people, in a quiet burg among the Styrian
Alps; nursed
"by the native gnomes who watched over his cradle";
growing up in
the weird atmosphere of the ghouls and vampires who play
such a
prominent part in the household of every Styrian and Slavonian
in Southern
Austria; educated later, as a student in the shadow of the
old Rhenish castles
of Germany; Franz from his childhood had passed
through every
emotional stage on the plane of the so-called
"supernatural."
He had also studied at one time the "occult arts" with
an enthusiastic
disciple of Paracelsus and Kunrath; alchemy had few
theoretical
secrets for him; and he had dabbled in "ceremonial magic"
and
"sorcery" with some Hungarian Tziganes. Yet he loved above all
else music, and
above music--his violin.
At the age of
twenty-two he suddenly gave up his practical studies in
the occult, and
from that day, though as devoted as ever in thought to
the beautiful
Grecian Gods, he surrendered himself entirely to his
art. Of his
classic studies he had retained only that which related to
the
muses--Euterpe especially, at whose altar he worshipped--and
Orpheus whose
magic lyre he tried to emulate with his violin. Except
his dreamy
belief in the nymphs and the sirens, on account probably of
the double
relationship of the latter to the muses, through Calliope
and Orpheus, he
was interested but little in the matters of this
sublunary
world. All his aspirations mounted, like incense, with the
wave of the
heavenly harmony that he drew from his instrument, to a
higher and a
nobler sphere. He dreamed awake, and lived a real though
an enchanted
life only during those hours when his magic bow carried
him along the
wave of sound to the Pagan Olympus, to the feet of
Euterpe. A
strange child he had ever been in his own home, where tales
of magic and
witchcraft grow out of every inch of the soil; a still
stranger boy he
had become, until finally he had blossomed into
manhood,
without one single characteristic of youth. Never had a fair
face attracted
his attention; not for one moment had his thoughts
turned from his
solitary studies to a life beyond that of a mystic
Bohemian.
Content with his own company, he had thus passed the best
years of his
youth and manhood with his violin for his chief idol, and
with the Gods
and Goddesses of old Greece for his audience, in perfect
ignorance of practical
life. His whole existence had been one long day
of dreams, of
melody and sunlight, and he had never felt any other
aspirations.
How useless,
but oh, how glorious those dreams! how vivid! and why
should he
desire any better fate? Was he not all that he wanted to be,
transformed in
a second of thought into one or another hero; from
Orpheus, who
held all nature breathless, to the urchin who piped away
under the plane
tree to the naiads of Calirrhoe's crystal fountain?
Did not the
swift-footed nymphs frolic at his beck and call to the
sound of the
magic flute of the Arcadian shepherd--who was himself?
Behold, the
Goddess of Love and Beauty herself descending from on
high, attracted
by the sweet-voiced notes of his violin!...Yet there
came a time
when he preferred Syrinx to Aphrodite--not as the fair
nymph pursued
by Pan, but after her transformation by the merciful
Gods into the
reed out of which the frustrated God of the Shepherds
had made his
magic pipe. For also, with time, ambition grows and is
rarely
satisfied. When he tried to emulate on his violin the
enchanting
sounds that resounded in his mind, the whole of Parnassus
kept silent
under the spell, or joined in heavenly chorus; but the
audience he
finally craved was composed of more than the Gods sung by
Hesiod, verily
of the most appreciative melomanes of European
capitals. He
felt jealous of the magic pipe, and would fain have had
it at his
command.
"Oh! that
I could allure a nymph into my beloved violin!"--he often
cried, after
awakening from one of his day-dreams. "Oh, that I could
only span in
spirit flight the abyss of Time! Oh, that I could find
myself for one
short day a partaker of the secret arts of the Gods, a
God myself, in
the sight and hearing of enraptured humanity; and,
having learned
the mystery of the lyre of Orpheus, or secured within
my violin a
siren, thereby benefit mortals to my own glory!"
Thus, having
for long years dreamed in the company of the Gods of his
fancy, he now
took to dreaming of the transitory glories of fame upon
this earth. But
at this time he was suddenly called home by his
widowed mother
from one of the German universities where he had lived
for the last
year or two. This was an event which brought his plans to
an end, at
least so far as the immediate future was concerned, for he
had hitherto
drawn upon her alone for his meagre pittance, and his
means were not
sufficient for an independent life outside his native
place.
His return had
a very unexpected result. His mother, whose only love
he was on
earth, died soon after she had welcomed her Benjamin back;
and the good
wives of the burg exercised their swift tongues for many
a month after
as to the real causes of that death.
Frau Stenio,
before Franz's return, was a healthy, buxom, middle-aged
body, strong
and hearty. She was a pious and a God-fearing soul too,
who had never
failed in saying her prayers, nor had missed an early
mass for years
during his absence. On the first Sunday after her son
had settled at
home--a day that she had been longing for and had
anticipated for
months in joyous visions, in which she saw him
kneeling by her
side in the little church on the hill--she called him
from the foot
of the stairs. The hour had come when her pious dream
was to be realized,
and she was waiting for him, carefully wiping the
dust from the
prayer-book he had used in his boyhood. But instead of
Franz, it was
his violin that responded to her call, mixing its
sonorous voice
with the rather cracked tones of the peal of the merry
Sunday bells.
The fond mother was somewhat shocked at hearing the
prayer-inspiring
sounds drowned by the weird, fantastic notes of the
"Dance of
the Witches"; they seemed to her so unearthly and mocking.
But she almost
fainted upon hearing the definite refusal of her well-
beloved son to
go to church. He never went to church, he coolly
remarked. It
was loss of time; besides which, the loud peals of the
old church
organ jarred on his nerves. Nothing should induce him to
submit to the
torture of listening to that cracked organ. He was firm,
and nothing
could move him. To her supplications and remonstrances he
put an end by
offering to play for her a "Hymn to the Sun" he had just
composed.
From
that--memorable Sunday morning, Frau Stenio lost her usual
serenity of
mind. She hastened to, lay her sorrows and seek for
consolation at
the foot of the confessional; but that which she heard
in response
from the stem priest filled her gentle and unsophisticated
soul with
dismay and almost with despair. A feeling of fear, a sense
of profound
terror, which soon became a chronic state with her,
pursued her
from that moment; her nights became disturbed and
sleepless, her
days passed in prayer and lamentations. In her maternal
anxiety for the
salvation of her beloved son's soul, and for his post
mortem welfare,
she made a series of rash vows. Finding that neither
the Latin
petition to the Mother of God written for her by her
spiritual
adviser, nor yet the humble supplications in German,
addressed by
herself to every saint she had reason to believe was
residing in
Paradise, worked the desired effect, she took to
pilgrimages to
distant shrines. During one of these journeys to a holy
chapel situated
high up in the mountains, she caught cold, amidst the
glaciers of the
Tyrol, and redescended only to take to a sick bed,
from which she
arose no more. Frau Stenio's vow had led her, in one
sense, to the
desired result. The poor woman was now given an
opportunity of
seeking out in propria persona the saints she had
believed in so
well, and of pleading face to face for the recreant
son, who
refused adherence to them and to the Church, scoffed at monk
and
confessional, and held the organ in such horror.
Franz sincerely
lamented his mother's death. Unaware of being the
indirect cause
of it, he felt no remorse; but selling the modest
household goods
and chattels, light in purse and heart, he resolved to
travel on foot
for a year or two, before settling down to any definite
profession.
A hazy desire
to see the great cities of Europe, and to try his luck
in France,
lurked at the bottom of this travelling project, but his
Bohemian habits
of life were too strong to be abruptly abandoned. He
placed his
small capital with a banker for a rainy day, and started on
his pedestrian
journey via Germany and Austria. His violin paid for
his board and
lodging in the inns and farms on his way, and he passed
his days in the
green fields and in the solemn silent woods, face to
face with
Nature, dreaming all the time as usual with his eyes open.
During the
three months of his pleasant travels to and fro, he never
descended for
one moment from Parnassus; but, as an alchemist
transmutes lead
into gold, so he transformed everything on his way
into a song of
Hesiod or Anacreon. Every evening, while fiddling for
his supper and
bed, whether on a green lawn or in the hall of a rustic
inn, his fancy
changed the whole scene for him. Village swains and
maidens became
transfigured into Arcadian shepherds and nymphs. The
sand-covered floor
was now a green sward; the uncouth couples spinning
round in a
measured waltz with the wild grace of tamed bears became
priests and
priestesses of Terpsichore; the bulky, cherry-cheeked and
blue-eyed
daughters of rural Germany were the Hesperides circling
round the trees
laden with the golden apples. Nor did the melodious
strains of the
Arcadian demigods piping on their syrinxes, and audible
but to his own
enchanted ear, vanish with the dawn. For no sooner was
the curtain of
sleep raised from his eyes than he would sally forth
into a new
magic realm of day-dreams. On his way to some dark and
solemn
pine-forest, he played incessantly, to himself and to
everything
else. He fiddled to the green hill, and forthwith the
mountain and
the moss-covered rocks moved forward to hear him the
better, as they
had done at the sound of the Orphean lyre. He fiddled
to the
merry-voiced brook, to the hurrying river, and both slakened
their speed and
stopped their waves, and, becoming silent seemed to
listen to him
in an entranced rapture. Even the long-legged stork who
stood
meditatively on one leg on the thatched top of the rustic mill,
gravely
resolving unto himself the problem of his too-long existence,
sent out after
him a long and strident cry, screeching, "Art thou
Orpheus
himself, O Stenio?"
It was a period
of full bliss, of a daily and almost hourly
exaltation. The
last words of his dying mother, whispering to him of
the horrors of
eternal condemnation, had left him unaffected, and the
only vision her
warning evoked in him was that of Pluto. By a ready
association of
ideas, he saw the lord of the dark nether kingdom
greeting him as
he had greeted the husband of Eurydice before him.
Charmed with
the magic sounds of his violin, the wheel of Ixion was at
a standstill once
more, thus affording relief to the wretched seducer
of Juno, and
giving the lie to those who claim eternity for the
duration of the
punishment of condemned sinners. He perceived Tantalus
forgetting his
never-ceasing thirst, and smacking his lips as he drank
in the
heaven-born melody; the stone of Sisyphus becoming motionless,
the Furies
themselves smiling on him, and the sovereign of the gloomy
regions
delighted, and awarding preference to his violin over the lyre
of Orpheus.
Taken au serieux, mythology thus seems a decided antidote
to fear, in the
face of theological threats, especially when
strengthened
with an insane and passionate love of music, with Franz,
Euterpe proved
always victorious in every contest, aye, even with Hell
itself!
But there is an
end to everything, and very soon Franz had to give up
uninterrupted
dreaming. He had reached the university town where dwelt
his old violin
teacher, Samuel Klaus. When this antiquated musician
found that his
beloved and favourite pupil, Franz, had been left poor
in purse and
still poorer in earthly affections, he felt his strong
attachment to
the boy awaken with tenfold force. He took Franz to his
heart, and
forthwith adopted him as his son.
The old teacher
reminded people of one of those grotesque figures
which look as
if they had just stepped out of some mediaeval panel.
And yet Klaus,
with his fantastic allures of a night-goblin, had the
most loving heart, as tender as that of a woman, and the self